OK, so let me try and explain what this story is about. I’m trying to write a factual story of events of the last two years(so i can provide some sort of proof , or process how i got to know that)I was documenting the whole time, while i was discovering what turned out to be the cause of Mental illness. I know how to fix ADHD, Any disorder i know what to do, i went all the way.. read on you wont believe this one…..
It sounds easy to express that, it’s really not, no one believes you anyhow.. Words are not my thing…. I get a think process that goes at the speed i can type, and what is in my head, sound good to me, but its 30 hours of slow thought often that i do in 5 minutes and trying hard, … It comes across bad, i dont know how to write, i just writing like im talking to you… but you dont know me, and to get to this point i already had to get to thousands of other point to know this…..And,, the reader needs to as well….. Im just doing my best to document this…. Its important and i promise if you get to the end i will return the favour 10 fold……
I kinda also discovered the big one, and its a 100% no doubter…. and its 100 bigger than u think……Even if i try, i cant make it less than 100%, and then its even bigger.
My focus is Mental Health and that turns out to also be the biggest(sadistic) thing that will ever be. The only doubt there is when you look the other way i guess..
Im going to describe me as it needs to be done because mindset does play a big role and then touch on mental illness, the mind, psychiatry and link it all and put it out there, and hop it does the job ‘…
I never asked for help in my life, and i don’t need any ‘. I don’t want to be famous, to expose, or change the world… That is up to the world, I fixed my boy when he had ADHD, and i just gotta do this for my boys…
Just imagine i look like a bum…. 2yrs since i looked in the mirror….. My boy, i noticed him stopping and saying hello to bums, like they were his people, and no one else… we in a cafe…I said should i have a shave soon… he said “”you don”t look like my daddy then””… I took off my hat, that i wear cause i’m bald… he said””i hope i look like you one day””.. my storys might be boring , meaningless and i never talk about my self, i have to because, your like experiences are you, so it the link… that”s all i can do…there is no head chopped in half with a brain this time….
I had a very good life as a child, no problems, but it does seem like i fell in to a laid back no effort kind of life that usually don”t turn out, —– that got me through from the education side of things only due to some kind of maths ability that was up there. Up until 30 i didn”t do much… Just anything but…. I wasn’t a bad bloke, i”m a nice guy, just didn”t realise i should do something, no one ever told me and i didnt work it out….It goes like this, Your you… so you think that”s the way, and the rest is different…. I thought every one thought the same and i was the normal one…. haha…
I was as good as screwed at 30 and got lucky i reckon, and hit hard work life for a while… Tradie… worked as hard as any fucker (felt good to)until 2 years ago , 23 months ago i stopped and did this. My boys then were 1, nearly 2 jimmy and 4 tommy and i never had anything weird happen….i had no stories to tell…
Something was brewing, weird stuff too, june 8 2016…..It started when tommy had gotten ADHD, and i fixed him.
We real close now,,,,,, Then it was not looking good for him, my partner was a fucking nightmare to be very nice about it…..and i felt great… It was fucked, to weird and great
Lucky life, pumping hard work, really positive with out trying, It was all good to the extreme and i started to know why i felt good. That was my first analysing moment… Maybe no one think about stuff like that,,, I dont think people often know that good feeling is from your emotions, if your mentally strong… If you don”t feel good, then your down the metal illness end… I never knew any of this
My mind was always so clear as well… Like everyone worried about something.. and me,, nothing, not sure i even could worry if i tried…It was working so i went with it and i do it my way all day… Fuck what every one does, As long as i not hurting anyone, im good..
What ever i was doing was the way cause , fuck i felt good, basically your emotions send signals that you feel and that mean your doing what they like basically.. and that why as people thing matter, or there would be no point if you cant feel anything…
And then there was the big one.. Fixing my boy, watching him go from zero, not a thought coming from his mind, that zero confidence while i had zero doubt and then bringing up to my level, then the constant repairs as he drop when he with his mum for a while was the the biggest feeling to me or emotionally, i could feel how this emotions things was working, .. I could feel or i new how this worked,,,, i seriously out of not even thinking about it, just got lucky,, and i must of been near the top of the happy fucks….. Stick me in a bucket of shit even, i be happy sitting by meself looking at the wall..
Every thing even the dog was the happiest friendlest dog on the plant.. it love eveyone.. Needed to show it, She just had to go up to you and act like you the best, work crazy success loved it, fixing tommy was just so many memorises like discovering him and me.. And they just inside now a good while, and i was fine before, but just a different mindset, like a dad how is fucking right there with his boy, 100%…And he got no doubt that i there, and he had no doubt that i do what ever it takes…
Then on 20 may 3.00am 2017 i found the problem with my partner. Exactomodooo i read this piece…” äfter narcissistic abuse”” been looking for a while now to find out what hell ,,,, she was dangerous,, like to your mind…… Not mine, her shit, would fuck u, but just not me,,, i could give a flying fuck if you had 2 heads, freaking vampires up my arse and i was seeing alien fuckin car exhausts in my head all day… Do it i wouldn’t care,i care about different shit, and i dont even go on about it…
Was still heaps unexpected though, but there is a personality disorder, and that what it does to their partner but more the kids……..and vertually that day she just taken the kids,
This was my reality if you can believe this,, i dont know,,,, 100%
She taken the kids, cut all access, had been saying something, cause every one thought i was crazy as in mental illness, and assaulted her, im not even sure, but everyone she knew, even my family who i think were frightened,, i live 100 kms away, but everyone thought something and i knew the opposite and could prove it 100 times over but it didnt make a schred of difference,,,
Im like 6’5 ugly gentlest guy ever, never spun a bull shit in my life, and would admit to it, then this, … No shit, people just assume, when you break up, that people loss it, and taken the kids away for there safety,,, blah, blahh,,,, i m like what about these 10 dudes,, they dont know about this shit, and there here, you seen nothing…. thats good you got some support is how that logic,,, and thats the problem,,, it is more logic,
but this time reality needs to take precedents, but not a chance, you cant believe this unless you see it… you cant, not even if you see it for 4 years i reckon you not believe,,, even the 8 i did, i only just work it out,,,, how crazy is that,,, something,, im the book and you not capable of believing that is a thing,,, even if evidence and all… and for you its easy and the last 8 yeard forgotten… Crazy shit dudes…
This disorder breaks the oldest childs mind and they become the same disorder, and the other one they make suffer in mental illness and many illness, and its a never fail thing that she can do this……. I am telling you,,, there is heaps more,,, but a mum who abusers different, and is like always this,,, and she the version that is the last one, after here there is no one else,,, not even fucken dirty old pedopiles… Nope… just one evil
It was an experience and i havent talked about it for a long time. I got sick of people thinking i crazy, and i cant blame em, this is impossible to think about unless you experience it… It so easy for me now, but i remember the years where this was the last thing from my mind, i remember protecting the boys and at the same time thinking she is the mother and would never hurt them.
I been in support groups now for the abused and there only ones that that know about it are the 4 girls who mum is one … And i told them, they didnt even know…. Áll 4 Depression, Anxiety, panic, adhd, phobias, ptsd, sepration anxiety even back to the parent, restless legs, ther was more….this compartment thinking where you imagine hapiness… And the reason i found them was from there posts that had the same emotions to it as me….I know in my heart that i have never been abused, i know nothing about what it like to feel week and have a someone your dependant on for survival destroying you emotional and thats all you got to survive, i aint been through nothing and i know i would just crumble.
Im a maths guy now… i got a degree even and it is my favourite thing,,, but i m in these mental illness groups,,, there not small ,, 100,000 on some and i seeing things like chemicals, and genetics and who knows, lets get every one 1000s of researchers to check the brain, for like 50 years…
Seriously, i thought i discovered a near perfect correlation because of this great knowledge that no one else has that is useless, as no one will ever understand that, but i found out something cool anyways,,, another moment of ridiculous,,, and that was if your abused like this, then you will get that, and its even so good this discovery.. That you can be abused 3 different ways and you get 7 of these sort of things… like thats mathematics…and just hundred of things i know.. Emotions, and just every thing happening for a reason, even peoples responses in these group i could pick the bull shit out… I used to tell my self, You dont know, and every one else thinks its reasonable, so just mention it softley,,, and i reply to a posting,, and just go,,,,, bull shit,, If you saying that mate, you wouldn”t say it that way.. And then i tell em what they were,,, Usaully a psychopath, mot many Narcissist around… And you were right…
And then it being the opposite and on a huge scale the other way, even though they new it was abuse.. like that the only thing they ever found that was true and then believe something not possible seemed to be the dead accurate thing to conclude… Forget ridiculos… and again, i just getting thes riduiculos things that are so for off being real, that i not even thinking about it being a maybe”
Im proving my ex is this so the boys get safe and learning all this abuse stuff, and even helping the women fix them mentally, by telling them why there mind going crazy on then,, telling freaks to get lost and stop posting shit…
I had this super clarity type mind from vertually thinking in maths,, and when i found what she was my head went into perfect clarity, and i was taking everything in .. ..
Women vertually happey that finally they geting over past, feelin, and you just got to know how the emotions work, and once you know the weak points of the abusers, disorder, it smoth sailing
AND it cant happen (ABUSE) and hurt people who are two nice to think that this person could be hurting them..
One thing i am is abuse proof, My ex knows, i know it wot happen, and thatS what people have got to realise.. Abusers there everywhere, more so for women, but even toxic will bring you down eventually, Any disorder when you dont understand the game. Is that your a citing duck, as they know this stuff, I reckon my ex, knows a bit about things, mentally
Im an empath, my empathy is in the top 5% , but all the empaths are thinking there self esteem is there sensitivy and it near depression group.. all you got to know about the psychos, is there missing certain emotions, thats empathy, remorse, honesty, love.. All they see is you and if you buying there shit, cause there got an emotion that is really week, and its why they are what they are, There got the weakest self and they protect it, they see you looking at them like you know whats what, and there is not even 1% chance that they are going to hurt you or even risk this. Even a toxic person will go if you bite back at the emotion and not the person.
I probably not mean enough to bother unless i just making a point. All disorders because we have psych industry that doesnt make available any correct information, people dont know anything and like me i didn”t know even if someone had a problem that a pat on the back 10 yrs ago would of sorted out some thing tbaf.. It sound shit, but the disorders that were my first look into mental health who causing suffering then that causing suffering and then people start protecting themselves and toxic rises and that causes sufering and we got were we are today, Out of control mental illness and a psych industry protecting abusers as there only roll.(this i can show you in hard drives full)…
Thats where my story get side tracked sometimes and i can loose focus.. Cause i been there fixed my boy and know the whole game, what you can and what you cant,
and psychiatry now only accept neuro as possible mental illness even though it never been seen, boils me when kids got to go through the full life in sufering and women with out a chance..Like that all i care about, is not to affect others, and then an industry just pounding them… like its not hitting them but its worse, because it the mind, and you messing with someone elses… You will never make it through emotional abuse, Its not a chance state, its a done deal and you never had a chance, Like just this needless destruct of a mind for nothing, the years of sadness, boredom, confusion… How is it even possible to think this is acceptable,,, like if its the way forward, show the way and jump into the abuse, abuse your self, ” Even allow for it to be worked out, don’t just leave us all to die
And that the the thing about the abusers, Normal people see the act, that’s the good bit for me, the drive mentally down and then the imprint stapled on the head of a child or women whose abuse becomes part of there mind is all i see and the protection for the abuser especially from psychiatry now that cant change as they got to ignore the fact to protect there weak emotion. Thats the truth, Fact is psych arent even in the area now, but when they were they do not know the cause of mental illness or cure and that is all of the mind.. Even fact means there never done a thing..
Back to the story, every fucking time i just go near psych i just loose thought and that feels like then the abusers are hurting me… Its not psych, thats just not how is…
After i worked out the disorder, the next morning i didnt go to work, i never rang any one i just started to do what i needed to do.. I tried to prove her disorder, and joined the victims of support groups with bundles of women all messed up and started me own.. Helping some of the women, i could spot the fakes writing all night all day learning the game, inside out and there was nothing else, trying to prove with messed up eyesite and putting together all this bull shit together to prove my point which was my boys ”and people think im crazy again….
So i make its simple and still a waste of time so every one who had doubt or i couldn’t rely on i ditched my self, and had no one..Just a mate nieghbors friend, and all the good people in my head.. She had already turned me own family against me and i dont know even what for , but its normal that it happens i just made it worse by fighting back..
I had a look back, and i could see a combination of my english skills and i must of been a bit out of control, but i felt good… i think sometimes i typed to my thought speed and i miss words, but evidence is evidence, and doesnt look good especially when all you see is the words..
There was a huge effort i put into court, and they told me to take the sight down and never mentioned the kids, I kept driving even though all my options were closing and i only saw a victory as my boy not being broken and then i found some secret videos
…WTF.. Around september i found this videos on my Mac, I was trying to get picture of this phone and all this crap come up as well. Its called deleted data recovery… You think you delete something, think again, you can get it back.. I was like, this is beyond ridiculous… There were 100s of video, fricken 100,000 pictures, there was something up but i didnt know what.. ‘
‘ Just going through it took days, sorting em never ending , and i just keep going and going and you would not make a dint in them. She didnt talk to the kids in english.. I sort sort sort, its all i did, i knew this was the pile that she didnt want know one to see and was deleted to months after she left,
A computer bloke said to me there off the secret Icloud and encoded and sent via team viewer.. .. they were definetly nothing i ever seen and they were all taken when i wasnt there or when i sleeping on the lounge.. Then the videos when the first one learnt to walk she said she never had, and they had fricken bum wipes in his mouth….
You can really start to understand abuse works when it even happening under you nose and you still got no idea,,, but you see the extent people go to, then i found this and that and it wasnt that bad but just off a little.. Video were clearly, done on the sly, teaching him to say things, and he already knew them so it happened often”” tell mama i love you”””, and i am “”mamas sweet little silly fool””, “”after the rain there is tears””, “”who you favorite”” with chocolate and just heaps of things like this and she was making him say it and he all ready knew the words too at a young age… And that probably the bit that freaked me, was the monotony of it… You had enough and then you get pounded again with the same stick, is horrible… and then you got to live with a fucked up mind… just so far off from even bad,,, I much rather be dead
Of course i could understand em a bit cause i been there 8 years and people think emotional abuse the works said, it nothing to do with it… there is heaps more on videos later…There saying nice to here and confused negative to him… Its emotional abuse,,, if anyone really knows what that is…. Emotions will give a negative feel to anything they dont like, This will be a negative, lowered self esteem, and then onto depression etc…
This disorder is called an emotional vampire, So i did have some pretty special material to access that wasnt a chance that it wasnt correct, and thats all that would of been ever need and this would of been discovered long ago;;;
Watching thes videos, over and over i worked it out alright, and it at first barely even looked bad, its just to easy even, you develop the emotions wrong, and the you teach the boy the right way and he will destroy himself, and with in us as , well all become this disorder if this happens to us, people know, somewhere along the line, Even 100 years ago the path to the end was in site
I went back to support groups and i checked out depression, as i just had this feel i new something about it.. I had help a lot of narcissist victim women out… This is how it goes,,, so these women, beaten and brused, more like broken and skull fractured, and to dangerous to even consider it , are out now 3 4 even more years from the abuse, they dont even care about being smashed, and there are bundles of em all wanting or thing about there abuser… And there is me good as gold and wouldn”t even think about her…
I worked out that emotions need to feel safe or they will continue there thoughts, over and over ,….. and it will bring you down,,, Everytime, Mental illness is this cyclical thought that brings you down,, your mind bring the person down, and it quiet far, its not a case where emotions cant take every day stuff at all.
Your emotions will settle when they feel safe and the thinking stops, the recovery…… And i tell em they been attached emotionally and prey on and expect it from someone when there got no feeling, how the hell is he going to care if your in ten pieces, and it what it is… But the never loved is baby stuff to lowered self esteem which feels bad and cycle negative thoughts, round and round, each time give you a bad feeling to indicate danger, your emotions try to do you good, but the mind will drive you down fast and there can not be a bottomless pit of suffering, nothing can survive with a faulty system , and whet do humans have instead of endless suffering, they have something that protects against that, they have a personalty disorder, to stop any emotion under attack from preventing survival being comprimised, All things need to have survival as there number one characteristic.. It has to be that way.. This ideal that there is random chance, chemical, genetic, disorders, that evolved fot no reason and abuse could ever not be a problem is so far from any species even able to survive, that when you start to re ajust to even reality, the belief and all the things heard, become even stupidity, but, what can happen when you been first told there the expert.. Your got no chance.. Everyone of us believe in santa, but at least he dont hurt anyone..
Its important to listen to emotions, no one be ill if they did, but i never had much happen to me but some people think it normal to feel shit with a head full of same old shit… Suffering is not even an existence, disorders are the one letting them survive, they have more sutvival than even normal emotions
So checked depression, Freak freak fock.. Depression let me tell you is not where you want to be,, If that self esteem is a little off then sharpen the set , cause this is misery town, fucken hurt me just reading there crap… 100,000s of people all posting the same crap about there existence and then people agreeing with it….The negativity is worse than what i ever had,,
PEOPLE post””i want to die”” people will agree ME TO, “”im a peice of shit”” reply i not even that, but i learnt a good lesson in depression and didn”t take to long cause i remember the disorder days… i already know you cant do anything with a disorder, not bend it anyway.. Your post anything but misery in a depression group and you will feel what isolation means. This disorder is a fucking pest to even get hold of.. The first girl, i noticed straight away, she throw in a hello, or this and then disappear, when it talk time about problem is disappear time.. Next girl, i asked the first question, (i will have this somewhere still),, she answered it 20 times but not the question,
I told her to go, you cant fix this unless you first go around the disorder, dont even try otherwise….Self-esteem is depression and then anxiety is like its brother, just around the corner, ….. and spilling out every oriface………..emotional abuse in these group busting over abuse just pumping out of every oriface, panic, agrophia, 2,3,4,5 illness for everyone, it a fucking destruction of people… And then these people trying to drag anyone they can with em.. its a war zone of child abuse and misery phych drugs and the even the mentally ilI, got No idea what wrong….. But teen depression also is a big problem these days, and once they hit psych then there is no hope when there told something that isnt possible, and messing with the mindset of a developing women, giving psych drugs with telling the real effects, is evil… Éven getting in the way of a developing women is wrong, but depression in a young teen, is not the same as an adult and recovery is just normal therapy and a bit extra, I fixed, they listen and did the work two teen girls, and there emotions are exposed ond disoeders not forming fast..
But out of these group the only people i helped are called scapegoats, they are daughters of narcissist mothers. There really lovely these beautiful women…THIS IS HOW THEY POST….So they always say hello, then apoligise for posting, then they give an accurate all you need to know of all there disorders, there life , how they can handle the seven disorders or what ever, then they say, im not sure if psych can help me, and just put it out there then they take responsibility for something and maybe its better for other if they were dead…
THis is the 2nd daughter to a narcissist mother not a doubt. There the top of the tough girl, men can not get to this toughness. I not seen one bloke up here, i think they must loose it before or drugs, i dont know, or if the women get destroyed more.. i dont know…But they end up with major depression even a worse form, and it so intence, even after a life of misery none can handle this disorder
See how they got say sorry for existing, then take responsibility for everything, there been in psych since there 4 years old and narc would love putting it over psych and sending the girl back for more, and there been told so much to die that they do it for someone else… That the opposite of what suicide like and these girls aren”t attention seeker, so i have a chat with them and just straighten out some things they believe, cause that;s want they do to there children, they scramble them and they cant never get better because when they think it don;t get to the answer ever ..
Emotions need answers from them selve to be able to develop, or the system doesnt work… There are not one or two girls like this, there are millions, they always happy to finally know the problem and it helps i guess, but the d nt like to ask for help, there been abused in away where there abuser sets them emotionally to feel sorry for the abuser and not them selves, they are like this exact same personality, but i never hear again from them
But hear is my next down fall, always a pretty girl, and also i known the system… This girl, pakistan, just depression anxiety,, … Her mum been calling her the “”the most stupid and ugly girl in the world””.. ..””i just said check you mum ego and you find the answer therë”” Its still terrible to destroy your daughter, but im used to the real hard core stuff trying to work it out, But she says she good now and we a little friends, and she i very beautiful , smart and just great, , like super beautiful, and it gave me an idea to expose my partner for abuse,and it did not end well at all, de sas ter!!!
I advertise the fact, that i helping scapegoat, adused women and this will happen to my kids……And she went to police made up all this bull shit and she was terrified and they put me is psych ward.. yeaHHHHHH… or straight up ABUSE ward, Every one abused out of there minds,,,,what a shit show, full diagnosis, 682p of notes, .. Doctor never even said what… wouldnt even view video evidence… and its just agian the most ridc thing ever, if you got evidence, no appeals, 50 days, i wasn’t allowed out side, 62 days, with nothing to do, near suicidal from antipsychotics… and i got realeased…..then on to suicidal… .Injections that take a while to where off,, could do anything but get drugs,, and ADHD medication from a prostitute took me away from certain death,,, i had the stones for this, and the pain was way too high for me,
I can tell you, thinking about it was not voluntary, it was this medication,, Then out of the blue 5 months later last year, for nothing, they just asked me to come in to the commumity place, up the road, and two nurses, not even a doctor, just flat out, talking about anything, just tell me the doctors 50km in shit holevile, crap psych ward, just tell you there nothing you can do,you cant do anything, all options only lead back to the same place. Nothing you can do, and this time you need serious pull as the appeal is highest court and you even need a psych.. to back you..To get out i had to volunteer compulsory anti-psychotic and same high dose, to get out, and straight back to suicide, just this time, if i got off them there allowed to get the police to take me back to the psych ward,, and still, i never did anything, never even been told anything, no police, i have no idea, what they could even write about…
I went to a psych for rediag,, and he went off the hospital, notes, the next bloke, said, no worries, cause this disorder i should say is so obvious, like you cant mis… its the one where you believe the govt is after you or the person trying to destroy you but thats as good of detail you can give..
Mentall patients are complete non violent,, there like dogs who been kicked by there owner… how do you get abused childen getting crazy, it doesnt even work like that,, even if one day they get big and strong, in there mind what stamped as the mentality, is the scared little kid, it don;;t matter when you are still that in your head
Talking to the the abused though they cant say much, its got to stay suppressed.. This one bloke, he like a mate now, plumber good guy.. he was just 100% but he muttering to him self as soon as there 1 second chance, i said to him you old man give it to you did he, cause despite what you here about skitzo, there the most normal out of every one.. And he gave me a quick run down and he said i was the first person he told, not even his wife of 9 years knows, and of course the psychs don”t ‘let it known, and he says how his step dad when he 13 would smoke him pretty hard and blame him for every thing and he probably right and this … and i talked him around and he stopped talking him self.. He didnt mind it happening anyway.
There was 1 dude in 62 days not abused, and he put him self in cause he saying he lost 2 brother pretty quick and retired or something and he just sitting there, and he going what the fuck is going on here,, He didnt seem depressed but after a day he leaves cause he feeling worse, No therapy straight bordem. mindfulnes sat 9 with all the doors banging is the opposite to what you need and two barques a week were the highlights.. Doctors can only make decision nurses can do meds and not one problem..
So this is getting now up to july last year, i cant work cause im suicidal, and to keep me from utter mind explosion, i start again with documenting all day and night and aderoll again…and bits and peices i have a look in the groups and after a year i see my kids again who have been to hell and back, This disorder hates going to court but they just went off psych;s notes so i lost the kids which i was expecting anyhow, but i could see she hadn’t been messing with them and i had to fix a few things, but since the i found the video she hasnt been at there minds and even lets them touch her which i never saw.. But the boys been giving me heaps of info to work with..Also 2 dads contacted me as there sons had ADHD and i gave them the run down how it work and bingo bongo they come straight out of ADHD. I just chatting to a person here and a person there i guess a bit of knowledge building..
Then i noticing how the disorder has its own survival like a normal personality and the purpose of mental illness as i always did know its not possible that it be an occurance and good for something, toxic is back, i help or fix a couple teens and they nearly did it all them selves, and i thinking wtf with hospitals, i cant see why they have to be this bad and i don’t see just mass neglect as possible,
These are just dates, to see were i was at(not impartant)
With this discovery of the human mind, im not going into the development years or alot of things. this is the process that takes place and makes us who we are . Things like hormonal influeces mind development and brain washing ,disorders, thinks that are not standard are not here, the basic model might be too hard to explain or understand, this wasnt a quick discovery and this need to be discovered before and progression from here, i will even list some event, fact, possibly even some problems never been solved before.. this will give the answer if correct before even knowing what the problem is. Things that are false like the mental health stuff of course will get rejected by this, all things false will get sit out and shown it for what they are, yes i know this, it is very powerful knowledge.. Knowing how emotions work is super powerful… I can discover things to the day i die, stuff already i done with my boys is just ridiculous, knowing the effect it will have on a person in general.. straight up knowing the liers, the psycho paths… i dont even know psychology or philosophy, any thing mind, this is so far ahead, dr phil, tony robbins the lot, i dont know what they say, if its correct it will be only if it is emotionally correct or i will be able to say, Even if you dont believe or you know better, you wont be able to express it other than by something that is false, or an occourance,not by anything factual,
i know how emotions work, defenceive of discovery wont be happening, If there is some thing real to be added or is clearly wrong and you have the answers, back up the whole fuck showbag like i have, then i will back you, but of course once there just so much pointing in this direction, can not happen, look at every wrong thing that every been discovered, it stand out like tits on a bull , everything mental health at present, where it go..Extactly no where, i can put it in the bin one hundred times over. It is hard to fuck with factual occurances or there is problems every time…. And yes documentation is long and i have years of it and then there will be ten fold then, but in another week there will be more that backs it up and futher progress and if you out of the model it will go know where… To actually be in the model, to understand it, to use it, to believe it, is not possible. You can get to the stage of you think its correct, or that it, but when you apply it to your mind and start seeing it with real life memory recall over and over then your mentallity start to let you have the chance to know it… Once your on the right track basically your mind will do the rest, because this is the mind… i didnt for one second think to discover this my mind proccessing the information available to it went there.. Yes now i believe this is true…
Why… because i went through the mind process it self… recalled something and it fit, it showed up strong over and over that”s why i am who i am. And already in general life, its keeps happening, i will list things and keep adding to them… Try to describe my self helps a couple of percent but knowledge will come from applying it and it will take time… even to get past all the bull shit we been taught and that is part of us emotionally is hard, most people will reject this out of protecting there emotions from knowing there been fed a crock of shit…
Even getting to the point where you understand that emotions work might not be for most, 42 years and i didnt have a clue…\And that knowledge only arrived due to a freak occorance of emotioanal high to get some idea of how emotions even exist, i dont even know the feeling of a women,
If it is then it is move this section on how the mind works to the side and if you get the knowledge one day and this is here then go for it.. Do not let it effect the mental health stuff.
The stuff that im all about, which isnt the discovery or being this that or the other, none of that shit effects me emotionally, At present its just women and children get the absolute insane abuse stamped all over there mind, filth, just beaten into them by there own mind while fuckers who are there to protect them make sure it stays in there, and then want to be thanked for it, and then want that next boy, girl women, like the mother of my children once was, to go behind closed doors, not even in the open and and be big tough person and abuse a little child, a sneaky weak piece of slim and come out the door feeling good about themselves, and then feeling even better because there protected and then feeling even better because the fooling everyone… this is what abusers have as there reality, its fake whats in there mind, they come up against some reality, and some people educatored on how abusers have this extreme weak centre and the ball starts moving in the right direction, and there is a lot of different things, too many to just keep going with, yes there are many different things that cause mental illness, this is one of them, and its more the serious ones, but its cant be the case and say, here , here is the final paper teacher, how the hell the teacher going to know any of it if it new. she can only say well done, i cant find a problem, i dont believe it even until you feel it in rule life..
We have a set of emotions, those emotions make up who we are at any one point. They are developed from scratch and act independantly from our body, when we experience something our mind processes it and hive a feeling to it, to indicate good or bad, this then becomes part of our emotions or mind state.
Emotions act with certainty depending on a persons mind state. That mind state is the accumulation of mind processors that occur though ones life. Part of the emotions set is thought process. This start developing quite young, around the age of 3.5yrs old where a childs thought process starts to lengthen and process more than basic child thoughts, Emotions are able to start growing in new ways the were not able to develop due to the limited thought process and knowledge that make up the mind.
Emotions are very weak at this age and and new knowledge and new thoughts can have big impacts as the mindset is only made up of a fraction of an adult. This window here where thought process development takes place is critical for a child and a big infleuce of the person make up..
Emotions act with certainty but capable of moving in any direction for to make a mindset so that every one is different.
The mind does take on thought through its receptors so there is influence of the mind from biological factors, and the body is part of the processing, but the emotion set has to be independent.
The mind is basically a function of the human body that can ajust to best suit our life style with in what its capable of. They will always reflect mind state and then adjust to best suit. There must be development with in a range they have evolve to have and there strength will reflect the happyness of a person.
Thought process is definetley a developed emotion that is only based on myself, so it will reflect that in everyone, that i believe was established quiet young and may have had a larger than normal impact emotionally than what maybe other thought process.
Anxiety may be a make up of emotions that don”t work the same way. There is a point where anxiety does then become a disorder, but also other forms are able to to occur along side of. I assume worry(opposite will be the emotion) is part of an emotion that develops anxiety, but doesnt seem to have the same characteristic of emotions development and can from as fast as the situation arises. Any play a major roll in the thought process. There is near certainty that societal change along with the increase in mental illness will be a reason for big increases in anxiety that will lead to increases in depression and should continue at an increasing rate assuming similar society or developed world conditions.
Changes in society will change mind state in a certain way. Procedures and all things that govern people in any way are not just restriction or freedoms but also will also reflect mindset. Emotions Act in certain ways and if they become part of regular human knowledge it will be a certainty in reaction not chance in any way. They are a pure science and wrong and right answers can be established. A person with general knowlegde on normal soceity emotions and not mental illness can be attained with in months and not years.
This is not meant to be threating as it will be seen to , it just fact, im saying it because emotions act with certainty….. knowing how emotions react will not be a case where a small section a community are emotional, it doesn”t work like that at all, It will be a case that that sections is far superior, mentally in every way and knowledge of society decisions, policys the whole lot even far more than the policy makers, It is a case that decision will not be able to be made that effect others as it will be based on assupmtion that comes up against fact and it goes one way with everytime and is completely over powering in that respect.
Emotional knowledge will not guanantee against mental illness but unless a person remains in there situation and continue to decline with certain mental illness as the goal, its guanteed other than those ways and child abuse type senario… Ather wise its a sure increase in mental strength..
Many things will occur, Evert child under 7 will come out of ADHD, there will be no doubt, People with toxic and worse personalities will not be able to cope with a person with emotional knowledge, This is still so new, i have no thoughts on what age a child should know this.. It is a whole new world.
I can actually go on and not stop…
Other things because it is very related to this.. Psychiatry, obviously is going to be complety fucked if this pushes through, but obviously its only present role of dishing out the pills will have to occur, Everyone in is addicted and it does stop suffering.. But also, this isnt close to being the case that doctors were not aware of child abuse being the issue and was ignored, and many other things. It is not even possible that right across the board, while it may of not been discussed i would not even think about it when it is a 100%certainty that the doctors then selves would of had to surpress that to do the job if they are in contact with mentally ill. Its not a case of a women getting a beaten or a child having a tough life , it does not work like that at all. If you kick the cat you kick the dog and then kids and the misses, and the next day unless you been on some extreme mind expierience where you over and over where able for you emotions to experience the most extreme positive reactions known to man over and over, like my boy did, then it can happen. It also cant happen either because emotions dont act that way. My boy is three and in the prime of his emotional development, Sicko, psycho psych the whole lot of the abusers everyone who says they change and cant show it emotionally, yes are sitting ducks, They can only keep lying and no fucker will believe em. Any psycho type cant respond emotionally as they have a disorder that protects that.. They all will know the answer to the first given question but the follow up will show up…
Psychiatrist will have barriers in place so that they dont have to feel every persons pain and remind them of the suffering they been through, or are going to get thrown back to. The flow of mediation, women young boys. Its not an odd sicko that they see the result of, This is were it all end up, right on the door step of psych with a big sign saying.. Please no more , when will the suffering ever end… “”YES I HAVE THAT MEDICATION FOR THE CHEMICAL imbalance for you..And the chemical imbalance test kit, has gone missing again… over and over… It’s a shit show, and there reaction will be certian like emotions, and the abuse and its therapy time or it emotions thinking about the never ending abuse, unless you haven’t got them and then its people with i would estimate around 1000 times the knowledge of a psychiatrist…. I haven’t seen dr phil, but the best psycholgist, at best squeezed out a couple of lucky guesses and the rest might be ok, but im talking precision. Step into my office and i will blow your fucking mind will be what goes out the door’.. Sounds freaking crazy,,, , It reality at the same time.. It was so difficult to work this all out for so long, for your mind to be just in the zone and to just keep going and you get to the answer, and its the whole lot amounts to the most straight forward thought and logical discovery that doesnt feel that way at all..
When you get there to work it out the knowledge you need is coming from with in so your experiecing the the knowledge in real time, my emotions are processing my own life experience, just plucking from every where thing in my life that reflect who i am, including my own thought processing.. I had been going for 40 hours or so processing focused and it just got to a point where i had the knowledge, the confidence that i hadnt missed anything and everything was getting there, i knew it was going there, and i had good emotion game, and could work things out, and it was even second nature, but my emotions took over thought, which is strange to say as your emotions are your thoughts and this feeling gets attached to your thoughts, which are the images of your life experiences for me felt more a methodically grind of changed mentally where no effort goes into the whole lot of knowledge… Like this might take thirty hours to write, and i cant write a different one for thirty hours tomorrow.. I don”t need to look back and i got a terrible memory, the whole lot is me now..
My ex, who can read facial expressions better than any one, , who has no emotion her self, it just occurred to me who i spending the day with soon, if i finish this and get it out will match the other 3 most ridiculous things of all time that keep happening, i get nothing out of stupid things occuring.. But seriously, its not a laughing matter and was very unsure two days ago and even cried when she said something about the boys, So i know the cry, yes its good, and i even let myself believe it, but it s not possible, but i got to remember to act like i didnt know that… Really these are my real family issues, but the was talking about the boys about jimmy and i forgot the situation, shit, sorry, i thinking in typing my thoughts, and that can not happen again… Wow we, that will sound psych ward crazy that, but that is the pinicle of psych… I WILL HAVE TO TAKE THIS OUT AND I NEVER TAKE ANYTHING OUT AND i will explain that my life reached the pinicle of psych and maybe that the crushing that i refered when i said that i found out what she was.. The worst disorder, with exposure is a survival instinct and i max out the other way, is crazy.. i hope she doesnt get this… she wont be able to read it anyway but still, when that your life and that normal that is ridic… well i got to keep on, i cant just never not get there..
Peadophiles, not high on any list, i assume its a disorder that has something to do with not empathy, remorse , felling, pride , i cant see an emotions that they can have, but no emotions set that even resembles bein normal destroys a little child and says a pray the next morning.. I might seem a bit extreme on these whatever they are …rot… but if you knew what they do to the person then it would be me holding you back… That was not my emotions saying that it was me… and i am my emotions and i be holding you back pumping you up, with therapy waiting on completion so you don’t feel the effects like little kids do who are at best mentally ill or a mindset with a freak in it…
Messing with a persons mind is as bad as any act, Mental illness is not an option, the disorder is the only thing that stops the them tipping them selves Personality disorders are more survival based then the rest of us. Poor old borderline, stitz, ad bi polar who suffer the most but less infleuces in mindset and been through the worst are the ones most likely to end it..
I was going to leave psych to the end, but i kind of covered it. These are the facts… Mental illness is staight up child abused. and abuse in general. You can make the waters a little merky, with a lot of mental illness being causes by the disorders them selves… What is mental illness… itts basically a disorder protecting certain emotions.. When a mother has depression and she is raising a child cant learn from the mother self esteem and they learn depression, mostly with depression as well you do heap less fun things and you want to tell people how much your suffering and its very negative, with narrow range of thought,, and its just as bad as any of the toxic worst lifes a child can have unless its relised, which mostly it isnt.. Also the is toxic and a small amount of bully, type stuff in the depression anxiety range.. its all well below avrage up bringing buut no where near the hard core… Problem is that mental illness start at the hard core except at the other end, which os a disorder, its the worst have nut the suffering is not an issue, ddep ddep down it is but , you feel great for the most bit, even better when you destroy somone life and then see there misery…
If you read this and your see that there is a link to someone you know that fits into the story i just wrote and there is things that only i you know that you know i know, then this is just a hello from me, keep it to yourself, i will work out if needed away you can send a message to know youknow.., as i dont think i will come out… also if it is a big opportunity that occurs, with the big dollars that you and your family will be first up. These people are the just some people that ive known, and there just got no bad in em… not just the normal way, and i love anyone who got no bad in em, and thats everyone i know… And every child ever born… but these guys for me emotionally hit the spot when i needed to find inspiration in the sea of suffering and section of life that i never saw for 42 years at all, to remind me that im not alone and when i need to get keep strong and my emotions have these people that they put together in a room and then are so close to adding others, they nearly get there with so many others but they never do and it feel good to think this.. My boys and my grandparents are there to, but i thought about it, so i have to do it, even if seems weird now
she is proper filth from my boy, yeahman, you know it… I hope you been going good boy..
Rustel,, mate,,, queenslanderrr… hey, what about this milo man,,, you on these wards too..
me best mate,you earnt every fucking one of those beers boy… and plenty more..
the girl is from way back. You had no competision to beat, and your in cause you know
Stupid things i said in mental illness support…
Personality disorders
Personality disorders occur onlyat the same point with all emotions, it is not possikble for a disordr to occur at random. every emotion set has them and they can be removed when the associated emotions are in range.
ADHD occurs because of a thought process problem. Thought process is part of the emotionset up and means the brain is not processing thought. i do not have an opinion on the the function of the brain , but feel ehotions are part of us , possible all of us, possibly the brain, though makes no differnv=
it does seem far mor logically that emotions run through our body as it does seem possibible that hormoes can increase the alertness of emotions
With this discovery of the human mind, im not going into the development years or alot of things. this is the process that takes place and makes us who we are . Things like hormonal influeces mind development and brain washing ,disorders, thinks that are not standard are not here, the basic model might be too hard to explain or understand, this wasnt a quick discovery and this need to be discovered before and progression from here, i will even list some event, fact, possibly even some problems never been solved before.. this will give the answer if correct before even knowing what the problem is. Things that are false like the mental health stuff of course will get rejected by this, all things false will get sit out and shown it for what they are, yes i know this, it is very powerful knowledge.. Knowing how emotions work is super powerful… I can discover thing to the day i die, stuff alredy i done with my boys is just ridiculous, know the effect it will have on a person in general.. straight up knowing the liers, the psycho paths… i dont even know psychology or philosophy, any thing mind, this is so far ahead, dr phil, tony robbins the lot, i dont know what they say, if its correct it will be only if it is emotionally correct or i will be able to say, Even if you dont believe or you know better, you wont be able to express it other than by something that is false, or an occourance,not by anything factual, i know how emotions work, defenceive of discovery wont be happening, If there is some thing real to be added or is clearly wrong and you have the ansers, back up the whole fuck showbag like i have, then i will back you, but of course once there just so much pointing in this direction, can not happen, look at every wrong thing that every been discovered, it stand out like tits on a bull , everything mental health at present, where it go..Extactly no where, i can put it in the bin one hundred times over. It is hard to fuck with factual occurances or there is problems every time…. And yes documentation is long and i have years of it and then there will be ten fold then, but in anther week there will be more that backs it up and futher progress and if you out of the modelit will go know where… To actually be in the model, to understand it, to use it, to believe it, is not possible. You can get to the stage of you think its correct, or that it, but when you apply it to your mind and start seeing it with real life memory recall over and over then your mentallity start to let you have the chance to know it… Once your on the right track basically your mind will do the rest, because this is the mind… i didnt for one second think to discover this my mind proccessing the information available to it went there.. Yes now i believe this is true… Why… because i went through the mind process it self… recalled something and it fit, it showed up strong over and over thats why i am who i am. And already in general life, its keeps happening, i will list things and keep adding to them… Try to describe my self helps a couple of percent but knowledge will come from applying it and it will take time… even to get pest all the bull shit we been taught and that is part of us emotionally is hard, most people will reject this out of protecting there emotions from knowing there been fed a crock of shit… Even getting to the point where you understand that emotions work might not be for most, 42 years and i didnt have a clue… and then my were exteme high to get a bit of knowledge, maybe women have an advantage, i dont even know the feeling of a women, maybde an this is very possible that there is a lot of jumps to get to this point to be able to believe this, If it is then it is move this section on how the mind works to the side and if you get the knowledge one day and this is here then go for it.. Do not let it effect the mental health stuff. The stuff that im all about, which isnt the discovery or being this that or the other, none of that shit effects me emotionally, At present its just women and children get the absolute insane abuse stamped all over there mind, filth, just beaten into them by there own mind while fuckers who are there to protect them make sure it stays in there, and then want to be thanked for it, and then want that next boy, girl women, like the mother of my childrenonce was, to gog behind closed doors, not even in the open and and be big tough person and abuse a little child, a sneaky weak piece of slim and come out the door feeling good about themselves, and then feeling even better because there protected and then feeling even better because the fooling everyone… this is what abusers have as there reality, its fake whats in there mind, they come up against some reality, and some people educatored on how abusers have this extreme weak centre and the ball starts moving in the right direction, and there is a lot of different things, too many to just keep going with, yes there are many different things that cause mental illness, this is one of them, and its more the serious ones, but its cant be the case and say, here , here is the final paper teacher, how the hell the teacher going to know any of it if it new. she can only say well done, i cant find a problem, i dont believe it even until you feel it in rule life..
With this discovery of the human mind, im not going into the development years or alot of things. this is the process that takes place and makes us who we are . Things like hormonal influeces mind development and brain washing ,disorders, thinks that are not standard are not here, the basic model might be too hard to explain or understand, this wasnt a quick discovery and this need to be discovered before and progression from here, i will even list some event, fact, possibly even some problems never been solved before.. this will give the answer if correct before even knowing what the problem is. Things that are false like the mental health stuff of course will get rejected by this, all things false will get sit out and shown it for what they are, yes i know this, it is very powerful knowledge.. Knowing how emotions work is super powerful… I can discover thing to the day i die, stuff alredy i done with my boys is just ridiculous, know the effect it will have on a person in general.. straight up knowing the liers, the psycho paths… i dont even know psychology or philosophy, any thing mind, this is so far ahead, dr phil, tony robbins the lot, i dont know what they say, if its correct it will be only if it is emotionally correct or i will be able to say, Even if you dont believe or you know better, you wont be able to express it other than by something that is false, or an occourance,not by anything factual, i know how emotions work, defenceive of discovery wont be happening, If there is some thing real to be added or is clearly wrong and you have the ansers, back up the whole fuck showbag like i have, then i will back you, but of course once there just so much pointing in this direction, can not happen, look at every wrong thing that every been discovered, it stand out like tits on a bull , everything mental health at present, where it go..Extactly no where, i can put it in the bin one hundred times over. It is hard to fuck with factual occurances or there is problems every time…. And yes documentation is long and i have years of it and then there will be ten fold then, but in anther week there will be more that backs it up and futher progress and if you out of the modelit will go know where… To actually be in the model, to understand it, to use it, to believe it, is not possible. You can get to the stage of you think its correct, or that it, but when you apply it to your mind and start seeing it with real life memory recall over and over then your mentallity start to let you have the chance to know it… Once your on the right track basically your mind will do the rest, because this is the mind… i didnt for one second think to discover this my mind proccessing the information available to it went there.. Yes now i believe this is true… Why… because i went through the mind process it self… recalled something and it fit, it showed up strong over and over thats why i am who i am. And already in general life, its keeps happening, i will list things and keep adding to them… Try to describe my self helps a couple of percent but knowledge will come from applying it and it will take time… even to get pest all the bull shit we been taught and that is part of us emotionally is hard, most people will reject this out of protecting there emotions from knowing there been fed a crock of shit… Even getting to the point where you understand that emotions work might not be for most, 42 years and i didnt have a clue… and then my were exteme high to get a bit of knowledge, maybe women have an advantage, i dont even know the feeling of a women, maybde an this is very possible that there is a lot of jumps to get to this point to be able to believe this, If it is then it is move this section on how the mind works to the side and if you get the knowledge one day and this is here then go for it.. Do not let it effect the mental health stuff. The stuff that im all about, which isnt the discovery or being this that or the other, none of that shit effects me emotionally, At present its just women and children get the absolute insane abuse stamped all over there mind, filth, just beaten into them by there own mind while fuckers who are there to protect them make sure it stays in there, and then want to be thanked for it, and then want that next boy, girl women, like the mother of my childrenonce was, to gog behind closed doors, not even in the open and and be big tough person and abuse a little child, a sneaky weak piece of slim and come out the door feeling good about themselves, and then feeling even better because there protected and then feeling even better because the fooling everyone… this is what abusers have as there reality, its fake whats in there mind, they come up against some reality, and some people educatored on how abusers have this extreme weak centre and the ball starts moving in the right direction, and there is a lot of different things, too many to just keep going with, yes there are many different things that cause mental illness, this is one of them, and its more the serious ones, but its cant be the case and say, here , here is the final paper teacher, how the hell the teacher going to know any of it if it new. she can only say well done, i cant find a problem, i dont believe it even until you feel it in rule life..
Personality disorders
Personality disorders occur onlyat the same point with all emotions, it is not possikble for a disordr to occur at random. every emotion set has them and they can be removed when the associated emotions are in range.
ADHD occurs because of a thought process problem. Thought process is part of the emotionset up and means the brain is not processing thought. i do not have an opinion on the the function of the brain , but feel ehotions are part of us , possible all of us, possibly the brain, though makes no differnv=
it does seem far mor logically that emotions run through our body as it does seem possibible that hormoes can increase the alertness of emotions
Personality disorders
Personality disorders occur onlyat the same point with all emotions, it is not possikble for a disordr to occur at random. every emotion set has them and they can be removed when the associated emotions are in range.
ADHD occurs because of a thought process problem. Thought process is part of the emotionset up and means the brain is not processing thought. i do not have an opinion on the the function of the brain , but feel ehotions are part of us , possible all of us, possibly the brain, though makes no differnv=
it does seem far mor logically that emotions run through our body as it does seem possibible that hormoes can increase the alertness of
Personality disorders
Personality disorders occur onlyat the same point with all emotions, it is not possikble for a disordr to occur at random. every emotion set has them and they can be removed when the associated emotions are in range.
ADHD occurs because of a thought process problem. Thought process is part of the emotionset up and means the brain is not processing thought. i do not have an opinion on the the function of the brain , but feel ehotions are part of us , possible all of us, possibly the brain, though makes no differnv=
it does seem far mor logically that emotions run through our body as it does seem possibible that hormoes can increase the alertness of emotions
Personality disorders
Personality disorders occur onlyat the same point with all emotions, it is not possikble for a disordr to occur at random. every emotion set has them and they can be removed when the associated emotions are in range.
ADHD occurs because of a thought process problem. Thought process is part of the emotionset up and means the brain is not processing thought. i do not have an opinion on the the function of the brain , but feel ehotions are part of us , possible all of us, possibly the brain, though makes no differnv=
it does seem far mor logically that emotions run through our body as it does seem possibible that hormoes can increase the alertness of emotions
Here is my discovery of the HUMAN MIND
To be honest, this might be a bit early to bring this out. It is right what i say here. But only by default.. If it was not right then you would easily be able to say what a crock of shit and basically nothing would apply… But i know by just how i got to this proof, that its true.. Probably 100 times in a row this is correct.. But with out even thinking about it, during early development some things are not as straight forward, i havent even looked into autism,torrets alziemers and heaps of outlier type occurances where im assuming there will be a straight forward answer… Even a hard core look into the sexes, creativity, peoplewith even who can paint and all sorts of things photographic memory.. everything will have logic and there is not magic , cant explain occorance, just human error or need more knowledge to process..With the mental illness dicovery, every thing fit into this, nothing fits into anything else, of course it right, it only not true from human errorat the moment. It true in a reality sense, which i guess where im at
With this discovery of the human mind, im not going into the development years or alot of things. this is the process that takes place and makes us who we are . Things like hormonal influeces mind development and brain washing ,disorders, thinks that are not standard are not here, the basic model might be too hard to explain or understand, this wasnt a quick discovery and this need to be discovered before and progression from here, i will even list some event, fact, possibly even some problems never been solved before.. this will give the answer if correct before even knowing what the problem is. Things that are false like the mental health stuff of course will get rejected by this, all things false will get sit out and shown it for what they are, yes i know this, it is very powerful knowledge.. Knowing how emotions work is super powerful… I can discover thing to the day i die, stuff alredy i done with my boys is just ridiculous, know the effect it will have on a person in general.. straight up knowing the liers, the psycho paths… i dont even know psychology or philosophy, any thing mind, this is so far ahead, dr phil, tony robbins the lot, i dont know what they say, if its correct it will be only if it is emotionally correct or i will be able to say, Even if you dont believe or you know better, you wont be able to express it other than by something that is false, or an occourance,not by anything factual, i know how emotions work, defenceive of discovery wont be happening, If there is some thing real to be added or is clearly wrong and you have the ansers, back up the whole fuck showbag like i have, then i will back you, but of course once there just so much pointing in this direction, can not happen, look at every wrong thing that every been discovered, it stand out like tits on a bull , everything mental health at present, where it go..Extactly no where, i can put it in the bin one hundred times over. It is hard to fuck with factual occurances or there is problems every time…. And yes documentation is long and i have years of it and then there will be ten fold then, but in anther week there will be more that backs it up and futher progress and if you out of the modelit will go know where… To actually be in the model, to understand it, to use it, to believe it, is not possible. You can get to the stage of you think its correct, or that it, but when you apply it to your mind and start seeing it with real life memory recall over and over then your mentallity start to let you have the chance to know it… Once your on the right track basically your mind will do the rest, because this is the mind… i didnt for one second think to discover this my mind proccessing the information available to it went there.. Yes now i believe this is true… Why… because i went through the mind process it self… recalled something and it fit, it showed up strong over and over thats why i am who i am. And already in general life, its keeps happening, i will list things and keep adding to them… Try to describe my self helps a couple of percent but knowledge will come from applying it and it will take time… even to get pest all the bull shit we been taught and that is part of us emotionally is hard, most people will reject this out of protecting there emotions from knowing there been fed a crock of shit… Even getting to the point where you understand that emotions work might not be for most, 42 years and i didnt have a clue… and then my were exteme high to get a bit of knowledge, maybe women have an advantage, i dont even know the feeling of a women, maybde an this is very possible that there is a lot of jumps to get to this point to be able to believe this, If it is then it is move this section on how the mind works to the side and if you get the knowledge one day and this is here then go for it.. Do not let it effect the mental health stuff. The stuff that im all about, which isnt the discovery or being this that or the other, none of that shit effects me emotionally, At present its just women and children get the absolute insane abuse stamped all over there mind, filth, just beaten into them by there own mind while fuckers who are there to protect them make sure it stays in there, and then want to be thanked for it, and then want that next boy, girl women, like the mother of my childrenonce was, to gog behind closed doors, not even in the open and and be big tough person and abuse a little child, a sneaky weak piece of slim and come out the door feeling good about themselves, and then feeling even better because there protected and then feeling even better because the fooling everyone… this is what abusers have as there reality, its fake whats in there mind, they come up against some reality, and some people educatored on how abusers have this extreme weak centre and the ball starts moving in the right direction, and there is a lot of different things, too many to just keep going with, yes there are many different things that cause mental illness, this is one of them, and its more the serious ones, but its cant be the case and say, here , here is the final paper teacher, how the hell the teacher going to know any of it if it new. she can only say well done, i cant find a problem, i dont believe it even until you feel it in rule life..
