First draft….

OK, so let me try and explain what this story is about. I’m trying to write a factual story of events of the last two years(so i can provide some sort of proof , or process how i got to know that)I was documenting the whole time, while i was discovering what turned out to be the cause of Mental illness.  I know how to fix ADHD, Any disorder i know what to do, i went all the way.. read on you wont believe this one…..

It sounds easy to express that, it’s really not, no one believes you anyhow.. Words are not my thing…. I get a think process that goes at the speed i can type, and what is in my head, sound good to me, but its 30 hours of slow thought often that i do in 5 minutes  and trying hard, … It comes across bad, i dont know how to write, i just writing like im talking to you… but you dont know me, and to get to this point i already had to get to thousands of other point to know this…..And,, the reader needs to as well….. Im just doing my best to document this…. Its important and i promise if you get to the end i will return the favour 10 fold……

I kinda also discovered the big one, and its a 100% no doubter…. and its 100 bigger than u think……Even if i try, i cant make it less than 100%, and then its even bigger.

My focus is Mental Health and that turns out to also be the biggest(sadistic) thing that will ever be. The only doubt there is when you look the other way i guess..

Im going to describe me as it needs to be done because mindset does play a big role and then touch on mental illness, the mind, psychiatry and link it all and put it out there, and hop it does the job ‘…

I never asked for help in my life, and i don’t need any ‘. I don’t want to be famous, to expose, or change the world…   That is up to the world, I fixed my boy when he had ADHD, and i just gotta do this for my boys…

Just imagine i look like a bum…. 2yrs since i looked in the mirror….. My boy, i noticed him stopping and saying hello to bums, like they were his people, and no one else… we in a cafe…I said should i have a shave soon… he said “”you don”t look like my daddy then””… I took off my hat, that i wear cause i’m bald… he said””i hope i look like you one day””.. my storys might be boring , meaningless and i never talk about my self, i  have to because, your like experiences are you,  so it the link… that”s all i can do…there is no head chopped in half with a brain this time….

I had a very good life as a child, no problems, but it does seem like i fell in to a laid back no effort kind of life that usually don”t turn out, —– that got me through from the education side of things only due to some kind of maths ability that was up there. Up until 30 i didn”t do much… Just anything but…. I wasn’t a bad bloke, i”m a nice guy, just didn”t realise i should do something, no one ever told me and i didnt work it out….It goes like this, Your you… so you think that”s the way, and the rest is different…. I thought every one thought the same and i was the normal one…. haha…

I was as good as screwed at 30 and got lucky i reckon, and hit hard work life for a while… Tradie… worked as hard as any fucker (felt good to)until 2 years ago , 23 months ago i stopped and did this.  My boys then were 1,   nearly 2 jimmy and 4 tommy and i never had anything weird happen….i had no stories to tell…

Something was brewing, weird stuff too,  june 8 2016…..It started when tommy  had gotten ADHD, and i fixed him.

We real close now,,,,,, Then it was not looking good for him, my partner was a fucking nightmare to be very nice about it…..and i felt great… It was fucked, to weird and great

Lucky life, pumping hard work, really positive with out trying,    It was all good to the extreme and i started to know why i felt good.  That was my first analysing moment… Maybe no one think about stuff like that,,, I dont think people often know that good feeling is from your emotions, if your mentally strong… If you don”t feel good, then your down the metal illness end… I never knew any of this

My mind was always so clear as well… Like everyone worried about something.. and me,, nothing, not sure i even could worry if i tried…It was working so i went with it and i do it my way all day… Fuck what every one does,  As long as i not hurting anyone, im good..

What ever i was doing was the way cause , fuck i felt good, basically your emotions send signals that you feel and that mean your doing what they like basically.. and that why as people thing matter, or there would be no point if you cant feel anything…

And then there was the big one.. Fixing my boy, watching him go from zero, not a thought coming from his mind, that zero confidence while i had zero doubt and then bringing up to my level, then the constant repairs as he drop when he with his mum for a while was the the biggest feeling to me or emotionally, i could feel how this emotions things was working, .. I could feel or i new how this worked,,,, i seriously out of not even thinking about it, just got lucky,, and i must of been near the top of the happy fucks….. Stick me in a bucket of shit even, i be happy sitting by meself looking at the wall..

Every thing even the dog was the happiest friendlest dog on the plant.. it love eveyone.. Needed to show it, She just had to go up to you and act like you the best, work crazy success loved it,  fixing tommy was just so many memorises like discovering him and me.. And they just inside now a good while, and i was fine before, but just a different mindset, like a dad how is fucking right there with his boy, 100%…And he got no doubt that i there, and he had no doubt that i do what ever it takes…

Then on 20 may 3.00am 2017 i found the problem with my partner.   Exactomodooo  i read this piece…” äfter narcissistic abuse””   been looking for a while now to find out what hell ,,,, she was dangerous,, like to your mind…… Not mine, her shit, would fuck u, but just not me,,, i could give a flying fuck if you had 2 heads,  freaking vampires up my arse and i was seeing alien fuckin car exhausts in my head all day… Do it i wouldn’t care,i care about different shit, and i dont even go on about it…

Was still heaps unexpected though,  but there is a personality disorder, and that what it does to their partner but more the kids……..and vertually that day  she just taken the kids,

This was my reality if you can believe this,, i dont know,,,, 100%

She taken the kids, cut all access, had been saying something, cause every one thought i was crazy as in mental illness, and assaulted her, im not even sure, but everyone she knew, even my family who i think were frightened,, i live 100 kms away, but everyone thought something and i knew the opposite and could prove it 100 times over but it didnt make a schred of difference,,,

Im like 6’5 ugly gentlest guy ever, never spun a bull shit in my life, and would admit to it, then this, … No shit, people just assume, when you break up, that people loss it, and taken the kids away for there safety,,, blah, blahh,,,, i m like what about these 10 dudes,, they dont know about this shit, and there here, you seen nothing…. thats good you got some support is how that logic,,, and thats the problem,,, it is more logic,

but this time reality needs to take precedents, but not a chance, you cant believe this unless you see it… you cant, not even if you see it for 4 years i reckon you not believe,,, even the 8 i did, i only just work it out,,,, how crazy is that,,, something,, im the book and you not capable of believing that is a thing,,, even if evidence and all… and for you its easy and the last 8 yeard forgotten… Crazy shit dudes…

This disorder breaks the oldest childs mind and they become the same disorder, and the other one they make suffer in mental illness and many illness, and its a never fail thing that she can do this……. I am telling you,,, there is heaps more,,, but a mum who abusers different, and is like always this,,, and she the version that is the last one, after here there is no one else,,, not even fucken dirty old pedopiles… Nope… just one evil

           I messaged an mate “”i will crush her”” .. like fuck me, im not having that happen to my boys, under any circumstances.. blow my brains out, ..abusing your children differently just made it absurd…
         I was like,,, righto, i will fucken sort this problem out and i dont care, about nothing, no second,,, i was strong i was really mentally ready to do anything, i freaken even knew abit of stuff about .. i knew how to be strong, that all i needed,,,

It was an experience and i havent talked about it for a long time. I got sick of people thinking i crazy, and i cant blame em, this is impossible to think about unless you experience it… It so easy for me now, but i remember the years where this was the last thing from my mind, i remember protecting the boys and at the same time thinking she is the mother and would never hurt them.

I been in support groups now for the abused and there only ones that  that know about it are the 4 girls who mum is one   … And i told them, they didnt even know…. Áll 4 Depression, Anxiety, panic, adhd, phobias, ptsd, sepration anxiety even back to the parent, restless legs, ther was more….this compartment thinking where you imagine hapiness… And the reason i found them was from there posts that had the same emotions to it as me….I know in my heart that i have never been abused, i know nothing about what it like to feel week and have a someone your dependant on for survival destroying you emotional and thats all you got to survive, i aint been through nothing and i know i would just crumble.

Im a maths guy now… i got a degree even and it is my favourite thing,,, but i m in these mental illness groups,,, there not small ,, 100,000 on some and i seeing things like chemicals, and genetics and who knows, lets get every one 1000s of researchers to check the brain, for like 50 years…

Seriously, i thought i discovered a near perfect correlation because of this great knowledge that no one else has that is useless, as no one will ever understand that, but i found out something cool anyways,,, another moment of ridiculous,,, and that was if your abused like this, then you will get that, and its even so good this discovery.. That you can be abused 3 different ways and you get 7 of these sort of things… like thats mathematics…and just hundred of things i know.. Emotions, and just every thing happening for a reason, even peoples responses in these group i could pick the bull shit out… I used to tell my self, You dont know, and every one else thinks its reasonable, so just mention it softley,,, and i reply to a posting,, and just go,,,,, bull shit,, If you saying that mate, you wouldn”t say it that way.. And then i tell em what they were,,, Usaully a psychopath, mot many Narcissist around… And you were right…

And then it being the opposite and on a huge scale the other way, even though they new it was abuse.. like that the only thing they ever found that was true and then believe something not possible seemed to be the dead accurate thing to conclude… Forget ridiculos… and again, i just getting thes riduiculos things that are so for off being real, that i not even thinking about it being a maybe”

Im proving my ex is this so the boys get safe and learning all this abuse stuff, and even helping the women fix them mentally, by telling them why there mind going crazy on then,, telling freaks to get lost and stop posting shit…

I had this super clarity type mind from vertually thinking in maths,, and when i found what she was my head went into perfect clarity, and i was taking everything in .. ..

Women vertually happey that finally they geting over past, feelin, and you just got to know how the emotions work, and once you know the weak points of the abusers, disorder, it smoth sailing

AND it cant happen (ABUSE) and hurt people who are two nice to think that this person could be hurting them..

One thing i am is abuse proof, My ex knows, i know it wot happen, and thatS what people have got to realise.. Abusers there everywhere, more so for women, but even toxic will bring you down eventually, Any disorder when you dont understand the game. Is that your a citing duck, as they know this stuff,  I reckon my ex, knows a bit about things, mentally

Im an empath, my empathy is in the top 5% , but all the empaths are thinking there self esteem is there sensitivy and it near depression group.. all you got to know about the psychos, is there missing certain emotions, thats empathy, remorse, honesty, love.. All they see is you and if you buying there shit, cause there got an emotion that is really week, and its why they are what they are, There got the weakest self and they protect it, they see you looking at them like you know whats what, and there is not even 1% chance that they are going to hurt you or even risk this. Even a toxic person will go if you bite back at the emotion and not the person.

I probably not mean enough to bother unless i just making a point. All disorders because we have psych industry that doesnt make available any correct information, people dont know anything and like me i didn”t know even if someone had a problem that a pat on the back 10 yrs ago would of sorted out some thing tbaf.. It sound shit, but the disorders that were my first look into mental health who causing suffering then that causing suffering and then people start protecting themselves and toxic rises and that causes sufering and we got were we are today, Out of control mental illness and a psych industry protecting abusers as there only roll.(this i can show you in hard drives full)…

Thats where my story get side tracked sometimes and i can loose focus.. Cause i been there fixed my boy and know the whole game, what you can and what you cant,

and psychiatry now only accept neuro as possible mental illness even though it never been seen, boils me when kids got to go through the full life in sufering and women with out a chance..Like that all i care about, is not to affect others, and then an industry just pounding them… like its not hitting them but its worse, because it the mind, and you messing with someone elses… You will never make it through emotional abuse, Its not a chance state, its a done deal and you never had a chance, Like just this needless destruct of a mind for nothing,  the years of sadness, boredom, confusion… How is it even possible to think this is acceptable,,, like if its the way forward, show the way and jump into the abuse, abuse your self, ” Even allow for it to be worked out, don’t just leave us all to die

And that the the thing about the abusers, Normal people see the act, that’s the good bit for me, the drive mentally down and then the imprint stapled on the head of a child or women whose abuse becomes part of there mind is all i see and the protection for the abuser especially from psychiatry now that cant change as they got to ignore the fact to protect there weak emotion. Thats the truth, Fact is psych arent even in the area now, but when they were they do not know the cause of mental illness or cure and that is all of the mind.. Even fact means there never done a thing..

Back to the story, every fucking time i just go near psych i just loose thought and that feels like then the abusers are hurting me… Its not psych, thats just not how is…

After i worked out the disorder, the next morning i didnt go to work, i never rang any one i just started to do what i needed to do.. I tried to prove her disorder, and joined the victims of support groups with bundles of women all messed up and started me own.. Helping some of the women, i could spot the fakes  writing all night all day learning the game, inside out and there was nothing else, trying to prove with messed up eyesite and putting together all this bull shit together to prove my point which was my boys     ”and people think im  crazy again….

So i make its simple and still a waste of time so every one who had doubt or i couldn’t rely on i ditched my self, and had no one..Just a mate nieghbors friend, and all the good people in my head.. She had already turned me own family against me and i dont know even what for , but its normal that it happens i just made it worse by fighting back..

I had a look back, and i could see a combination of my english skills and i must of been a bit out of control, but i felt good… i think sometimes i typed to my thought speed and i miss words, but evidence is evidence, and doesnt look good especially when all you see is the words..

There was a huge effort i put into court, and they told me to take the sight down and never mentioned the kids, I kept driving even though all my options were closing and i only saw a victory as my boy not being broken and then i found some secret videos

…WTF.. Around september i found this videos on my Mac, I was trying to get picture of this phone and all this crap come up as well. Its called deleted data recovery… You think you delete something, think again, you can get it back.. I was like, this is beyond ridiculous… There were 100s of video, fricken 100,000 pictures, there was something up but i didnt know what.. ‘

‘          Just going through it took days, sorting em never ending , and i just keep going and going and you would not make a dint in them.    She didnt talk to the kids in english.. I sort sort sort, its all i did, i knew this was the pile that she didnt want know one to see and was deleted to months after she left,

A computer bloke said to me there off the secret Icloud and encoded and sent via team viewer.. .. they were definetly nothing i ever seen and they were all taken when i wasnt there or when i sleeping on the lounge..  Then the videos when the first one learnt to walk she said she never had, and they had fricken bum wipes in his mouth….

You can really start to understand abuse works when it even happening under you nose and you still got no idea,,, but you see the extent people go to, then i found this and that and it wasnt that bad but just off a little..     Video were clearly, done on the sly, teaching him to say things, and he already knew them so it happened often”” tell mama i love you”””, and i am “”mamas sweet little silly fool””, “”after the rain there is tears””, “”who you favorite”” with chocolate and just heaps of things like this and she was making him say it and he all ready knew the words too at a young age… And that probably the bit that freaked me, was the monotony of it… You had enough and then you get pounded again with the same stick, is horrible… and then you got to live with a fucked up mind… just so far off from even bad,,, I much rather be dead

Of course i could understand em a bit cause i been there 8 years and people think emotional abuse the works said, it nothing to do with it…   there is heaps more on videos later…There saying nice to here and confused negative to him… Its emotional abuse,,, if anyone really knows what that is…. Emotions will give a negative feel to anything they dont like, This will be a negative, lowered self esteem, and then onto depression etc…

This disorder is called an emotional vampire, So i did have some pretty special material to access that wasnt a chance that it wasnt correct, and thats all that would of been ever need and this would of been discovered long ago;;;

Watching thes videos, over and over i worked it out alright, and it at first barely even looked bad, its just to easy even, you develop the emotions wrong, and the you teach the boy the right way and he will destroy himself, and with in us as , well all become this disorder if this happens to us, people know, somewhere along the line, Even 100 years ago the path to the end was in site

I went back to support groups and i checked out depression, as i just had this feel i new something about it.. I had help a lot of narcissist victim women out… This is how it goes,,, so these women, beaten and brused, more like broken and skull fractured, and to dangerous to even consider it , are out now 3 4 even more years from the abuse, they dont even care about being smashed, and there are bundles of em all wanting or thing about there abuser… And there is me good as gold and wouldn”t even think about her…

   I worked out that emotions need to feel safe or they will continue there thoughts, over and over ,….. and it will bring you down,,, Everytime, Mental illness is this cyclical thought that brings you down,, your mind bring the person down, and it quiet far, its not a case where emotions cant take every day stuff at all.

       Your emotions will settle when they feel safe and the thinking stops, the recovery…… And i tell em they been attached emotionally and prey on and expect it from someone when there got no feeling, how the hell is he going to care if your in ten pieces, and it what it is… But the never loved is baby stuff to lowered self esteem which feels bad and cycle negative thoughts, round and round, each time give you a bad feeling  to indicate danger, your emotions try to do you good, but the mind will drive you down fast and there can not be a bottomless pit of suffering, nothing can survive with a faulty system , and whet do humans have instead of endless suffering, they have something that protects against that, they have a personalty disorder,   to stop any emotion under attack from preventing survival being comprimised,   All things need to have survival as there number one characteristic.. It has to be that way.. This ideal that there is random chance, chemical, genetic, disorders, that evolved fot no reason and abuse could ever not be a problem is so far from any species even able to survive, that when you start to re ajust to even  reality, the belief and all the things heard, become even stupidity, but, what can happen when you been first told there the expert.. Your got no chance.. Everyone of us believe in santa, but at least he dont hurt anyone..

Its important to listen to emotions, no one be ill if they did, but i never had much happen to me but some people think it normal to feel shit with a head full of same old shit… Suffering is not even an existence, disorders are the one letting them survive, they have more sutvival than even normal emotions

So checked depression, Freak freak fock.. Depression let me tell you is not where you want to be,, If that self esteem is a little off then sharpen the set , cause this is misery town, fucken hurt me just reading there crap… 100,000s of people all posting the same crap about there existence and then people agreeing with it….The negativity is worse than what i ever had,,

PEOPLE post””i want to die”” people will  agree ME TO, “”im a peice of shit”” reply i not even that, but i learnt a good lesson in depression and didn”t take to long cause i remember the disorder days… i already know you cant do anything with a disorder, not bend it anyway.. Your post anything but misery in a depression group and you will feel what isolation means. This disorder is a fucking pest to even get hold of.. The first girl, i noticed straight away, she throw in a hello, or this and then disappear, when it talk time about problem is disappear time.. Next girl, i asked  the first question, (i will have this somewhere still),, she answered it 20 times but not the question,

I told her to go, you cant fix this unless you first go around the disorder, dont even try otherwise….Self-esteem is depression  and then anxiety is like its brother, just around the corner,     ….. and spilling out every oriface………..emotional abuse in these group busting over abuse just pumping out of every oriface, panic, agrophia, 2,3,4,5 illness for everyone, it a fucking destruction of people… And then these people trying to drag anyone they can with em.. its a war zone of child abuse and misery phych drugs and the even the mentally ilI, got No idea what wrong….. But teen depression also is a big problem these days, and once they hit psych then there is no hope when there told something that isnt possible, and messing with the mindset of a developing women, giving psych drugs with telling the real effects, is evil… Éven getting in the way of a developing women is wrong, but depression in a young teen, is not the same as  an adult and recovery is just normal therapy and a bit extra, I fixed, they listen and did the work two teen girls, and there emotions are exposed ond disoeders not forming fast..

But out of these group the only people i helped are called scapegoats, they are daughters of narcissist mothers. There really lovely these beautiful women…THIS IS HOW THEY POST….So they always say hello, then apoligise for posting, then they give an accurate all you need to know of all there disorders, there life , how they can handle the seven disorders or what ever, then they say, im not sure if psych can help me, and just put it out there then they take responsibility for something and maybe its better for other if they were dead…

THis is the 2nd daughter to a narcissist mother not a doubt. There the top of the tough girl, men can not get to this toughness. I not seen one bloke up here, i think they must loose it before or drugs, i dont know, or if the women get destroyed more.. i dont know…But they end up with major depression even a worse form, and it so intence, even after a life of misery none can handle this disorder

See how they got say sorry for existing, then take responsibility for everything, there been in psych since there 4 years old and narc would love putting it over psych and sending the girl back for more, and there been told so much to die that they do it for someone else… That the opposite of what suicide like and these girls aren”t attention seeker, so i have a chat with them and just straighten out some things they believe, cause that;s want they do to there children, they scramble them and they cant never get better because when they think it don;t get to the answer ever ..

Emotions need answers from them selve to be able to develop, or the system doesnt work… There are not one or two girls like this, there are millions, they always happy to finally know the problem and it helps i guess, but the d nt like to ask for help, there been abused in away where there abuser sets them emotionally to feel sorry for the abuser and not them selves, they are like this exact same personality, but i never hear again from them

But hear is my  next down fall, always a pretty girl, and also i known the system…              This girl, pakistan, just depression anxiety,,  … Her mum been calling her the “”the most stupid and ugly girl in the world””.. ..””i just said check you mum ego and you find the answer therë””   Its still terrible to destroy your daughter, but im used to the real hard core stuff trying to work it out, But she says she good now and we a little friends, and she i very beautiful , smart and just great, , like super beautiful, and it gave me an idea to expose my partner for abuse,and it did not end well at all, de sas ter!!!

I advertise the fact, that i helping scapegoat, adused women and this will happen to my kids……And she went to police made up all this bull shit and she was terrified and they put me is psych ward.. yeaHHHHHH…  or straight up ABUSE ward,   Every one abused out of there minds,,,,what a shit show, full diagnosis, 682p of notes, .. Doctor never even said what… wouldnt even view video evidence… and its just agian the most ridc thing ever, if you got evidence, no appeals, 50 days, i wasn’t allowed out side,  62 days, with nothing to do, near suicidal from antipsychotics… and i got realeased…..then on to suicidal… .Injections that take a while to where off,, could do anything but get drugs,, and ADHD medication from a prostitute took me away from certain death,,, i had the stones for this, and the pain was way too high for me,

I  can tell you, thinking about it was not voluntary, it was this medication,,  Then out of the blue 5 months later last year, for nothing, they just asked me to come in to the commumity place, up the road, and two nurses, not even a doctor, just flat out, talking about anything, just tell me the doctors 50km in shit holevile, crap psych ward, just tell you there nothing you can do,you cant do anything, all options only lead back to the same place.   Nothing you can do, and this time you need serious pull as the appeal is highest court and you even need a psych..  to back you..To get out i had to volunteer compulsory anti-psychotic and same high dose, to get out, and straight back to suicide, just this time, if i got off them there allowed to get the police to take me back to the psych ward,, and still, i never did anything, never even been told anything,  no police, i have no idea, what they could even write about…

I went to a psych for rediag,, and he went off the hospital, notes, the next bloke, said, no worries, cause this disorder i should say is so obvious, like you cant mis… its the one where you believe the govt is after you or the person trying to destroy you but thats as good of detail you can give..

Mentall patients are complete non violent,, there like dogs who been kicked by there owner… how do you get abused childen getting crazy, it doesnt even work like that,, even if one day they get big and strong, in there mind what stamped as the mentality, is the scared little kid, it don;;t matter when you are still that in your head

Talking to the the abused though they cant say much, its got to stay suppressed.. This one bloke, he like a mate now, plumber good guy.. he was just 100% but he muttering to him self as soon as there 1 second chance, i said to him you old man give it to you did he, cause despite what you here about  skitzo, there the most normal out of every one.. And he gave me a quick run down and he said i was the first person he told, not even his wife of 9 years knows, and of course the psychs don”t ‘let it known, and he says how his step dad when he 13 would smoke him pretty hard and blame him for every thing and he probably right and this … and i talked him around and he  stopped talking him self.. He didnt mind it happening anyway.

There was 1 dude in 62 days not abused, and he put him self in cause he saying he lost 2 brother pretty quick and retired or something and he just sitting there, and he going what the fuck is going on here,, He didnt seem depressed but after a day he leaves cause he feeling worse, No therapy straight bordem. mindfulnes sat 9 with all the doors banging is the opposite to what you need and two barques a week were the highlights.. Doctors can only make decision nurses can do meds and not one problem..

So this is getting now up to july last year, i cant work cause im suicidal, and to keep me from utter mind explosion, i start again with documenting all day and night and aderoll again…and bits and peices i have a look in the groups and after a year i see my kids again who have been to hell and back, This disorder hates going to court but they just went off psych;s notes so i lost the kids which i was expecting anyhow, but i could see she hadn’t been messing with them and i had to fix a few things, but since the i found the video she hasnt been at there  minds and even lets them touch her which i never saw.. But the boys been giving me heaps of info to work with..Also 2 dads contacted me as there sons had ADHD and i gave them the run down how it work and bingo bongo they come straight out of ADHD. I just chatting to a person here and a person there i guess a bit of knowledge building..

Then i noticing how the disorder has its own survival like a normal personality and the purpose of mental illness as i always did know its not possible that it be an occurance and good for something, toxic is back, i help or fix a couple teens and they nearly did it all them selves, and i thinking wtf with hospitals, i cant see why they have to be this bad and i don’t see just mass neglect as possible,

These are just dates, to see were i was at(not impartant)

SEPT 23 i was trying for the cause but got nothing and it went hospital talk. SEPT 25 i started how the mind works from the time your born SEPT26 ATTEMPT at whilsst personality disorders are for…. Then JAN 2 im thinking of emotions and and talking the cause and then i stop march 25 i go striaght to you tube job  APRIL 1 i am working on how mind works APRIL i declare i know how mind works    April 4 i declare i know how emotions work APRIL 12 i know all mental health   April 9 i will back myself100,000 i found the mind
Looking around it looks like i know, and just have the way they mind works , with a lot of thing i recalled my life and i gone through the thought in my mind so i got the hesitation
Here is my discovery of the HUMAN MIND
To be honest, this might be a bit early to bring this out. It is right what i say here. But only by default.. If it was not right then you would easily be able to say what a crock of shit and basically nothing would apply… But i know by just how i got to this proof, that its true.. Probably 100 times in a row this is correct.. But with out even thinking about it, during early  development some things are not as straight forward, i havent even looked into autism,torrets alziemers and heaps of outlier type occurances where im assuming there will be a straight forward answer… Even a hard core look into the sexes, creativity,  people with even who can paint and all sorts of things photographic memory.. everything will have logic and there is not magic ,  cant explain occorance, just human error or need more knowledge to process..With the mental illness discovery, every thing fit into this, nothing fits into anything else, of course it right, it only not true from human error at the moment. It true in a reality sense, which i guess where im at

With this discovery of the human mind, im not going into the development years or alot of things. this is the process that takes place and makes us who we are . Things like hormonal influeces mind development and brain washing ,disorders, thinks that are not standard are not here, the basic model might be too hard to explain or understand, this wasnt a quick discovery and this need to be discovered before and progression from here, i will even list some event, fact, possibly even some problems never been solved before.. this will give the answer if correct before even knowing what the problem is.                        Things that are false like the mental health stuff of course will get rejected by this, all things false will get sit out and shown it for what they are, yes i know this, it is very powerful knowledge.. Knowing how emotions work is super powerful… I can discover things to the day i die, stuff already i done with my boys is just ridiculous, knowing the effect it will have on a person in general.. straight up knowing the liers, the psycho paths… i dont even know psychology or philosophy, any thing mind, this is so far ahead, dr phil, tony robbins the lot, i dont know what they say, if its correct it  will be only if it is emotionally correct or i will be able to say, Even if you dont believe or you know better, you wont be able to express it other than by something that is false, or an occourance,not by anything factual,

i know how emotions work, defenceive of discovery wont be happening, If there is some thing real to be added or is clearly wrong and you have the answers, back up the whole fuck showbag like i have, then i will back you, but of course once there just so much pointing in this direction, can not happen, look at every wrong thing that every been discovered, it stand out like tits on a bull , everything mental health at present, where it go..Extactly no where, i can put it in the bin one hundred times over. It is hard to fuck with factual occurances or there is problems every time…. And yes documentation is long and i have years of it and then there will be ten fold then, but in another week there will be more that backs it up and futher progress and if you out of the model it will go know where… To actually be in the model, to understand it, to use it, to believe it, is not possible. You can get to the stage of you think its correct, or that it, but when you apply it to your mind and start seeing it with real life memory recall over and over then your mentallity start to let you have the chance to know it… Once your on the right track basically your mind will do the rest, because this is the mind… i didnt for one second think to discover this my mind proccessing the information available to it went there.. Yes now i believe this is true…

Why… because i went through the mind process it self… recalled something and it fit, it showed up strong over and over that”s why i am who i am. And already in general life, its keeps happening, i will list things and keep adding to them… Try to describe my self helps a couple of percent but knowledge will come from applying it and it will take time… even to get past all the bull shit we been taught and that is part of us emotionally is hard, most people will reject this out of protecting there emotions from knowing there been fed a crock of shit…

Even getting to the point where you understand that emotions work might not be for most, 42 years and i didnt have a clue…\And that knowledge only arrived due to a freak occorance of emotioanal high to get some idea of how emotions even exist, i dont even know the feeling of a women,

If it is then it is move this section on how the mind works to the side and if you get the knowledge one day and this is here then go for it.. Do not let it effect the mental health stuff.

The stuff that im all about, which isnt the discovery or being this that or the other, none of that shit effects me emotionally, At present its just women and children get the absolute insane abuse stamped all over there mind, filth, just beaten into them by there own mind while fuckers who are there to protect them make sure it stays in there, and then want to be thanked for it, and then want that next boy, girl women, like the mother of my children once was,  to go behind closed doors, not even in the open and and be big tough person and abuse a little child, a sneaky weak piece of slim and come out the door feeling good about themselves, and then feeling even better because there protected and then feeling even better because the fooling everyone… this is what abusers have as there reality, its fake whats in there mind, they come up against some reality, and some people educatored on how abusers have this extreme weak centre and the ball starts moving in the right direction, and there is a lot of different things, too many to just keep going with, yes there are many different things that cause mental illness, this is one of them, and its more the serious ones, but its cant be the case and say, here , here is the final paper teacher, how the hell the teacher going to know any of it if it new. she can only say well done, i cant find a problem, i dont believe it even until you feel it in rule life..

We have a set of emotions, those emotions make up who we are at any one point. They are developed from scratch and act independantly from our body,  when we experience something our mind processes it and hive a feeling to it, to indicate good or bad, this then becomes part of our emotions or mind state.

Emotions act with certainty depending on a persons mind state. That mind state is the accumulation of mind processors that occur though ones life. Part of the emotions set is thought process. This start developing quite young, around the age of 3.5yrs old where a childs thought process starts to lengthen and process more than basic child thoughts, Emotions are able to start growing in new ways the were not able to develop due to the limited thought process and knowledge that make up the mind.

Emotions are very weak at this age and and new knowledge and new thoughts can have big impacts as the mindset is only made up of a fraction of an adult.  This window here where thought process development takes place is critical for a child and a big infleuce of the person make up..

Emotions act with certainty but capable of moving in any direction for to make a mindset so that every one is different.

The mind does take on thought through its receptors so there is influence of the mind from biological factors, and the body is part of the processing, but the emotion set has to be independent.

The mind is basically a function of the human body that can ajust to best suit our life style with in what its capable of. They will always reflect mind state and then adjust to best suit. There must be development with in a range they have evolve to have and there strength will reflect the happyness of a person.

Thought process is definetley a developed emotion that is only based on myself, so it will reflect that in everyone, that i believe was established quiet young and may have had a larger than normal impact emotionally than what maybe other thought process.

Anxiety may be a make up of emotions that don”t work the same way. There is a point where anxiety does then  become a disorder, but also other forms are able to to occur along side of. I assume worry(opposite will be the emotion) is part of an emotion that develops anxiety, but doesnt seem to have the same characteristic of emotions development and can from as fast as the situation arises. Any play a major roll in the thought process. There is near certainty that societal change along with the increase in mental illness will be a reason for big increases in anxiety that will lead to increases in depression and should continue at an increasing rate assuming similar society or developed world conditions.

Changes in society will change  mind state in a certain way. Procedures and all things that govern people in any way are not just restriction or freedoms but also will also reflect mindset. Emotions Act in certain ways and if they become part of regular human knowledge it will be a certainty in reaction not chance in any way. They are a pure science and wrong and right answers can be established. A person with general knowlegde on normal soceity emotions and not mental illness can be attained with in months and not years.

This is not meant to be threating as it will be seen to , it just fact, im saying it because emotions act with certainty….. knowing how emotions react will not be a case where a small section a community are emotional, it doesn”t work like that at all, It will be a case that that sections is far superior, mentally in every way and knowledge of society decisions, policys the whole lot even far more than the policy makers, It is a case that decision will not be able to be made that effect others as it will be based on assupmtion that comes up against fact and it goes one way with everytime and is completely over powering in that respect.

Emotional knowledge will not guanantee against mental illness but unless a person remains in there situation and continue to decline with certain mental illness as the goal, its guanteed other than those ways and child abuse type senario… Ather wise its a sure increase in mental strength..

Many things will occur, Evert child under 7 will come out of ADHD, there will be no doubt, People with toxic and worse personalities will not be able to cope with a person with emotional knowledge, This is still so new, i have no thoughts on what age a child should know this.. It is a whole new world.

I can actually go on and not stop…

Other things because it is very related to this.. Psychiatry, obviously is going to be complety fucked if this pushes through, but obviously its only present role of dishing out the pills will have to occur, Everyone in is addicted and it does stop suffering.. But also, this isnt close to being the case that doctors were not aware of child abuse being the issue and was ignored, and many other things. It is not even possible that right across the board, while it may of not been discussed i would not even think about it when it is a 100%certainty that the doctors then selves would of had to surpress that to do the job if they are in contact with mentally ill. Its not a case of a women getting a beaten or a child  having a tough life , it does not work like that at all.  If you kick the cat you kick the dog and then kids and the misses, and the next day unless you been on some extreme mind expierience where you over and over where able for you emotions to experience the most extreme positive reactions known to man over and over, like my boy did, then it can happen.   It also cant happen either because emotions dont act that way. My boy is three and in the prime of his emotional development, Sicko, psycho psych the whole lot of the abusers everyone who says they change and cant show it emotionally, yes are sitting ducks, They can only keep lying and no fucker will believe em. Any psycho type cant respond emotionally as they have a disorder that protects that.. They all will know the answer to the first given question but the follow up will show up…

Psychiatrist will have barriers in place so that they dont have to feel every persons pain and remind them of the suffering they been through, or are going to get thrown back to. The flow of mediation, women young boys. Its not an odd sicko that they see the result of, This is were it all end up, right on the door step of psych with a big sign saying.. Please no more , when will the suffering ever end… “”YES I HAVE THAT MEDICATION FOR THE CHEMICAL imbalance for you..And the chemical imbalance test kit, has gone missing again… over and over… It’s a shit show, and there reaction will be certian like emotions, and the abuse and its therapy time or it emotions thinking about the never ending abuse, unless you haven’t got them and then its people with i would estimate around 1000 times the knowledge of a psychiatrist…. I haven’t seen dr phil, but the best psycholgist, at best squeezed out a couple of lucky guesses and the rest might be ok, but im talking precision. Step into my office and i will blow your fucking mind will be what goes out the door’.. Sounds freaking crazy,,, , It reality at the same time..  It was so difficult to work this all out for so long, for your mind to be just in the zone and to just keep going and you get to the answer, and its the whole lot amounts to the most straight forward thought and logical discovery that doesnt feel that way at all..

When you get there to work it out the knowledge you need is coming from with in so your experiecing the the knowledge in real time, my emotions are processing my own life experience, just plucking from every where thing in my life that reflect who i am, including my own thought processing.. I had been going for 40 hours or so processing focused and it just got to a point where i had the knowledge, the confidence that i hadnt missed anything and everything was getting there, i knew it was going there, and i had good emotion game, and could work things out, and it was even second nature, but my emotions took over thought, which is strange to say as  your emotions are your thoughts and this feeling gets attached to your thoughts, which are the images of your life experiences for me felt more a methodically grind of changed mentally where no effort goes into the whole lot of knowledge… Like this might take thirty hours to write, and i cant write a different one for thirty hours tomorrow.. I don”t need to look back and i got a terrible memory, the whole lot is me now..

My ex, who can read facial expressions better than any one, , who has no emotion her self, it just occurred to me who i spending the day with soon, if i finish this and get it out will match the other 3 most ridiculous things of all time that keep happening, i get nothing out of stupid things occuring.. But seriously, its not a laughing matter and was very unsure two days ago and even cried when she said something about the boys,  So i know the cry, yes its good, and i even let myself believe it, but it s not possible, but i got to remember to act like i didnt know that… Really these are my real family issues, but the was talking about the boys about jimmy and i forgot the situation, shit, sorry, i thinking in typing my thoughts, and that can not happen again… Wow we, that will sound psych ward crazy that, but that is the pinicle of psych… I WILL HAVE TO TAKE THIS OUT AND I NEVER TAKE ANYTHING OUT AND i will explain that my life reached the pinicle of psych and maybe that the crushing that i refered when i said that i found out what she was.. The worst disorder, with exposure is a survival instinct and i max out the other way, is crazy.. i hope she doesnt get this… she wont be able to read it anyway but still, when that your life and that normal that is ridic… well i got to keep on, i cant just never not get there..

Peadophiles, not high on any list, i assume its a disorder that has something to do with not empathy, remorse , felling, pride , i cant see an emotions that they can have, but no emotions set that even resembles bein normal destroys a little child and says a pray the next morning..   I might seem a bit extreme on these whatever they are …rot… but if you knew what they do to the person then it would be me holding you back… That was not my emotions saying that it was me… and i am my emotions and i be holding you back pumping you up, with therapy waiting on completion so you don’t feel the effects like little kids do who are at best mentally ill or a mindset with a freak in it…

Messing with a persons mind is as bad as any act,  Mental illness is not an option, the disorder is the only thing that stops the them tipping them selves Personality disorders are more survival based then the rest of us.  Poor old borderline, stitz, ad bi polar who suffer the most but less infleuces in mindset and been through the worst are the ones most likely to end it..

 

I was going to leave psych to the end, but i kind of covered it. These are the facts… Mental illness is staight up child abused. and abuse in general. You can make the waters a little merky, with a lot of mental illness being causes by the disorders them selves… What is mental illness… itts basically a disorder protecting certain emotions.. When a mother has depression and she is raising a child cant learn from the mother self esteem and they learn depression, mostly with depression as well you do heap less fun things and you want to tell people how much your suffering and its very negative, with narrow range of thought,, and its just as bad as any of the toxic worst lifes a child can have unless its relised, which mostly it isnt.. Also the is toxic and a small amount of bully, type stuff in the depression anxiety range.. its all well below avrage up bringing buut no where near the hard core… Problem is that mental illness start at the hard core except at the other end, which os a disorder, its the worst have nut the suffering is not an issue, ddep ddep down it is but , you feel great for the most bit, even better when you destroy somone life and then see there misery…

If you read this and your see that there is a link to someone you know that fits into the story i just wrote and there  is things that only i you know  that you know i know, then this is just a hello from me, keep it to yourself, i will work out if needed away you can send a message to know youknow.., as i dont think i will come out… also if it is a big opportunity that occurs, with the big dollars that you and your family will be first up. These people are the just some people that ive known, and there just got no bad in em… not just the normal way, and i love anyone who got no bad in em, and thats everyone i know… And every child ever born… but these guys for me emotionally hit the spot when i needed to find inspiration in the sea of suffering and section of life that i never saw for 42 years at all, to remind me that im not alone and when i need to get keep strong and my emotions have these people that they put together in a room and then are so close to adding others, they nearly get there with so many others but they never do and it feel good to think this.. My boys and my grandparents are there to,  but i thought about it, so i have to do it, even if seems weird now

she is proper filth from my boy, yeahman, you know it… I hope you been going good boy..

Rustel,, mate,,, queenslanderrr… hey, what about this milo man,,, you on these wards too..

me best mate,you earnt every fucking one of those beers boy… and plenty more..

the girl is from way back. You had no competision to beat, and your in cause you know

 

Stupid things i said in mental illness support…

 

 

 

 

 

Personality disorders

Personality disorders occur onlyat the same point with all emotions, it is not possikble for a disordr to occur at random. every emotion set has them and they can be removed when the associated emotions are in range.

ADHD occurs because of a thought process problem. Thought process is part of the emotionset up and means the brain is not processing thought. i do not have an opinion on the the function of the brain , but feel ehotions are part of us , possible all of us, possibly the brain, though makes no differnv=

it does seem far mor logically that emotions run through our body as it does seem possibible that hormoes can increase the alertness of emotions

With this discovery of the human mind, im not going into the development years or alot of things. this is the process that takes place and makes us who we are . Things like hormonal influeces mind development and brain washing ,disorders, thinks that are not standard are not here, the basic model might be too hard to explain or understand, this wasnt a quick discovery and this need to be discovered before and progression from here, i will even list some event, fact, possibly even some problems never been solved before.. this will give the answer if correct before even knowing what the problem is. Things that are false like the mental health stuff of course will get rejected by this, all things false will get sit out and shown it for what they are, yes i know this, it is very powerful knowledge.. Knowing how emotions work is super powerful… I can discover thing to the day i die, stuff alredy i done with my boys is just ridiculous, know the effect it will have on a person in general.. straight up knowing the liers, the psycho paths… i dont even know psychology or philosophy, any thing mind, this is so far ahead, dr phil, tony robbins the lot, i dont know what they say, if its correct it  will be only if it is emotionally correct or i will be able to say, Even if you dont believe or you know better, you wont be able to express it other than by something that is false, or an occourance,not by anything factual, i know how emotions work, defenceive of discovery wont be happening, If there is some thing real to be added or is clearly wrong and you have the ansers, back up the whole fuck showbag like i have, then i will back you, but of course once there just so much pointing in this direction, can not happen, look at every wrong thing that every been discovered, it stand out like tits on a bull , everything mental health at present, where it go..Extactly no where, i can put it in the bin one hundred times over. It is hard to fuck with factual occurances or there is problems every time…. And yes documentation is long and i have years of it and then there will be ten fold then, but in anther week there will be more that backs it up and futher progress and if you out of the modelit will go know where… To actually be in the model, to understand it, to use it, to believe it, is not possible. You can get to the stage of you think its correct, or that it, but when you apply it to your mind and start seeing it with real life memory recall over and over then your mentallity start to let you have the chance to know it… Once your on the right track basically your mind will do the rest, because this is the mind… i didnt for one second think to discover this my mind proccessing the information available to it went there.. Yes now i believe this is true… Why… because i went through the mind process it self… recalled something and it fit, it showed up strong over and over thats why i am who i am. And already in general life, its keeps happening, i will list things and keep adding to them… Try to describe my self helps a couple of percent but knowledge will come from applying it and it will take time… even to get pest all the bull shit we been taught and that is part of us emotionally is hard, most people will reject this out of protecting there emotions from knowing there been fed a crock of shit… Even getting to the point where you understand that emotions work might not be for most, 42 years and i didnt have a clue… and then my were exteme high to get a bit of knowledge, maybe women have an advantage, i dont even know the feeling of a women, maybde an this is very possible that there is a lot of jumps to get to this point to be able to believe this, If it is then it is move this section on how the mind works to the side and if you get the knowledge one day and this is here then go for it.. Do not let it effect the mental health stuff. The stuff that im all about, which isnt the discovery or being this that or the other, none of that shit effects me emotionally, At present its just women and children get the absolute insane abuse stamped all over there mind, filth, just beaten into them by there own mind while fuckers who are there to protect them make sure it stays in there, and then want to be thanked for it, and then want that next boy, girl women, like the mother of my childrenonce was,  to gog behind closed doors, not even in the open and and be big tough person and abuse a little child, a sneaky weak piece of slim and come out the door feeling good about themselves, and then feeling even better because there protected and then feeling even better because the fooling everyone… this is what abusers have as there reality, its fake whats in there mind, they come up against some reality, and some people educatored on how abusers have this extreme weak centre and the ball starts moving in the right direction, and there is a lot of different things, too many to just keep going with, yes there are many different things that cause mental illness, this is one of them, and its more the serious ones, but its cant be the case and say, here , here is the final paper teacher, how the hell the teacher going to know any of it if it new. she can only say well done, i cant find a problem, i dont believe it even until you feel it in rule life..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

With this discovery of the human mind, im not going into the development years or alot of things. this is the process that takes place and makes us who we are . Things like hormonal influeces mind development and brain washing ,disorders, thinks that are not standard are not here, the basic model might be too hard to explain or understand, this wasnt a quick discovery and this need to be discovered before and progression from here, i will even list some event, fact, possibly even some problems never been solved before.. this will give the answer if correct before even knowing what the problem is. Things that are false like the mental health stuff of course will get rejected by this, all things false will get sit out and shown it for what they are, yes i know this, it is very powerful knowledge.. Knowing how emotions work is super powerful… I can discover thing to the day i die, stuff alredy i done with my boys is just ridiculous, know the effect it will have on a person in general.. straight up knowing the liers, the psycho paths… i dont even know psychology or philosophy, any thing mind, this is so far ahead, dr phil, tony robbins the lot, i dont know what they say, if its correct it  will be only if it is emotionally correct or i will be able to say, Even if you dont believe or you know better, you wont be able to express it other than by something that is false, or an occourance,not by anything factual, i know how emotions work, defenceive of discovery wont be happening, If there is some thing real to be added or is clearly wrong and you have the ansers, back up the whole fuck showbag like i have, then i will back you, but of course once there just so much pointing in this direction, can not happen, look at every wrong thing that every been discovered, it stand out like tits on a bull , everything mental health at present, where it go..Extactly no where, i can put it in the bin one hundred times over. It is hard to fuck with factual occurances or there is problems every time…. And yes documentation is long and i have years of it and then there will be ten fold then, but in anther week there will be more that backs it up and futher progress and if you out of the modelit will go know where… To actually be in the model, to understand it, to use it, to believe it, is not possible. You can get to the stage of you think its correct, or that it, but when you apply it to your mind and start seeing it with real life memory recall over and over then your mentallity start to let you have the chance to know it… Once your on the right track basically your mind will do the rest, because this is the mind… i didnt for one second think to discover this my mind proccessing the information available to it went there.. Yes now i believe this is true… Why… because i went through the mind process it self… recalled something and it fit, it showed up strong over and over thats why i am who i am. And already in general life, its keeps happening, i will list things and keep adding to them… Try to describe my self helps a couple of percent but knowledge will come from applying it and it will take time… even to get pest all the bull shit we been taught and that is part of us emotionally is hard, most people will reject this out of protecting there emotions from knowing there been fed a crock of shit… Even getting to the point where you understand that emotions work might not be for most, 42 years and i didnt have a clue… and then my were exteme high to get a bit of knowledge, maybe women have an advantage, i dont even know the feeling of a women, maybde an this is very possible that there is a lot of jumps to get to this point to be able to believe this, If it is then it is move this section on how the mind works to the side and if you get the knowledge one day and this is here then go for it.. Do not let it effect the mental health stuff. The stuff that im all about, which isnt the discovery or being this that or the other, none of that shit effects me emotionally, At present its just women and children get the absolute insane abuse stamped all over there mind, filth, just beaten into them by there own mind while fuckers who are there to protect them make sure it stays in there, and then want to be thanked for it, and then want that next boy, girl women, like the mother of my childrenonce was,  to gog behind closed doors, not even in the open and and be big tough person and abuse a little child, a sneaky weak piece of slim and come out the door feeling good about themselves, and then feeling even better because there protected and then feeling even better because the fooling everyone… this is what abusers have as there reality, its fake whats in there mind, they come up against some reality, and some people educatored on how abusers have this extreme weak centre and the ball starts moving in the right direction, and there is a lot of different things, too many to just keep going with, yes there are many different things that cause mental illness, this is one of them, and its more the serious ones, but its cant be the case and say, here , here is the final paper teacher, how the hell the teacher going to know any of it if it new. she can only say well done, i cant find a problem, i dont believe it even until you feel it in rule life..

Personality disorders

Personality disorders occur onlyat the same point with all emotions, it is not possikble for a disordr to occur at random. every emotion set has them and they can be removed when the associated emotions are in range.

ADHD occurs because of a thought process problem. Thought process is part of the emotionset up and means the brain is not processing thought. i do not have an opinion on the the function of the brain , but feel ehotions are part of us , possible all of us, possibly the brain, though makes no differnv=

it does seem far mor logically that emotions run through our body as it does seem possibible that hormoes can increase the alertness of emotions

Personality disorders

Personality disorders occur onlyat the same point with all emotions, it is not possikble for a disordr to occur at random. every emotion set has them and they can be removed when the associated emotions are in range.

ADHD occurs because of a thought process problem. Thought process is part of the emotionset up and means the brain is not processing thought. i do not have an opinion on the the function of the brain , but feel ehotions are part of us , possible all of us, possibly the brain, though makes no differnv=

it does seem far mor logically that emotions run through our body as it does seem possibible that hormoes can increase the alertness of

Personality disorders

Personality disorders occur onlyat the same point with all emotions, it is not possikble for a disordr to occur at random. every emotion set has them and they can be removed when the associated emotions are in range.

ADHD occurs because of a thought process problem. Thought process is part of the emotionset up and means the brain is not processing thought. i do not have an opinion on the the function of the brain , but feel ehotions are part of us , possible all of us, possibly the brain, though makes no differnv=

it does seem far mor logically that emotions run through our body as it does seem possibible that hormoes can increase the alertness of emotions

Personality disorders

Personality disorders occur onlyat the same point with all emotions, it is not possikble for a disordr to occur at random. every emotion set has them and they can be removed when the associated emotions are in range.

ADHD occurs because of a thought process problem. Thought process is part of the emotionset up and means the brain is not processing thought. i do not have an opinion on the the function of the brain , but feel ehotions are part of us , possible all of us, possibly the brain, though makes no differnv=

it does seem far mor logically that emotions run through our body as it does seem possibible that hormoes can increase the alertness of emotions

Here is my discovery of the HUMAN MIND

To be honest, this might be a bit early to bring this out. It is right what i say here. But only by default.. If it was not right then you would easily be able to say what a crock of shit and basically nothing would apply… But i know by just how i got to this proof, that its true.. Probably 100 times in a row this is correct.. But with out even thinking about it, during early  development some things are not as straight forward, i havent even looked into autism,torrets alziemers and heaps of outlier type occurances where im assuming there will be a straight forward answer… Even a hard core look into the sexes, creativity,  peoplewith even who can paint and all sorts of things photographic memory.. everything will have logic and there is not magic ,  cant explain occorance, just human error or need more knowledge to process..With the mental illness dicovery, every thing fit into this, nothing fits into anything else, of course it right, it only not true from human errorat the moment. It true in a reality sense, which i guess where im at

With this discovery of the human mind, im not going into the development years or alot of things. this is the process that takes place and makes us who we are . Things like hormonal influeces mind development and brain washing ,disorders, thinks that are not standard are not here, the basic model might be too hard to explain or understand, this wasnt a quick discovery and this need to be discovered before and progression from here, i will even list some event, fact, possibly even some problems never been solved before.. this will give the answer if correct before even knowing what the problem is. Things that are false like the mental health stuff of course will get rejected by this, all things false will get sit out and shown it for what they are, yes i know this, it is very powerful knowledge.. Knowing how emotions work is super powerful… I can discover thing to the day i die, stuff alredy i done with my boys is just ridiculous, know the effect it will have on a person in general.. straight up knowing the liers, the psycho paths… i dont even know psychology or philosophy, any thing mind, this is so far ahead, dr phil, tony robbins the lot, i dont know what they say, if its correct it  will be only if it is emotionally correct or i will be able to say, Even if you dont believe or you know better, you wont be able to express it other than by something that is false, or an occourance,not by anything factual, i know how emotions work, defenceive of discovery wont be happening, If there is some thing real to be added or is clearly wrong and you have the ansers, back up the whole fuck showbag like i have, then i will back you, but of course once there just so much pointing in this direction, can not happen, look at every wrong thing that every been discovered, it stand out like tits on a bull , everything mental health at present, where it go..Extactly no where, i can put it in the bin one hundred times over. It is hard to fuck with factual occurances or there is problems every time…. And yes documentation is long and i have years of it and then there will be ten fold then, but in anther week there will be more that backs it up and futher progress and if you out of the modelit will go know where… To actually be in the model, to understand it, to use it, to believe it, is not possible. You can get to the stage of you think its correct, or that it, but when you apply it to your mind and start seeing it with real life memory recall over and over then your mentallity start to let you have the chance to know it… Once your on the right track basically your mind will do the rest, because this is the mind… i didnt for one second think to discover this my mind proccessing the information available to it went there.. Yes now i believe this is true… Why… because i went through the mind process it self… recalled something and it fit, it showed up strong over and over thats why i am who i am. And already in general life, its keeps happening, i will list things and keep adding to them… Try to describe my self helps a couple of percent but knowledge will come from applying it and it will take time… even to get pest all the bull shit we been taught and that is part of us emotionally is hard, most people will reject this out of protecting there emotions from knowing there been fed a crock of shit… Even getting to the point where you understand that emotions work might not be for most, 42 years and i didnt have a clue… and then my were exteme high to get a bit of knowledge, maybe women have an advantage, i dont even know the feeling of a women, maybde an this is very possible that there is a lot of jumps to get to this point to be able to believe this, If it is then it is move this section on how the mind works to the side and if you get the knowledge one day and this is here then go for it.. Do not let it effect the mental health stuff. The stuff that im all about, which isnt the discovery or being this that or the other, none of that shit effects me emotionally, At present its just women and children get the absolute insane abuse stamped all over there mind, filth, just beaten into them by there own mind while fuckers who are there to protect them make sure it stays in there, and then want to be thanked for it, and then want that next boy, girl women, like the mother of my childrenonce was,  to gog behind closed doors, not even in the open and and be big tough person and abuse a little child, a sneaky weak piece of slim and come out the door feeling good about themselves, and then feeling even better because there protected and then feeling even better because the fooling everyone… this is what abusers have as there reality, its fake whats in there mind, they come up against some reality, and some people educatored on how abusers have this extreme weak centre and the ball starts moving in the right direction, and there is a lot of different things, too many to just keep going with, yes there are many different things that cause mental illness, this is one of them, and its more the serious ones, but its cant be the case and say, here , here is the final paper teacher, how the hell the teacher going to know any of it if it new. she can only say well done, i cant find a problem, i dont believe it even until you feel it in rule life..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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First draft….

OK, so let me try and explain what this story is about. I’m trying to write a factual story of events of the last two years(so i can provide some sort of proof , or process how i got to know that)I was documenting the whole time, while i was discovering what turned out to be the cause of Mental illness.  I know how to fix ADHD, Any disorder i know what to do, i went all the way.. read on you wont believe this one…..

It sounds easy to express that, it’s really not, no one believes you anyhow.. Words are not my thing…. I get a think process that goes at the speed i can type, and what is in my head, sound good to me, but its 30 hours of slow thought often that i do in 5 minutes  and trying hard, … It comes across bad, i dont know how to write, i just writing like im talking to you… but you dont know me, and to get to this point i already had to get to thousands of other point to know this…..And,, the reader needs to as well….. Im just doing my best to document this…. Its important and i promise if you get to the end i will return the favour 10 fold……

I kinda also discovered the big one, and its a 100% no doubter…. and its 100 bigger than u think……Even if i try, i cant make it less than 100%, and then its even bigger.

My focus is Mental Health and that turns out to also be the biggest(sadistic) thing that will ever be. The only doubt there is when you look the other way i guess..

Im going to describe me as it needs to be done because mindset does play a big role and then touch on mental illness, the mind, psychiatry and link it all and put it out there, and hop it does the job ‘…

I never asked for help in my life, and i don’t need any ‘. I don’t want to be famous, to expose, or change the world…   That is up to the world, I fixed my boy when he had ADHD, and i just gotta do this for my boys…

Just imagine i look like a bum…. 2yrs since i looked in the mirror….. My boy, i noticed him stopping and saying hello to bums, like they were his people, and no one else… we in a cafe…I said should i have a shave soon… he said “”you don”t look like my daddy then””… I took off my hat, that i wear cause i’m bald… he said””i hope i look like you one day””.. my storys might be boring , meaningless and i never talk about my self, i  have to because, your like experiences are you,  so it the link… that”s all i can do…there is no head chopped in half with a brain this time….

I had a very good life as a child, no problems, but it does seem like i fell in to a laid back no effort kind of life that usually don”t turn out, —– that got me through from the education side of things only due to some kind of maths ability that was up there. Up until 30 i didn”t do much… Just anything but…. I wasn’t a bad bloke, i”m a nice guy, just didn”t realise i should do something, no one ever told me and i didnt work it out….It goes like this, Your you… so you think that”s the way, and the rest is different…. I thought every one thought the same and i was the normal one…. haha…

I was as good as screwed at 30 and got lucky i reckon, and hit hard work life for a while… Tradie… worked as hard as any fucker (felt good to)until 2 years ago , 23 months ago i stopped and did this.  My boys then were 1,   nearly 2 jimmy and 4 tommy and i never had anything weird happen….i had no stories to tell…

Something was brewing, weird stuff too,  june 8 2016…..It started when tommy  had gotten ADHD, and i fixed him.

We real close now,,,,,, Then it was not looking good for him, my partner was a fucking nightmare to be very nice about it…..and i felt great… It was fucked, to weird and great

Lucky life, pumping hard work, really positive with out trying,    It was all good to the extreme and i started to know why i felt good.  That was my first analysing moment… Maybe no one think about stuff like that,,, I dont think people often know that good feeling is from your emotions, if your mentally strong… If you don”t feel good, then your down the metal illness end… I never knew any of this

My mind was always so clear as well… Like everyone worried about something.. and me,, nothing, not sure i even could worry if i tried…It was working so i went with it and i do it my way all day… Fuck what every one does,  As long as i not hurting anyone, im good..

What ever i was doing was the way cause , fuck i felt good, basically your emotions send signals that you feel and that mean your doing what they like basically.. and that why as people thing matter, or there would be no point if you cant feel anything…

And then there was the big one.. Fixing my boy, watching him go from zero, not a thought coming from his mind, that zero confidence while i had zero doubt and then bringing up to my level, then the constant repairs as he drop when he with his mum for a while was the the biggest feeling to me or emotionally, i could feel how this emotions things was working, .. I could feel or i new how this worked,,,, i seriously out of not even thinking about it, just got lucky,, and i must of been near the top of the happy fucks….. Stick me in a bucket of shit even, i be happy sitting by meself looking at the wall..

Every thing even the dog was the happiest friendlest dog on the plant.. it love eveyone.. Needed to show it, She just had to go up to you and act like you the best, work crazy success loved it,  fixing tommy was just so many memorises like discovering him and me.. And they just inside now a good while, and i was fine before, but just a different mindset, like a dad how is fucking right there with his boy, 100%…And he got no doubt that i there, and he had no doubt that i do what ever it takes…

Then on 20 may 3.00am 2017 i found the problem with my partner.   Exactomodooo  i read this piece…” äfter narcissistic abuse””   been looking for a while now to find out what hell ,,,, she was dangerous,, like to your mind…… Not mine, her shit, would fuck u, but just not me,,, i could give a flying fuck if you had 2 heads,  freaking vampires up my arse and i was seeing alien fuckin car exhausts in my head all day… Do it i wouldn’t care,i care about different shit, and i dont even go on about it…

Was still heaps unexpected though,  but there is a personality disorder, and that what it does to their partner but more the kids……..and vertually that day  she just taken the kids,

This was my reality if you can believe this,, i dont know,,,, 100%

She taken the kids, cut all access, had been saying something, cause every one thought i was crazy as in mental illness, and assaulted her, im not even sure, but everyone she knew, even my family who i think were frightened,, i live 100 kms away, but everyone thought something and i knew the opposite and could prove it 100 times over but it didnt make a schred of difference,,,

Im like 6’5 ugly gentlest guy ever, never spun a bull shit in my life, and would admit to it, then this, … No shit, people just assume, when you break up, that people loss it, and taken the kids away for there safety,,, blah, blahh,,,, i m like what about these 10 dudes,, they dont know about this shit, and there here, you seen nothing…. thats good you got some support is how that logic,,, and thats the problem,,, it is more logic,

but this time reality needs to take precedents, but not a chance, you cant believe this unless you see it… you cant, not even if you see it for 4 years i reckon you not believe,,, even the 8 i did, i only just work it out,,,, how crazy is that,,, something,, im the book and you not capable of believing that is a thing,,, even if evidence and all… and for you its easy and the last 8 yeard forgotten… Crazy shit dudes…

This disorder breaks the oldest childs mind and they become the same disorder, and the other one they make suffer in mental illness and many illness, and its a never fail thing that she can do this……. I am telling you,,, there is heaps more,,, but a mum who abusers different, and is like always this,,, and she the version that is the last one, after here there is no one else,,, not even fucken dirty old pedopiles… Nope… just one evil

           I messaged an mate “”i will crush her”” .. like fuck me, im not having that happen to my boys, under any circumstances.. blow my brains out, ..abusing your children differently just made it absurd…
         I was like,,, righto, i will fucken sort this problem out and i dont care, about nothing, no second,,, i was strong i was really mentally ready to do anything, i freaken even knew abit of stuff about .. i knew how to be strong, that all i needed,,,

It was an experience and i havent talked about it for a long time. I got sick of people thinking i crazy, and i cant blame em, this is impossible to think about unless you experience it… It so easy for me now, but i remember the years where this was the last thing from my mind, i remember protecting the boys and at the same time thinking she is the mother and would never hurt them.

I been in support groups now for the abused and there only ones that  that know about it are the 4 girls who mum is one   … And i told them, they didnt even know…. Áll 4 Depression, Anxiety, panic, adhd, phobias, ptsd, sepration anxiety even back to the parent, restless legs, ther was more….this compartment thinking where you imagine hapiness… And the reason i found them was from there posts that had the same emotions to it as me….I know in my heart that i have never been abused, i know nothing about what it like to feel week and have a someone your dependant on for survival destroying you emotional and thats all you got to survive, i aint been through nothing and i know i would just crumble.

Im a maths guy now… i got a degree even and it is my favourite thing,,, but i m in these mental illness groups,,, there not small ,, 100,000 on some and i seeing things like chemicals, and genetics and who knows, lets get every one 1000s of researchers to check the brain, for like 50 years…

Seriously, i thought i discovered a near perfect correlation because of this great knowledge that no one else has that is useless, as no one will ever understand that, but i found out something cool anyways,,, another moment of ridiculous,,, and that was if your abused like this, then you will get that, and its even so good this discovery.. That you can be abused 3 different ways and you get 7 of these sort of things… like thats mathematics…and just hundred of things i know.. Emotions, and just every thing happening for a reason, even peoples responses in these group i could pick the bull shit out… I used to tell my self, You dont know, and every one else thinks its reasonable, so just mention it softley,,, and i reply to a posting,, and just go,,,,, bull shit,, If you saying that mate, you wouldn”t say it that way.. And then i tell em what they were,,, Usaully a psychopath, mot many Narcissist around… And you were right…

And then it being the opposite and on a huge scale the other way, even though they new it was abuse.. like that the only thing they ever found that was true and then believe something not possible seemed to be the dead accurate thing to conclude… Forget ridiculos… and again, i just getting thes riduiculos things that are so for off being real, that i not even thinking about it being a maybe”

Im proving my ex is this so the boys get safe and learning all this abuse stuff, and even helping the women fix them mentally, by telling them why there mind going crazy on then,, telling freaks to get lost and stop posting shit…

I had this super clarity type mind from vertually thinking in maths,, and when i found what she was my head went into perfect clarity, and i was taking everything in .. ..

Women vertually happey that finally they geting over past, feelin, and you just got to know how the emotions work, and once you know the weak points of the abusers, disorder, it smoth sailing

AND it cant happen (ABUSE) and hurt people who are two nice to think that this person could be hurting them..

One thing i am is abuse proof, My ex knows, i know it wot happen, and thatS what people have got to realise.. Abusers there everywhere, more so for women, but even toxic will bring you down eventually, Any disorder when you dont understand the game. Is that your a citing duck, as they know this stuff,  I reckon my ex, knows a bit about things, mentally

Im an empath, my empathy is in the top 5% , but all the empaths are thinking there self esteem is there sensitivy and it near depression group.. all you got to know about the psychos, is there missing certain emotions, thats empathy, remorse, honesty, love.. All they see is you and if you buying there shit, cause there got an emotion that is really week, and its why they are what they are, There got the weakest self and they protect it, they see you looking at them like you know whats what, and there is not even 1% chance that they are going to hurt you or even risk this. Even a toxic person will go if you bite back at the emotion and not the person.

I probably not mean enough to bother unless i just making a point. All disorders because we have psych industry that doesnt make available any correct information, people dont know anything and like me i didn”t know even if someone had a problem that a pat on the back 10 yrs ago would of sorted out some thing tbaf.. It sound shit, but the disorders that were my first look into mental health who causing suffering then that causing suffering and then people start protecting themselves and toxic rises and that causes sufering and we got were we are today, Out of control mental illness and a psych industry protecting abusers as there only roll.(this i can show you in hard drives full)…

Thats where my story get side tracked sometimes and i can loose focus.. Cause i been there fixed my boy and know the whole game, what you can and what you cant,

and psychiatry now only accept neuro as possible mental illness even though it never been seen, boils me when kids got to go through the full life in sufering and women with out a chance..Like that all i care about, is not to affect others, and then an industry just pounding them… like its not hitting them but its worse, because it the mind, and you messing with someone elses… You will never make it through emotional abuse, Its not a chance state, its a done deal and you never had a chance, Like just this needless destruct of a mind for nothing,  the years of sadness, boredom, confusion… How is it even possible to think this is acceptable,,, like if its the way forward, show the way and jump into the abuse, abuse your self, ” Even allow for it to be worked out, don’t just leave us all to die

And that the the thing about the abusers, Normal people see the act, that’s the good bit for me, the drive mentally down and then the imprint stapled on the head of a child or women whose abuse becomes part of there mind is all i see and the protection for the abuser especially from psychiatry now that cant change as they got to ignore the fact to protect there weak emotion. Thats the truth, Fact is psych arent even in the area now, but when they were they do not know the cause of mental illness or cure and that is all of the mind.. Even fact means there never done a thing..

Back to the story, every fucking time i just go near psych i just loose thought and that feels like then the abusers are hurting me… Its not psych, thats just not how is…

After i worked out the disorder, the next morning i didnt go to work, i never rang any one i just started to do what i needed to do.. I tried to prove her disorder, and joined the victims of support groups with bundles of women all messed up and started me own.. Helping some of the women, i could spot the fakes  writing all night all day learning the game, inside out and there was nothing else, trying to prove with messed up eyesite and putting together all this bull shit together to prove my point which was my boys     ”and people think im  crazy again….

So i make its simple and still a waste of time so every one who had doubt or i couldn’t rely on i ditched my self, and had no one..Just a mate nieghbors friend, and all the good people in my head.. She had already turned me own family against me and i dont know even what for , but its normal that it happens i just made it worse by fighting back..

I had a look back, and i could see a combination of my english skills and i must of been a bit out of control, but i felt good… i think sometimes i typed to my thought speed and i miss words, but evidence is evidence, and doesnt look good especially when all you see is the words..

There was a huge effort i put into court, and they told me to take the sight down and never mentioned the kids, I kept driving even though all my options were closing and i only saw a victory as my boy not being broken and then i found some secret videos

…WTF.. Around september i found this videos on my Mac, I was trying to get picture of this phone and all this crap come up as well. Its called deleted data recovery… You think you delete something, think again, you can get it back.. I was like, this is beyond ridiculous… There were 100s of video, fricken 100,000 pictures, there was something up but i didnt know what.. ‘

‘          Just going through it took days, sorting em never ending , and i just keep going and going and you would not make a dint in them.    She didnt talk to the kids in english.. I sort sort sort, its all i did, i knew this was the pile that she didnt want know one to see and was deleted to months after she left,

A computer bloke said to me there off the secret Icloud and encoded and sent via team viewer.. .. they were definetly nothing i ever seen and they were all taken when i wasnt there or when i sleeping on the lounge..  Then the videos when the first one learnt to walk she said she never had, and they had fricken bum wipes in his mouth….

You can really start to understand abuse works when it even happening under you nose and you still got no idea,,, but you see the extent people go to, then i found this and that and it wasnt that bad but just off a little..     Video were clearly, done on the sly, teaching him to say things, and he already knew them so it happened often”” tell mama i love you”””, and i am “”mamas sweet little silly fool””, “”after the rain there is tears””, “”who you favorite”” with chocolate and just heaps of things like this and she was making him say it and he all ready knew the words too at a young age… And that probably the bit that freaked me, was the monotony of it… You had enough and then you get pounded again with the same stick, is horrible… and then you got to live with a fucked up mind… just so far off from even bad,,, I much rather be dead

Of course i could understand em a bit cause i been there 8 years and people think emotional abuse the works said, it nothing to do with it…   there is heaps more on videos later…There saying nice to here and confused negative to him… Its emotional abuse,,, if anyone really knows what that is…. Emotions will give a negative feel to anything they dont like, This will be a negative, lowered self esteem, and then onto depression etc…

This disorder is called an emotional vampire, So i did have some pretty special material to access that wasnt a chance that it wasnt correct, and thats all that would of been ever need and this would of been discovered long ago;;;

Watching thes videos, over and over i worked it out alright, and it at first barely even looked bad, its just to easy even, you develop the emotions wrong, and the you teach the boy the right way and he will destroy himself, and with in us as , well all become this disorder if this happens to us, people know, somewhere along the line, Even 100 years ago the path to the end was in site

I went back to support groups and i checked out depression, as i just had this feel i new something about it.. I had help a lot of narcissist victim women out… This is how it goes,,, so these women, beaten and brused, more like broken and skull fractured, and to dangerous to even consider it , are out now 3 4 even more years from the abuse, they dont even care about being smashed, and there are bundles of em all wanting or thing about there abuser… And there is me good as gold and wouldn”t even think about her…

   I worked out that emotions need to feel safe or they will continue there thoughts, over and over ,….. and it will bring you down,,, Everytime, Mental illness is this cyclical thought that brings you down,, your mind bring the person down, and it quiet far, its not a case where emotions cant take every day stuff at all.

       Your emotions will settle when they feel safe and the thinking stops, the recovery…… And i tell em they been attached emotionally and prey on and expect it from someone when there got no feeling, how the hell is he going to care if your in ten pieces, and it what it is… But the never loved is baby stuff to lowered self esteem which feels bad and cycle negative thoughts, round and round, each time give you a bad feeling  to indicate danger, your emotions try to do you good, but the mind will drive you down fast and there can not be a bottomless pit of suffering, nothing can survive with a faulty system , and whet do humans have instead of endless suffering, they have something that protects against that, they have a personalty disorder,   to stop any emotion under attack from preventing survival being comprimised,   All things need to have survival as there number one characteristic.. It has to be that way.. This ideal that there is random chance, chemical, genetic, disorders, that evolved fot no reason and abuse could ever not be a problem is so far from any species even able to survive, that when you start to re ajust to even  reality, the belief and all the things heard, become even stupidity, but, what can happen when you been first told there the expert.. Your got no chance.. Everyone of us believe in santa, but at least he dont hurt anyone..

Its important to listen to emotions, no one be ill if they did, but i never had much happen to me but some people think it normal to feel shit with a head full of same old shit… Suffering is not even an existence, disorders are the one letting them survive, they have more sutvival than even normal emotions

So checked depression, Freak freak fock.. Depression let me tell you is not where you want to be,, If that self esteem is a little off then sharpen the set , cause this is misery town, fucken hurt me just reading there crap… 100,000s of people all posting the same crap about there existence and then people agreeing with it….The negativity is worse than what i ever had,,

PEOPLE post””i want to die”” people will  agree ME TO, “”im a peice of shit”” reply i not even that, but i learnt a good lesson in depression and didn”t take to long cause i remember the disorder days… i already know you cant do anything with a disorder, not bend it anyway.. Your post anything but misery in a depression group and you will feel what isolation means. This disorder is a fucking pest to even get hold of.. The first girl, i noticed straight away, she throw in a hello, or this and then disappear, when it talk time about problem is disappear time.. Next girl, i asked  the first question, (i will have this somewhere still),, she answered it 20 times but not the question,

I told her to go, you cant fix this unless you first go around the disorder, dont even try otherwise….Self-esteem is depression  and then anxiety is like its brother, just around the corner,     ….. and spilling out every oriface………..emotional abuse in these group busting over abuse just pumping out of every oriface, panic, agrophia, 2,3,4,5 illness for everyone, it a fucking destruction of people… And then these people trying to drag anyone they can with em.. its a war zone of child abuse and misery phych drugs and the even the mentally ilI, got No idea what wrong….. But teen depression also is a big problem these days, and once they hit psych then there is no hope when there told something that isnt possible, and messing with the mindset of a developing women, giving psych drugs with telling the real effects, is evil… Éven getting in the way of a developing women is wrong, but depression in a young teen, is not the same as  an adult and recovery is just normal therapy and a bit extra, I fixed, they listen and did the work two teen girls, and there emotions are exposed ond disoeders not forming fast..

But out of these group the only people i helped are called scapegoats, they are daughters of narcissist mothers. There really lovely these beautiful women…THIS IS HOW THEY POST….So they always say hello, then apoligise for posting, then they give an accurate all you need to know of all there disorders, there life , how they can handle the seven disorders or what ever, then they say, im not sure if psych can help me, and just put it out there then they take responsibility for something and maybe its better for other if they were dead…

THis is the 2nd daughter to a narcissist mother not a doubt. There the top of the tough girl, men can not get to this toughness. I not seen one bloke up here, i think they must loose it before or drugs, i dont know, or if the women get destroyed more.. i dont know…But they end up with major depression even a worse form, and it so intence, even after a life of misery none can handle this disorder

See how they got say sorry for existing, then take responsibility for everything, there been in psych since there 4 years old and narc would love putting it over psych and sending the girl back for more, and there been told so much to die that they do it for someone else… That the opposite of what suicide like and these girls aren”t attention seeker, so i have a chat with them and just straighten out some things they believe, cause that;s want they do to there children, they scramble them and they cant never get better because when they think it don;t get to the answer ever ..

Emotions need answers from them selve to be able to develop, or the system doesnt work… There are not one or two girls like this, there are millions, they always happy to finally know the problem and it helps i guess, but the d nt like to ask for help, there been abused in away where there abuser sets them emotionally to feel sorry for the abuser and not them selves, they are like this exact same personality, but i never hear again from them

But hear is my  next down fall, always a pretty girl, and also i known the system…              This girl, pakistan, just depression anxiety,,  … Her mum been calling her the “”the most stupid and ugly girl in the world””.. ..””i just said check you mum ego and you find the answer therë””   Its still terrible to destroy your daughter, but im used to the real hard core stuff trying to work it out, But she says she good now and we a little friends, and she i very beautiful , smart and just great, , like super beautiful, and it gave me an idea to expose my partner for abuse,and it did not end well at all, de sas ter!!!

I advertise the fact, that i helping scapegoat, adused women and this will happen to my kids……And she went to police made up all this bull shit and she was terrified and they put me is psych ward.. yeaHHHHHH…  or straight up ABUSE ward,   Every one abused out of there minds,,,,what a shit show, full diagnosis, 682p of notes, .. Doctor never even said what… wouldnt even view video evidence… and its just agian the most ridc thing ever, if you got evidence, no appeals, 50 days, i wasn’t allowed out side,  62 days, with nothing to do, near suicidal from antipsychotics… and i got realeased…..then on to suicidal… .Injections that take a while to where off,, could do anything but get drugs,, and ADHD medication from a prostitute took me away from certain death,,, i had the stones for this, and the pain was way too high for me,

I  can tell you, thinking about it was not voluntary, it was this medication,,  Then out of the blue 5 months later last year, for nothing, they just asked me to come in to the commumity place, up the road, and two nurses, not even a doctor, just flat out, talking about anything, just tell me the doctors 50km in shit holevile, crap psych ward, just tell you there nothing you can do,you cant do anything, all options only lead back to the same place.   Nothing you can do, and this time you need serious pull as the appeal is highest court and you even need a psych..  to back you..To get out i had to volunteer compulsory anti-psychotic and same high dose, to get out, and straight back to suicide, just this time, if i got off them there allowed to get the police to take me back to the psych ward,, and still, i never did anything, never even been told anything,  no police, i have no idea, what they could even write about…

I went to a psych for rediag,, and he went off the hospital, notes, the next bloke, said, no worries, cause this disorder i should say is so obvious, like you cant mis… its the one where you believe the govt is after you or the person trying to destroy you but thats as good of detail you can give..

Mentall patients are complete non violent,, there like dogs who been kicked by there owner… how do you get abused childen getting crazy, it doesnt even work like that,, even if one day they get big and strong, in there mind what stamped as the mentality, is the scared little kid, it don;;t matter when you are still that in your head

Talking to the the abused though they cant say much, its got to stay suppressed.. This one bloke, he like a mate now, plumber good guy.. he was just 100% but he muttering to him self as soon as there 1 second chance, i said to him you old man give it to you did he, cause despite what you here about  skitzo, there the most normal out of every one.. And he gave me a quick run down and he said i was the first person he told, not even his wife of 9 years knows, and of course the psychs don”t ‘let it known, and he says how his step dad when he 13 would smoke him pretty hard and blame him for every thing and he probably right and this … and i talked him around and he  stopped talking him self.. He didnt mind it happening anyway.

There was 1 dude in 62 days not abused, and he put him self in cause he saying he lost 2 brother pretty quick and retired or something and he just sitting there, and he going what the fuck is going on here,, He didnt seem depressed but after a day he leaves cause he feeling worse, No therapy straight bordem. mindfulnes sat 9 with all the doors banging is the opposite to what you need and two barques a week were the highlights.. Doctors can only make decision nurses can do meds and not one problem..

So this is getting now up to july last year, i cant work cause im suicidal, and to keep me from utter mind explosion, i start again with documenting all day and night and aderoll again…and bits and peices i have a look in the groups and after a year i see my kids again who have been to hell and back, This disorder hates going to court but they just went off psych;s notes so i lost the kids which i was expecting anyhow, but i could see she hadn’t been messing with them and i had to fix a few things, but since the i found the video she hasnt been at there  minds and even lets them touch her which i never saw.. But the boys been giving me heaps of info to work with..Also 2 dads contacted me as there sons had ADHD and i gave them the run down how it work and bingo bongo they come straight out of ADHD. I just chatting to a person here and a person there i guess a bit of knowledge building..

Then i noticing how the disorder has its own survival like a normal personality and the purpose of mental illness as i always did know its not possible that it be an occurance and good for something, toxic is back, i help or fix a couple teens and they nearly did it all them selves, and i thinking wtf with hospitals, i cant see why they have to be this bad and i don’t see just mass neglect as possible,

These are just dates, to see were i was at(not impartant)

SEPT 23 i was trying for the cause but got nothing and it went hospital talk. SEPT 25 i started how the mind works from the time your born SEPT26 ATTEMPT at whilsst personality disorders are for…. Then JAN 2 im thinking of emotions and and talking the cause and then i stop march 25 i go striaght to you tube job  APRIL 1 i am working on how mind works APRIL i declare i know how mind works    April 4 i declare i know how emotions work APRIL 12 i know all mental health   April 9 i will back myself100,000 i found the mind
Looking around it looks like i know, and just have the way they mind works , with a lot of thing i recalled my life and i gone through the thought in my mind so i got the hesitation
Here is my discovery of the HUMAN MIND
To be honest, this might be a bit early to bring this out. It is right what i say here. But only by default.. If it was not right then you would easily be able to say what a crock of shit and basically nothing would apply… But i know by just how i got to this proof, that its true.. Probably 100 times in a row this is correct.. But with out even thinking about it, during early  development some things are not as straight forward, i havent even looked into autism,torrets alziemers and heaps of outlier type occurances where im assuming there will be a straight forward answer… Even a hard core look into the sexes, creativity,  people with even who can paint and all sorts of things photographic memory.. everything will have logic and there is not magic ,  cant explain occorance, just human error or need more knowledge to process..With the mental illness discovery, every thing fit into this, nothing fits into anything else, of course it right, it only not true from human error at the moment. It true in a reality sense, which i guess where im at

With this discovery of the human mind, im not going into the development years or alot of things. this is the process that takes place and makes us who we are . Things like hormonal influeces mind development and brain washing ,disorders, thinks that are not standard are not here, the basic model might be too hard to explain or understand, this wasnt a quick discovery and this need to be discovered before and progression from here, i will even list some event, fact, possibly even some problems never been solved before.. this will give the answer if correct before even knowing what the problem is.                        Things that are false like the mental health stuff of course will get rejected by this, all things false will get sit out and shown it for what they are, yes i know this, it is very powerful knowledge.. Knowing how emotions work is super powerful… I can discover things to the day i die, stuff already i done with my boys is just ridiculous, knowing the effect it will have on a person in general.. straight up knowing the liers, the psycho paths… i dont even know psychology or philosophy, any thing mind, this is so far ahead, dr phil, tony robbins the lot, i dont know what they say, if its correct it  will be only if it is emotionally correct or i will be able to say, Even if you dont believe or you know better, you wont be able to express it other than by something that is false, or an occourance,not by anything factual,

i know how emotions work, defenceive of discovery wont be happening, If there is some thing real to be added or is clearly wrong and you have the answers, back up the whole fuck showbag like i have, then i will back you, but of course once there just so much pointing in this direction, can not happen, look at every wrong thing that every been discovered, it stand out like tits on a bull , everything mental health at present, where it go..Extactly no where, i can put it in the bin one hundred times over. It is hard to fuck with factual occurances or there is problems every time…. And yes documentation is long and i have years of it and then there will be ten fold then, but in another week there will be more that backs it up and futher progress and if you out of the model it will go know where… To actually be in the model, to understand it, to use it, to believe it, is not possible. You can get to the stage of you think its correct, or that it, but when you apply it to your mind and start seeing it with real life memory recall over and over then your mentallity start to let you have the chance to know it… Once your on the right track basically your mind will do the rest, because this is the mind… i didnt for one second think to discover this my mind proccessing the information available to it went there.. Yes now i believe this is true…

Why… because i went through the mind process it self… recalled something and it fit, it showed up strong over and over that”s why i am who i am. And already in general life, its keeps happening, i will list things and keep adding to them… Try to describe my self helps a couple of percent but knowledge will come from applying it and it will take time… even to get past all the bull shit we been taught and that is part of us emotionally is hard, most people will reject this out of protecting there emotions from knowing there been fed a crock of shit…

Even getting to the point where you understand that emotions work might not be for most, 42 years and i didnt have a clue…\And that knowledge only arrived due to a freak occorance of emotioanal high to get some idea of how emotions even exist, i dont even know the feeling of a women,

If it is then it is move this section on how the mind works to the side and if you get the knowledge one day and this is here then go for it.. Do not let it effect the mental health stuff.

The stuff that im all about, which isnt the discovery or being this that or the other, none of that shit effects me emotionally, At present its just women and children get the absolute insane abuse stamped all over there mind, filth, just beaten into them by there own mind while fuckers who are there to protect them make sure it stays in there, and then want to be thanked for it, and then want that next boy, girl women, like the mother of my children once was,  to go behind closed doors, not even in the open and and be big tough person and abuse a little child, a sneaky weak piece of slim and come out the door feeling good about themselves, and then feeling even better because there protected and then feeling even better because the fooling everyone… this is what abusers have as there reality, its fake whats in there mind, they come up against some reality, and some people educatored on how abusers have this extreme weak centre and the ball starts moving in the right direction, and there is a lot of different things, too many to just keep going with, yes there are many different things that cause mental illness, this is one of them, and its more the serious ones, but its cant be the case and say, here , here is the final paper teacher, how the hell the teacher going to know any of it if it new. she can only say well done, i cant find a problem, i dont believe it even until you feel it in rule life..

We have a set of emotions, those emotions make up who we are at any one point. They are developed from scratch and act independantly from our body,  when we experience something our mind processes it and hive a feeling to it, to indicate good or bad, this then becomes part of our emotions or mind state.

Emotions act with certainty depending on a persons mind state. That mind state is the accumulation of mind processors that occur though ones life. Part of the emotions set is thought process. This start developing quite young, around the age of 3.5yrs old where a childs thought process starts to lengthen and process more than basic child thoughts, Emotions are able to start growing in new ways the were not able to develop due to the limited thought process and knowledge that make up the mind.

Emotions are very weak at this age and and new knowledge and new thoughts can have big impacts as the mindset is only made up of a fraction of an adult.  This window here where thought process development takes place is critical for a child and a big infleuce of the person make up..

Emotions act with certainty but capable of moving in any direction for to make a mindset so that every one is different.

The mind does take on thought through its receptors so there is influence of the mind from biological factors, and the body is part of the processing, but the emotion set has to be independent.

The mind is basically a function of the human body that can ajust to best suit our life style with in what its capable of. They will always reflect mind state and then adjust to best suit. There must be development with in a range they have evolve to have and there strength will reflect the happyness of a person.

Thought process is definetley a developed emotion that is only based on myself, so it will reflect that in everyone, that i believe was established quiet young and may have had a larger than normal impact emotionally than what maybe other thought process.

Anxiety may be a make up of emotions that don”t work the same way. There is a point where anxiety does then  become a disorder, but also other forms are able to to occur along side of. I assume worry(opposite will be the emotion) is part of an emotion that develops anxiety, but doesnt seem to have the same characteristic of emotions development and can from as fast as the situation arises. Any play a major roll in the thought process. There is near certainty that societal change along with the increase in mental illness will be a reason for big increases in anxiety that will lead to increases in depression and should continue at an increasing rate assuming similar society or developed world conditions.

Changes in society will change  mind state in a certain way. Procedures and all things that govern people in any way are not just restriction or freedoms but also will also reflect mindset. Emotions Act in certain ways and if they become part of regular human knowledge it will be a certainty in reaction not chance in any way. They are a pure science and wrong and right answers can be established. A person with general knowlegde on normal soceity emotions and not mental illness can be attained with in months and not years.

This is not meant to be threating as it will be seen to , it just fact, im saying it because emotions act with certainty….. knowing how emotions react will not be a case where a small section a community are emotional, it doesn”t work like that at all, It will be a case that that sections is far superior, mentally in every way and knowledge of society decisions, policys the whole lot even far more than the policy makers, It is a case that decision will not be able to be made that effect others as it will be based on assupmtion that comes up against fact and it goes one way with everytime and is completely over powering in that respect.

Emotional knowledge will not guanantee against mental illness but unless a person remains in there situation and continue to decline with certain mental illness as the goal, its guanteed other than those ways and child abuse type senario… Ather wise its a sure increase in mental strength..

Many things will occur, Evert child under 7 will come out of ADHD, there will be no doubt, People with toxic and worse personalities will not be able to cope with a person with emotional knowledge, This is still so new, i have no thoughts on what age a child should know this.. It is a whole new world.

I can actually go on and not stop…

Other things because it is very related to this.. Psychiatry, obviously is going to be complety fucked if this pushes through, but obviously its only present role of dishing out the pills will have to occur, Everyone in is addicted and it does stop suffering.. But also, this isnt close to being the case that doctors were not aware of child abuse being the issue and was ignored, and many other things. It is not even possible that right across the board, while it may of not been discussed i would not even think about it when it is a 100%certainty that the doctors then selves would of had to surpress that to do the job if they are in contact with mentally ill. Its not a case of a women getting a beaten or a child  having a tough life , it does not work like that at all.  If you kick the cat you kick the dog and then kids and the misses, and the next day unless you been on some extreme mind expierience where you over and over where able for you emotions to experience the most extreme positive reactions known to man over and over, like my boy did, then it can happen.   It also cant happen either because emotions dont act that way. My boy is three and in the prime of his emotional development, Sicko, psycho psych the whole lot of the abusers everyone who says they change and cant show it emotionally, yes are sitting ducks, They can only keep lying and no fucker will believe em. Any psycho type cant respond emotionally as they have a disorder that protects that.. They all will know the answer to the first given question but the follow up will show up…

Psychiatrist will have barriers in place so that they dont have to feel every persons pain and remind them of the suffering they been through, or are going to get thrown back to. The flow of mediation, women young boys. Its not an odd sicko that they see the result of, This is were it all end up, right on the door step of psych with a big sign saying.. Please no more , when will the suffering ever end… “”YES I HAVE THAT MEDICATION FOR THE CHEMICAL imbalance for you..And the chemical imbalance test kit, has gone missing again… over and over… It’s a shit show, and there reaction will be certian like emotions, and the abuse and its therapy time or it emotions thinking about the never ending abuse, unless you haven’t got them and then its people with i would estimate around 1000 times the knowledge of a psychiatrist…. I haven’t seen dr phil, but the best psycholgist, at best squeezed out a couple of lucky guesses and the rest might be ok, but im talking precision. Step into my office and i will blow your fucking mind will be what goes out the door’.. Sounds freaking crazy,,, , It reality at the same time..  It was so difficult to work this all out for so long, for your mind to be just in the zone and to just keep going and you get to the answer, and its the whole lot amounts to the most straight forward thought and logical discovery that doesnt feel that way at all..

When you get there to work it out the knowledge you need is coming from with in so your experiecing the the knowledge in real time, my emotions are processing my own life experience, just plucking from every where thing in my life that reflect who i am, including my own thought processing.. I had been going for 40 hours or so processing focused and it just got to a point where i had the knowledge, the confidence that i hadnt missed anything and everything was getting there, i knew it was going there, and i had good emotion game, and could work things out, and it was even second nature, but my emotions took over thought, which is strange to say as  your emotions are your thoughts and this feeling gets attached to your thoughts, which are the images of your life experiences for me felt more a methodically grind of changed mentally where no effort goes into the whole lot of knowledge… Like this might take thirty hours to write, and i cant write a different one for thirty hours tomorrow.. I don”t need to look back and i got a terrible memory, the whole lot is me now..

My ex, who can read facial expressions better than any one, , who has no emotion her self, it just occurred to me who i spending the day with soon, if i finish this and get it out will match the other 3 most ridiculous things of all time that keep happening, i get nothing out of stupid things occuring.. But seriously, its not a laughing matter and was very unsure two days ago and even cried when she said something about the boys,  So i know the cry, yes its good, and i even let myself believe it, but it s not possible, but i got to remember to act like i didnt know that… Really these are my real family issues, but the was talking about the boys about jimmy and i forgot the situation, shit, sorry, i thinking in typing my thoughts, and that can not happen again… Wow we, that will sound psych ward crazy that, but that is the pinicle of psych… I WILL HAVE TO TAKE THIS OUT AND I NEVER TAKE ANYTHING OUT AND i will explain that my life reached the pinicle of psych and maybe that the crushing that i refered when i said that i found out what she was.. The worst disorder, with exposure is a survival instinct and i max out the other way, is crazy.. i hope she doesnt get this… she wont be able to read it anyway but still, when that your life and that normal that is ridic… well i got to keep on, i cant just never not get there..

Peadophiles, not high on any list, i assume its a disorder that has something to do with not empathy, remorse , felling, pride , i cant see an emotions that they can have, but no emotions set that even resembles bein normal destroys a little child and says a pray the next morning..   I might seem a bit extreme on these whatever they are …rot… but if you knew what they do to the person then it would be me holding you back… That was not my emotions saying that it was me… and i am my emotions and i be holding you back pumping you up, with therapy waiting on completion so you don’t feel the effects like little kids do who are at best mentally ill or a mindset with a freak in it…

Messing with a persons mind is as bad as any act,  Mental illness is not an option, the disorder is the only thing that stops the them tipping them selves Personality disorders are more survival based then the rest of us.  Poor old borderline, stitz, ad bi polar who suffer the most but less infleuces in mindset and been through the worst are the ones most likely to end it..

 

I was going to leave psych to the end, but i kind of covered it. These are the facts… Mental illness is staight up child abused. and abuse in general. You can make the waters a little merky, with a lot of mental illness being causes by the disorders them selves… What is mental illness… itts basically a disorder protecting certain emotions.. When a mother has depression and she is raising a child cant learn from the mother self esteem and they learn depression, mostly with depression as well you do heap less fun things and you want to tell people how much your suffering and its very negative, with narrow range of thought,, and its just as bad as any of the toxic worst lifes a child can have unless its relised, which mostly it isnt.. Also the is toxic and a small amount of bully, type stuff in the depression anxiety range.. its all well below avrage up bringing buut no where near the hard core… Problem is that mental illness start at the hard core except at the other end, which os a disorder, its the worst have nut the suffering is not an issue, ddep ddep down it is but , you feel great for the most bit, even better when you destroy somone life and then see there misery…

If you read this and your see that there is a link to someone you know that fits into the story i just wrote and there  is things that only i you know  that you know i know, then this is just a hello from me, keep it to yourself, i will work out if needed away you can send a message to know youknow.., as i dont think i will come out… also if it is a big opportunity that occurs, with the big dollars that you and your family will be first up. These people are the just some people that ive known, and there just got no bad in em… not just the normal way, and i love anyone who got no bad in em, and thats everyone i know… And every child ever born… but these guys for me emotionally hit the spot when i needed to find inspiration in the sea of suffering and section of life that i never saw for 42 years at all, to remind me that im not alone and when i need to get keep strong and my emotions have these people that they put together in a room and then are so close to adding others, they nearly get there with so many others but they never do and it feel good to think this.. My boys and my grandparents are there to,  but i thought about it, so i have to do it, even if seems weird now

she is proper filth from my boy, yeahman, you know it… I hope you been going good boy..

Rustel,, mate,,, queenslanderrr… hey, what about this milo man,,, you on these wards too..

me best mate,you earnt every fucking one of those beers boy… and plenty more..

the girl is from way back. You had no competision to beat, and your in cause you know

 

Stupid things i said in mental illness support…

 

 

 

 

 

Personality disorders

Personality disorders occur onlyat the same point with all emotions, it is not possikble for a disordr to occur at random. every emotion set has them and they can be removed when the associated emotions are in range.

ADHD occurs because of a thought process problem. Thought process is part of the emotionset up and means the brain is not processing thought. i do not have an opinion on the the function of the brain , but feel ehotions are part of us , possible all of us, possibly the brain, though makes no differnv=

it does seem far mor logically that emotions run through our body as it does seem possibible that hormoes can increase the alertness of emotions

With this discovery of the human mind, im not going into the development years or alot of things. this is the process that takes place and makes us who we are . Things like hormonal influeces mind development and brain washing ,disorders, thinks that are not standard are not here, the basic model might be too hard to explain or understand, this wasnt a quick discovery and this need to be discovered before and progression from here, i will even list some event, fact, possibly even some problems never been solved before.. this will give the answer if correct before even knowing what the problem is. Things that are false like the mental health stuff of course will get rejected by this, all things false will get sit out and shown it for what they are, yes i know this, it is very powerful knowledge.. Knowing how emotions work is super powerful… I can discover thing to the day i die, stuff alredy i done with my boys is just ridiculous, know the effect it will have on a person in general.. straight up knowing the liers, the psycho paths… i dont even know psychology or philosophy, any thing mind, this is so far ahead, dr phil, tony robbins the lot, i dont know what they say, if its correct it  will be only if it is emotionally correct or i will be able to say, Even if you dont believe or you know better, you wont be able to express it other than by something that is false, or an occourance,not by anything factual, i know how emotions work, defenceive of discovery wont be happening, If there is some thing real to be added or is clearly wrong and you have the ansers, back up the whole fuck showbag like i have, then i will back you, but of course once there just so much pointing in this direction, can not happen, look at every wrong thing that every been discovered, it stand out like tits on a bull , everything mental health at present, where it go..Extactly no where, i can put it in the bin one hundred times over. It is hard to fuck with factual occurances or there is problems every time…. And yes documentation is long and i have years of it and then there will be ten fold then, but in anther week there will be more that backs it up and futher progress and if you out of the modelit will go know where… To actually be in the model, to understand it, to use it, to believe it, is not possible. You can get to the stage of you think its correct, or that it, but when you apply it to your mind and start seeing it with real life memory recall over and over then your mentallity start to let you have the chance to know it… Once your on the right track basically your mind will do the rest, because this is the mind… i didnt for one second think to discover this my mind proccessing the information available to it went there.. Yes now i believe this is true… Why… because i went through the mind process it self… recalled something and it fit, it showed up strong over and over thats why i am who i am. And already in general life, its keeps happening, i will list things and keep adding to them… Try to describe my self helps a couple of percent but knowledge will come from applying it and it will take time… even to get pest all the bull shit we been taught and that is part of us emotionally is hard, most people will reject this out of protecting there emotions from knowing there been fed a crock of shit… Even getting to the point where you understand that emotions work might not be for most, 42 years and i didnt have a clue… and then my were exteme high to get a bit of knowledge, maybe women have an advantage, i dont even know the feeling of a women, maybde an this is very possible that there is a lot of jumps to get to this point to be able to believe this, If it is then it is move this section on how the mind works to the side and if you get the knowledge one day and this is here then go for it.. Do not let it effect the mental health stuff. The stuff that im all about, which isnt the discovery or being this that or the other, none of that shit effects me emotionally, At present its just women and children get the absolute insane abuse stamped all over there mind, filth, just beaten into them by there own mind while fuckers who are there to protect them make sure it stays in there, and then want to be thanked for it, and then want that next boy, girl women, like the mother of my childrenonce was,  to gog behind closed doors, not even in the open and and be big tough person and abuse a little child, a sneaky weak piece of slim and come out the door feeling good about themselves, and then feeling even better because there protected and then feeling even better because the fooling everyone… this is what abusers have as there reality, its fake whats in there mind, they come up against some reality, and some people educatored on how abusers have this extreme weak centre and the ball starts moving in the right direction, and there is a lot of different things, too many to just keep going with, yes there are many different things that cause mental illness, this is one of them, and its more the serious ones, but its cant be the case and say, here , here is the final paper teacher, how the hell the teacher going to know any of it if it new. she can only say well done, i cant find a problem, i dont believe it even until you feel it in rule life..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

With this discovery of the human mind, im not going into the development years or alot of things. this is the process that takes place and makes us who we are . Things like hormonal influeces mind development and brain washing ,disorders, thinks that are not standard are not here, the basic model might be too hard to explain or understand, this wasnt a quick discovery and this need to be discovered before and progression from here, i will even list some event, fact, possibly even some problems never been solved before.. this will give the answer if correct before even knowing what the problem is. Things that are false like the mental health stuff of course will get rejected by this, all things false will get sit out and shown it for what they are, yes i know this, it is very powerful knowledge.. Knowing how emotions work is super powerful… I can discover thing to the day i die, stuff alredy i done with my boys is just ridiculous, know the effect it will have on a person in general.. straight up knowing the liers, the psycho paths… i dont even know psychology or philosophy, any thing mind, this is so far ahead, dr phil, tony robbins the lot, i dont know what they say, if its correct it  will be only if it is emotionally correct or i will be able to say, Even if you dont believe or you know better, you wont be able to express it other than by something that is false, or an occourance,not by anything factual, i know how emotions work, defenceive of discovery wont be happening, If there is some thing real to be added or is clearly wrong and you have the ansers, back up the whole fuck showbag like i have, then i will back you, but of course once there just so much pointing in this direction, can not happen, look at every wrong thing that every been discovered, it stand out like tits on a bull , everything mental health at present, where it go..Extactly no where, i can put it in the bin one hundred times over. It is hard to fuck with factual occurances or there is problems every time…. And yes documentation is long and i have years of it and then there will be ten fold then, but in anther week there will be more that backs it up and futher progress and if you out of the modelit will go know where… To actually be in the model, to understand it, to use it, to believe it, is not possible. You can get to the stage of you think its correct, or that it, but when you apply it to your mind and start seeing it with real life memory recall over and over then your mentallity start to let you have the chance to know it… Once your on the right track basically your mind will do the rest, because this is the mind… i didnt for one second think to discover this my mind proccessing the information available to it went there.. Yes now i believe this is true… Why… because i went through the mind process it self… recalled something and it fit, it showed up strong over and over thats why i am who i am. And already in general life, its keeps happening, i will list things and keep adding to them… Try to describe my self helps a couple of percent but knowledge will come from applying it and it will take time… even to get pest all the bull shit we been taught and that is part of us emotionally is hard, most people will reject this out of protecting there emotions from knowing there been fed a crock of shit… Even getting to the point where you understand that emotions work might not be for most, 42 years and i didnt have a clue… and then my were exteme high to get a bit of knowledge, maybe women have an advantage, i dont even know the feeling of a women, maybde an this is very possible that there is a lot of jumps to get to this point to be able to believe this, If it is then it is move this section on how the mind works to the side and if you get the knowledge one day and this is here then go for it.. Do not let it effect the mental health stuff. The stuff that im all about, which isnt the discovery or being this that or the other, none of that shit effects me emotionally, At present its just women and children get the absolute insane abuse stamped all over there mind, filth, just beaten into them by there own mind while fuckers who are there to protect them make sure it stays in there, and then want to be thanked for it, and then want that next boy, girl women, like the mother of my childrenonce was,  to gog behind closed doors, not even in the open and and be big tough person and abuse a little child, a sneaky weak piece of slim and come out the door feeling good about themselves, and then feeling even better because there protected and then feeling even better because the fooling everyone… this is what abusers have as there reality, its fake whats in there mind, they come up against some reality, and some people educatored on how abusers have this extreme weak centre and the ball starts moving in the right direction, and there is a lot of different things, too many to just keep going with, yes there are many different things that cause mental illness, this is one of them, and its more the serious ones, but its cant be the case and say, here , here is the final paper teacher, how the hell the teacher going to know any of it if it new. she can only say well done, i cant find a problem, i dont believe it even until you feel it in rule life..

Personality disorders

Personality disorders occur onlyat the same point with all emotions, it is not possikble for a disordr to occur at random. every emotion set has them and they can be removed when the associated emotions are in range.

ADHD occurs because of a thought process problem. Thought process is part of the emotionset up and means the brain is not processing thought. i do not have an opinion on the the function of the brain , but feel ehotions are part of us , possible all of us, possibly the brain, though makes no differnv=

it does seem far mor logically that emotions run through our body as it does seem possibible that hormoes can increase the alertness of emotions

Personality disorders

Personality disorders occur onlyat the same point with all emotions, it is not possikble for a disordr to occur at random. every emotion set has them and they can be removed when the associated emotions are in range.

ADHD occurs because of a thought process problem. Thought process is part of the emotionset up and means the brain is not processing thought. i do not have an opinion on the the function of the brain , but feel ehotions are part of us , possible all of us, possibly the brain, though makes no differnv=

it does seem far mor logically that emotions run through our body as it does seem possibible that hormoes can increase the alertness of

Personality disorders

Personality disorders occur onlyat the same point with all emotions, it is not possikble for a disordr to occur at random. every emotion set has them and they can be removed when the associated emotions are in range.

ADHD occurs because of a thought process problem. Thought process is part of the emotionset up and means the brain is not processing thought. i do not have an opinion on the the function of the brain , but feel ehotions are part of us , possible all of us, possibly the brain, though makes no differnv=

it does seem far mor logically that emotions run through our body as it does seem possibible that hormoes can increase the alertness of emotions

Personality disorders

Personality disorders occur onlyat the same point with all emotions, it is not possikble for a disordr to occur at random. every emotion set has them and they can be removed when the associated emotions are in range.

ADHD occurs because of a thought process problem. Thought process is part of the emotionset up and means the brain is not processing thought. i do not have an opinion on the the function of the brain , but feel ehotions are part of us , possible all of us, possibly the brain, though makes no differnv=

it does seem far mor logically that emotions run through our body as it does seem possibible that hormoes can increase the alertness of emotions

Here is my discovery of the HUMAN MIND

To be honest, this might be a bit early to bring this out. It is right what i say here. But only by default.. If it was not right then you would easily be able to say what a crock of shit and basically nothing would apply… But i know by just how i got to this proof, that its true.. Probably 100 times in a row this is correct.. But with out even thinking about it, during early  development some things are not as straight forward, i havent even looked into autism,torrets alziemers and heaps of outlier type occurances where im assuming there will be a straight forward answer… Even a hard core look into the sexes, creativity,  peoplewith even who can paint and all sorts of things photographic memory.. everything will have logic and there is not magic ,  cant explain occorance, just human error or need more knowledge to process..With the mental illness dicovery, every thing fit into this, nothing fits into anything else, of course it right, it only not true from human errorat the moment. It true in a reality sense, which i guess where im at

With this discovery of the human mind, im not going into the development years or alot of things. this is the process that takes place and makes us who we are . Things like hormonal influeces mind development and brain washing ,disorders, thinks that are not standard are not here, the basic model might be too hard to explain or understand, this wasnt a quick discovery and this need to be discovered before and progression from here, i will even list some event, fact, possibly even some problems never been solved before.. this will give the answer if correct before even knowing what the problem is. Things that are false like the mental health stuff of course will get rejected by this, all things false will get sit out and shown it for what they are, yes i know this, it is very powerful knowledge.. Knowing how emotions work is super powerful… I can discover thing to the day i die, stuff alredy i done with my boys is just ridiculous, know the effect it will have on a person in general.. straight up knowing the liers, the psycho paths… i dont even know psychology or philosophy, any thing mind, this is so far ahead, dr phil, tony robbins the lot, i dont know what they say, if its correct it  will be only if it is emotionally correct or i will be able to say, Even if you dont believe or you know better, you wont be able to express it other than by something that is false, or an occourance,not by anything factual, i know how emotions work, defenceive of discovery wont be happening, If there is some thing real to be added or is clearly wrong and you have the ansers, back up the whole fuck showbag like i have, then i will back you, but of course once there just so much pointing in this direction, can not happen, look at every wrong thing that every been discovered, it stand out like tits on a bull , everything mental health at present, where it go..Extactly no where, i can put it in the bin one hundred times over. It is hard to fuck with factual occurances or there is problems every time…. And yes documentation is long and i have years of it and then there will be ten fold then, but in anther week there will be more that backs it up and futher progress and if you out of the modelit will go know where… To actually be in the model, to understand it, to use it, to believe it, is not possible. You can get to the stage of you think its correct, or that it, but when you apply it to your mind and start seeing it with real life memory recall over and over then your mentallity start to let you have the chance to know it… Once your on the right track basically your mind will do the rest, because this is the mind… i didnt for one second think to discover this my mind proccessing the information available to it went there.. Yes now i believe this is true… Why… because i went through the mind process it self… recalled something and it fit, it showed up strong over and over thats why i am who i am. And already in general life, its keeps happening, i will list things and keep adding to them… Try to describe my self helps a couple of percent but knowledge will come from applying it and it will take time… even to get pest all the bull shit we been taught and that is part of us emotionally is hard, most people will reject this out of protecting there emotions from knowing there been fed a crock of shit… Even getting to the point where you understand that emotions work might not be for most, 42 years and i didnt have a clue… and then my were exteme high to get a bit of knowledge, maybe women have an advantage, i dont even know the feeling of a women, maybde an this is very possible that there is a lot of jumps to get to this point to be able to believe this, If it is then it is move this section on how the mind works to the side and if you get the knowledge one day and this is here then go for it.. Do not let it effect the mental health stuff. The stuff that im all about, which isnt the discovery or being this that or the other, none of that shit effects me emotionally, At present its just women and children get the absolute insane abuse stamped all over there mind, filth, just beaten into them by there own mind while fuckers who are there to protect them make sure it stays in there, and then want to be thanked for it, and then want that next boy, girl women, like the mother of my childrenonce was,  to gog behind closed doors, not even in the open and and be big tough person and abuse a little child, a sneaky weak piece of slim and come out the door feeling good about themselves, and then feeling even better because there protected and then feeling even better because the fooling everyone… this is what abusers have as there reality, its fake whats in there mind, they come up against some reality, and some people educatored on how abusers have this extreme weak centre and the ball starts moving in the right direction, and there is a lot of different things, too many to just keep going with, yes there are many different things that cause mental illness, this is one of them, and its more the serious ones, but its cant be the case and say, here , here is the final paper teacher, how the hell the teacher going to know any of it if it new. she can only say well done, i cant find a problem, i dont believe it even until you feel it in rule life..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

ADHD —- JUST CONFIDENCE AND THOUGHT

Fixing adhd is all about fixing confidence thought.. Extending thought

I hope that this gets to a few people and they experience what myself and three other dads experienced when our boys(sorry girls) all boys came out of ADHD simply cause we knew what the problem was and how to fix it.It will seem really simple but it normal to never get to what the problem ever was because we dont know about mental illness and how it works. And mental health don’t know about it either, so the smallest little problem never ends and its sad for me when the information is now out there but Psychiatry wont accept any input other than from there own community.

I should make it absolutley clear first that the boys were only 4,5,5 and six and it will be easier the younger they are. But its the same with all mental illness and it occurs when there is a problem in the mind that effect a there emotion that need to be developing  as thats what we do.  You have to remember also so that young kids are a very weak still emotionally, they drop there car or a bit tired and it could cause a melt down.  In my case around the age of 3.5 i noticed my boy losing a bit of confidence and more over i noticed he wasnt thinking much. He was going in the direction where he didn’t think to play with his toys, he didnt speak until someone else did and it was like a reaction without thought he would just disagree and then he would have to stop as there were no words he could think of.. And gradually this got worse and he was even mimicking his little brother lying on the floor as a 3 month old as the best thing, he could come up with, it got worse quick and i remember calling it zero confidence cause at the time i hadnt realized he brain stopped working. Then gradually his friends drop of real quick because he would interupted them to do what he wanted and he had nothing he could tell them after he interupted them,And things in the play ground sting hard when there that old.. i was catching on by now and i couldnt remember the last time he even said anything relevant,. They not thinking so there standing around trying to get an idea even to move from just standing in a spot and its most all about not being able to think which stemmed from losing attention span. i was beside my self and i didnt even think what to do i was just sad for the boy. He was like happy to even have you say something which at least it triggered him to  move and blurt out something.. Oh yeah i missed this important bit, as he losing attention and his thinking falling short he doing the wrong thing more often and you telling him no all the time and he doesnt understand that well why its no and it like stopping his thoughts even more. So its all things like that and i could repeat em over again a few times but one day he come home and had been bitten like ten days in a row, no mark or anything but i said to him, dont you care that he bite you and i remember it like it happen 2 seconds ago and it was the first time he had used his mind for so long and he said he is my only friend, so he had lost em all and his last one kept biting him cause my boy would interupt him the minute he tried to do something usually like being a bit quiet and having time to himself. So i rang a couple of dads and they were like NO, no problem here, so i rang the kindy and we were chatting and i got to the point and a meeting arranged and i said i only want the answer to this question only as they were not giving me anything and trying to get the biter out of the kindy on psych grounds, but i wanted to know why my boy was the only one being bitten, and i even knew the answer by now as i seen how he interupted ever time at the wrong time and i knew the little boy was a good boy.. But im at the stage of going out of my mind cause my boy is as good as fucked, the kindy dont even notice and couldnt answer my question why only my boy getting bitten and was talking about the bitter and i was going how can you not see he is fucked… And im a good thinker and just lucky i come to some fucking idea and i said i dont give a fuck how long it takes i will fix this and everything else can fuck off until its done, i was like trying to think what to do and i come up with i aint saying no i ain”t walking away we hang till he had enough and we just go and do what comes up’. But it was all confidence and attension to him and he knew i had wronged even but he was ready to give me another chance and at first i was helping him think a bit and always just talking and in no time at all after hours and hours he started saying some really cool thing again, and i said to a few people only at the five hour mark you here the special thing, It really was like he was there doing his best and there was no thought and it the parent who got to keep  that ticking over ever know and then cause they can loose confidence still in ther ability even to switch on and think.. Like there got to be encouraged to think and to think a certain way so they get an answer, and also that have to learn a few things all together at that age so they can think and sometime they might of missed something so there trying to think like all the other kids and they havent got all the learning, I didnt stop there as i was enjoying it now hanging out and he went right back to the very top and that bit of work made life easy and was loving to think and çonfidence, and i just worked it all out from emotions what to do.. Even the disorder though tells you what the problem is when you understand it, but instead of going into even lower confidence and less thought and that and getting more no and bored and everything they got that adhd that protects there emotion cause the disorder acts like that with blasting out words and not long attension span and heaps of erradict behaviour cause that still think fuck all and just doing the easiest stupid thin and you trying to make him listen or what ever and he always fucking up and not getting to the point were he here enough of what you say and the thinks and the acts its short spirt an quick thought and then change all the time. , But people never get the problem amd i swear if you were even aware of this emotions thing you be super parent with half the work. If it hasnt  been two many years it work for sure and 100%fixed like they never had it… Same as the other three blokes, they were like yeah of course.. but i ended up right into the mental health shit and worked every thing out why i am like i am and all that and just stuff like i was switch off for thirteen years, my whole school life for some subjects and was because i missed a bit or wasnt interested and thirteen years so there with no thought like maybe should listen or what ever. and no one noiticed and im bottom in these few subject with the complete doe does and matha i switch and confident and it was all good.. With adhd, like you might be saying something or argueing or fuck look at you phone or just not be there for you chi;ld and that all they see, there lifeline turning there back on  em and a he just cant work it out and mind isnt like grown ups that always thinking, nothing to think about it stoppes and a person just needed to be help.. You see it all the time with kids for years, like they be singing and there got no word that can rhyme or they can only focus on the tv, or cant put the shoes on and hoping you do it and things are always slacking off, even how they process dropping something when there young, you need to say its ok  and pick em up and show to stand and 2 second later its all good, buts when you aware, its just to easy and it all stick out. And once you know what to look for you get really good very quick and knowing anything before it comes up.. Its with everyone, its all easy after you been told’.. But this pisses me off  a bit, so i did a real detailed thing even all the dtuff me and him and how good it was to and the best thing i ever expirienced and made sure like that if someone did it then it would work for sure and i give it to a couple of blokes and they were like you found the cure or the cause and i would of been pumped and they introduced to a couple of research psych places and they wouldn;t even take it from there own.. They wouldn;t look and they not even looking at the problem and i know wm all ‘.. And thousand of places are all  not even looking at mental health and making all sorts of false cliams, but they wont even tell a parent something that will work and it take 5 minutes, and if there young its so easy even and im like you fuckers, kids everyone cause they wont even research the right area, and all there proof they ever had is this emotions bull shit and the whole world gone mad an will go mad for sure, we are all gonners and mental health has actually never had a break through mother fuckers

ADHD —- JUST CONFIDENCE AND THOUGHT

Fixing adhd is all about fixing confidence thought.. Extending thought

I hope that this gets to a few people and they experience what myself and three other dads experienced when our boys(sorry girls) all boys came out of ADHD simply cause we knew what the problem was and how to fix it.It will seem really simple but it normal to never get to what the problem ever was because we dont know about mental illness and how it works. And mental health don’t know about it either, so the smallest little problem never ends and its sad for me when the information is now out there but Psychiatry wont accept any input other than from there own community.

I should make it absolutley clear first that the boys were only 4,5,5 and six and it will be easier the younger they are. But its the same with all mental illness and it occurs when there is a problem in the mind that effect a there emotion that need to be developing  as thats what we do.  You have to remember also so that young kids are a very weak still emotionally, they drop there car or a bit tired and it could cause a melt down.  In my case around the age of 3.5 i noticed my boy losing a bit of confidence and more over i noticed he wasnt thinking much. He was going in the direction where he didn’t think to play with his toys, he didnt speak until someone else did and it was like a reaction without thought he would just disagree and then he would have to stop as there were no words he could think of.. And gradually this got worse and he was even mimicking his little brother lying on the floor as a 3 month old as the best thing, he could come up with, it got worse quick and i remember calling it zero confidence cause at the time i hadnt realized he brain stopped working. Then gradually his friends drop of real quick because he would interupted them to do what he wanted and he had nothing he could tell them after he interupted them,And things in the play ground sting hard when there that old.. i was catching on by now and i couldnt remember the last time he even said anything relevant,. They not thinking so there standing around trying to get an idea even to move from just standing in a spot and its most all about not being able to think which stemmed from losing attention span. i was beside my self and i didnt even think what to do i was just sad for the boy. He was like happy to even have you say something which at least it triggered him to  move and blurt out something.. Oh yeah i missed this important bit, as he losing attention and his thinking falling short he doing the wrong thing more often and you telling him no all the time and he doesnt understand that well why its no and it like stopping his thoughts even more. So its all things like that and i could repeat em over again a few times but one day he come home and had been bitten like ten days in a row, no mark or anything but i said to him, dont you care that he bite you and i remember it like it happen 2 seconds ago and it was the first time he had used his mind for so long and he said he is my only friend, so he had lost em all and his last one kept biting him cause my boy would interupt him the minute he tried to do something usually like being a bit quiet and having time to himself. So i rang a couple of dads and they were like NO, no problem here, so i rang the kindy and we were chatting and i got to the point and a meeting arranged and i said i only want the answer to this question only as they were not giving me anything and trying to get the biter out of the kindy on psych grounds, but i wanted to know why my boy was the only one being bitten, and i even knew the answer by now as i seen how he interupted ever time at the wrong time and i knew the little boy was a good boy.. But im at the stage of going out of my mind cause my boy is as good as fucked, the kindy dont even notice and couldnt answer my question why only my boy getting bitten and was talking about the bitter and i was going how can you not see he is fucked… And im a good thinker and just lucky i come to some fucking idea and i said i dont give a fuck how long it takes i will fix this and everything else can fuck off until its done, i was like trying to think what to do and i come up with i aint saying no i ain”t walking away we hang till he had enough and we just go and do what comes up’. But it was all confidence and attension to him and he knew i had wronged even but he was ready to give me another chance and at first i was helping him think a bit and always just talking and in no time at all after hours and hours he started saying some really cool thing again, and i said to a few people only at the five hour mark you here the special thing, It really was like he was there doing his best and there was no thought and it the parent who got to keep  that ticking over ever know and then cause they can loose confidence still in ther ability even to switch on and think.. Like there got to be encouraged to think and to think a certain way so they get an answer, and also that have to learn a few things all together at that age so they can think and sometime they might of missed something so there trying to think like all the other kids and they havent got all the learning, I didnt stop there as i was enjoying it now hanging out and he went right back to the very top and that bit of work made life easy and was loving to think and çonfidence, and i just worked it all out from emotions what to do.. Even the disorder though tells you what the problem is when you understand it, but instead of going into even lower confidence and less thought and that and getting more no and bored and everything they got that adhd that protects there emotion cause the disorder acts like that with blasting out words and not long attension span and heaps of erradict behaviour cause that still think fuck all and just doing the easiest stupid thin and you trying to make him listen or what ever and he always fucking up and not getting to the point were he here enough of what you say and the thinks and the acts its short spirt an quick thought and then change all the time. , But people never get the problem amd i swear if you were even aware of this emotions thing you be super parent with half the work. If it hasnt  been two many years it work for sure and 100%fixed like they never had it… Same as the other three blokes, they were like yeah of course.. but i ended up right into the mental health shit and worked every thing out why i am like i am and all that and just stuff like i was switch off for thirteen years, my whole school life for some subjects and was because i missed a bit or wasnt interested and thirteen years so there with no thought like maybe should listen or what ever. and no one noiticed and im bottom in these few subject with the complete doe does and matha i switch and confident and it was all good.. With adhd, like you might be saying something or argueing or fuck look at you phone or just not be there for you chi;ld and that all they see, there lifeline turning there back on  em and a he just cant work it out and mind isnt like grown ups that always thinking, nothing to think about it stoppes and a person just needed to be help.. You see it all the time with kids for years, like they be singing and there got no word that can rhyme or they can only focus on the tv, or cant put the shoes on and hoping you do it and things are always slacking off, even how they process dropping something when there young, you need to say its ok  and pick em up and show to stand and 2 second later its all good, buts when you aware, its just to easy and it all stick out. And once you know what to look for you get really good very quick and knowing anything before it comes up.. Its with everyone, its all easy after you been told’.. But this pisses me off  a bit, so i did a real detailed thing even all the dtuff me and him and how good it was to and the best thing i ever expirienced and made sure like that if someone did it then it would work for sure and i give it to a couple of blokes and they were like you found the cure or the cause and i would of been pumped and they introduced to a couple of research psych places and they wouldn;t even take it from there own.. They wouldn;t look and they not even looking at the problem and i know wm all ‘.. And thousand of places are all  not even looking at mental health and making all sorts of false cliams, but they wont even tell a parent something that will work and it take 5 minutes, and if there young its so easy even and im like you fuckers, kids everyone cause they wont even research the right area, and all there proof they ever had is this emotions bull shit and the whole world gone mad an will go mad for sure, we are all gonners and mental health has actually never had a break through mother fuckers

$100,000 PSYCHIATRY CHALLANGE.. WORLDS BIGGEST DISCOVERY EVER 1

I’m offering $100,000 to any Psychiatrist or anyone who can challenge any of what i have discovered about Mental Health. That the current system and this is world wide, has got a few things wrong and is causing some very big problems, and i mean ginormous problems…Gigantuous.. it dont get bigger than this one kids…It’s not the most interest topic of choice i know that and i will explain everything first before i get into it….

I want to be up front and try to gain a bit of trust first by saying, yes this is a bit gimmicky, im totally aware of that and i have done it for a reason and not trying to be better than any one else. Im just trying to draw attention to what i have discovered, It is easily the biggest and most important thing in history, but if it isn’t used then it’means nothing. Im not looking for fame, i really dont want that’, I never set out to do something extrodinary, Im actually just a regular bloke. Im a tradesman, just finished work. I never even tried to discover anything. I just had a problem and tried to fix it.. i think i will go into my personality, my emotions, whats in my mind because thats what i used to solve it.. I will try and relate things to what others have been through so you can realte, understand  and are interested, as soon as something is not understood, the mind goes else where.  You will also notice im a terrible writer, i know that.. I also want to point out that i can’t just explain things the way i would like, i need to make it understandable to general folk as that is who this is for, but i know it wasn’t that long ago that i thought i knew a bit about mental health like everyone else but when i looked into my little problem i had the story in my head did not match up at all. I thought some people were crazy and that was as far as my thoughts went.. Mental health and what is put out there to the general population is a complete pile of nothing. It’s a closed house to those inside and no one is allowed in… This is why i have to put on this big show i dont want ‘to and will explain more later..

What i discovered or solved is how the Mind and emotions work… That doesnt sound that impressive even does it. Sounds crazy if anything but i will list some of the things just so you get the general idea… I know the cause of mental illness, I know how a little kid get ADHD, i know how you get depression, schitzophrenia, I know how you become a psychopath, the whole lot. Some things mental health are already know, or they know it cause a certain amount, but i know the rest as well,  I know why teenage girls are getting depression, how you get anxiety… All the mental illness i dont know about i can work out no trouble as well… But when you truely understand the mind and how it works together you also know a lot of other things to, its never ending really, I know how to be happy, i know why a rich person my be sad, i know stuff like the effects of religion, discimination, war, i know what a kid goes through if his bullied, parents split, the whole lot, i know why people are addicted to certain things, criminal minds, self-esteem, confidence, why your lazy, why your driven, why someone toxic. Basically i know or can workout from how someone is emotionally and some relevant questions as to whats what.. Everyone has the same emotions at birth, they can only adjust to what they have experienced and they work the same for everyone. They are just able to adapt to your life, There is no such thing as being born bad, sad or glad. the whole lot have to be learned from scratch. You might believe a child can just be bad, or he was born a sicko but its not possible. You cant change into something you are not even aware that exist. There will be a reason everyone turned out just the way they are. When things dont make sense then disorders are in the equation and then they make sense agian. But the stance held for all most mental illnesses is that they don;t know the cause.. And this leads to some pretty big problems i will explain later… But one little problem is that when you dont know the cause, you cant fix the problem, and this problem is getting pretty dam big, and its getting bigger fast…and it will keep getting bigger and bigger.. Its general knowledge but will probably shock most people but there is no cure either. So in mental health there is no one getting better or recovering.. Its a system where everyone has to rely on the experts who dont know the cause and the cure.. I think it might be the only profession where this happens. This is my opinion, but its true, there not going to work it out either, there not even on the right track.. There is research going on everywhere for every illness and i can say with 100% certainty that they wont find a dam thing. Might as well light money on fire.. I should probably say, that i dont have a problem with mental health, or go around bugging government agencies, I dont cause any problems to anyone… Just looks that way at the moment’..

Í should probably explain what mental illness is for the average joe shmoe… A lot of it is anxiety and depression, they often go hand in hand. Most mental illness start when you a child and you never get rid of it for the most part… When you got either or both your life is pretty much fucked then. The suffering is pretty extreme and a lot more than you might think. Your not crazy or anything like that. You have a disorder and for depression your always thinking negatively and that makes you feel aweful. Anxiety you worry about everything and then not doing anything about it and that feels awefull as well and those are real simple ways of putting it. So why cant you just be positive and power through it, most regular people cant understand… People with depression also get frustrated by no one understanding also and if it was all that easy then there would not be a problem, but its a disorder and its called that for a reason and that is it makes you think this negative stuff all the time and isnt intersted in anything positive.. Its hard to be positive when a disorder has taken over you that pretty much isn’t interested in any thing..

So with in mental health, they know what depression is and all illnesses but there is no real understanding, Yes its a disorder, but there is a reason why this disorder happened and everyone should know about it not just doctors. If your doing fine mentally and life is good, you wont get a mental illness… This is going to sound so basic, but no body know this little import thing and it’s so obvious even… I think it could go down as the stupidest thing in history, but this is how off track things have got in psych…. You get a mental illness when you are suffering mentally and emotionally and it happens at a certain point. Things have got to be bad for you and then you get a mental illness.. And its really important to know this. Because once you know this any dummy can work out from there that there was some issue before the mental illness to make you feel bad in the first place.. Like even this would be a huge step in the right direction for mental health. Pretty much they just want to know if mental illness runs in the family. Also what is anyone thinking about when some one first presents as a mental illness.. But the scope of thought doesnt go that way… A girl 13 with say depression comes in and doesnt want to live anymore and is all down and the thought process goes as far as that means she has depression.. But she has depression for a reason now and thats because for a long time she has been feeling sad. And there was a reason she was feeling sad as well. Now this reason might be something not to serious, but there will be a reason and it often a nice one either. It is usually some form of abuse. but it can be other things that are not considered abuse but this is a 13 year old girl, a little innocent child who doesnt want to live anymore and no one wants to know the reason why’. Obviously if you dont know the reason why you cant help her in the way of therapy and one day recovery.. So she is basically stuck with no idea why she has depression or no ideas how to get better. She is 13 she is not going to be able to work it out herself, i can tell you for sure it wasn’t her fault either, so why is no one even interested in the answer which i will get to… So what happens to this girl then. She is given medication for what maybe a chemical imbalance.. Its been about 50 yrs now since someone came up with this idea of chemical imbalance. Still to this day there will be another annoucement of how researches may of found the cause of depression as they can see differnces in two different brains , then you never here about it after that. There will always show the two brains and point out the difference even, it will only say researchers and it will only say could be the break through.. Little secret here, When you dont know much about something your not that interested in it. You will probably skip over it but also you wont remember it much so you wont believe it.. You put a picture there and presto you now know its true as you seen it with your own two eyes and depression is caused by a chemical imbalance.. Hard working researches have saved the day and everything is good.. But here is the real truth, in 50 yrs now they have never found any chemicals in the brain. The technology was there long ago to see everything. Of course that doesnt prove there are none, but it goes a little deeper than that, they dont even know where the mind is. Á picture of the mind has never been seen. And it doesnt even matter íf there are chemicals in the brain as the brain just processes what is in the mind. Not only is it believed that a chemical imbalance is the cause of mental illness despite never finding that, to then give medication to people, children and not tell them what it is really doing is not something i would want to happen to my child.. Being told that also doesnt allow for child or parent to know the real reason and be able to recover as they know the problem.. When a child is 13 it is a lot easy to recover than say a 25 year old person. Its not that difficult even, but to give a child not only no way how to help themselves, but to hinder it telling them something never even seen before is cruelty. She has got to live in suffering without anyone knowing why. Yes it does reduce the suffering, but it does it by damaging the brain. But they say its a chemical imbalance and that is not the case…

What happens and its common knowledge is that your brain process something  in your mind,  for example “everybody hates me”, would be a common one for depression and sends it to your emotions so that you feel the thought… Thats right, shitty thoughts make you feel bad, and at the junction where it is transferred  the medication effect this, and yes it is a chemical, no it is not imbalanced, but it deadens or numbs the transfer. It causes all kinds of side effects and is super addictive .. But it also numbs any happy feelings as well and the ability to work out naturally that negative thoughts cause you to feel bad.. How the drugs work show there are no chemicals in the brain and in 50yrs never seen any different but we still believe its true. Nothing has ever been seen that there is a biological link either, and research still tries to find that link to, but a large percentage of mental illness comes down to that..Then there are enviromental factors especially abuse that is the only cause they have seen millions of times over that is ignored and not researched or any link similar to that is mind boggling. What they know not to be true is basically how you get mental illness.

I dont want to imply that it is the only reason how you get mentally ill as there are other causes but it is a very good indicator,  but wouldnt it makes sense to at least consider, what a child goes through mentally from some form of abuse to become mentally ill and see if its similar to what someone goes through mentally without being abused to become mentally ill and then work out why from there. Yes i know the answer. Being real basic if you got trouble on your mind and its going round and round constantly from anything eventually something could happen surely could be looked at when trying find why people get mentally ill, but there is nothing . Its insanity. Its worse than any personality disorder i know of to have a system that could be like this…

I will explain how it all works and some concepts as its not general knowledge. There is the brain, this processes what is in the mind and sends it to your emotions where you get some feeling from what you have just thought, makes an adjustment and then sends it back to the brain and is stored away in the mind.. Thats the basics’… So how does this process sometimes be effected by a mental illness has to be asked.. Is it just bad luck, is it a chemical, has some thing gone wrong with this process, is it genetics, is something going on that not supposed to and causing mental illness might be asked, what is going wrong that causes what seems life long suffering, we know its got something to do with abuse, so what does abuse to to this system that ends up with someone becoming mentally ill might be relevant. Its not a very good system when a child is abused and then for good measure has to live the rest of his life with mental illness, That the definition of cruelty. There is a lot to analyse but there all questions easily answered.

Clearly mental health cant be that easily solved or someone would of done it by now. Im not special at all, i dont believe any one is either. To tell you the truth, i think we are all the same. So how did i do it, how did i solve this puzzle that is the mind or psychology,   The answer is the same way as everything else, i gained the knowledge that allowed my brain to process it to an answer and that is the point here. I worked it out because i had no knowledge of mental health to start. What is learned or what is published is not correct in some key areas, and when you apply them you can not progress, you have to learn and learn the right way or its generally impossible to solve anything. So i obviously was able to gain knowledge in my general life and i solved the rest.  Whilst i am just a normal guy i do use my brain in an different way to most.  I think mostly in mathematics. When i was 3 i guess my older sister like to pretend she was a teacher and she used to teach me maths, i can barely remember i was that young, i dont remember the actual learning much, just one wierd thing she done, but it must of been a fair bit because cause i was 4.5 when i started school and i knew my times tables already.  I liked working things out and just got good at working out ways to work things out. At school i was good at anything that worked logically, and then the rest i was right down at the bottom.  There rest i lost interest and switched off, English and anything creative i would switch off and then switch back on for what i was interested in and that because i understood it. And i understood what to do if i didn’t and that was learn what you dont know.  The maths was effortless as i liked it, and it gave me a lot of confidence being the top student and when something feels good you like to do it. But basically i put no effort in at school and got away with it, over the years more and more i lost interest in any thing that i couldnt solve and i apply like a maths base logic to things. So my mental health journey started out of neccessity.  i have to be a bit vague here because i cant talk about this person for ethical reasons, but they

which im getting around to shortly Psychically we are clearly different, i guess people are born with different intelligence, is sure seems that way and it makes sense as our brain has clearly genetics, but when we are born though  our mind and emotions, they are nothing. We start off blank, we don’t know a thing, there not tangible so there is nothing genetic about you. It will seem your just like a parent quite often and that’s because you learn off them

 

 

 

 

mental health is solved

o when i say i have discovered how the human mind works it does match up a lot with what has already been discovered, i just know the whole general area that now allows for unlimited discovery that will go on for a long time is the scope of what the human mind is capable of going to. But it is a thing, and part of us and there is only one species and the mind is virtually who we are, Whilst it can develop in any direction and will produce unlimited outcome that are never the same it does work with in a very limited scope with a straight forward way that occurs the same with everyone and no one is special, yes you may feel special, but thats your emotions always trying to do you good and it feels good to be special, and dont change. But for mental health its a mind and it works in a certain way for everything and things occur when there are problems that the mind then trys to combat with its way all the way through to disorders and right through to recovery from birth where the whole thing is blank through developing and developement that happen at extreme pace then slows down to a crawl to explain in detail would mean not having an understanding of how the mind works. You can only document very basic concepts while there is not only very little relevant knowledge about the real mental health exist, but worse, ingrained beliefs that are not true making it even impossible for the brain to accept real knowledge. This is mental health and thinking or even going down the path and wanting any nof this to be proven in a tangible sence is just a different game your playing. There is deductions made from observation and then process after process of mass amounts of information that all come together perfectly would  not be possible for a human to achieve even with the knowledge, but you can see that this is mostly all new un thought of stuff before, Minds can not make up things there not aware of  and the tell the story that does all fit together with great detail and openly challenge the vague detail of before with anything made up. Im not trying to sound good hear, this is very simple If all you can see is a made up story, then thats fine, but this time to be responded to there needs to be reason, none of this has been about researches say and maybe, none of that occured, and just because this is the first documented theory with a bit more detail will seem like the opportunitiy to reject as its the first time there is detsil. Before all the finding are not in any detail as human nature respond to that with negative intension as a trait we all have and previously nothing able to be argued is very obvious when you know why the system did that but there are a lot of people aware what is going on when this happensand dont pay any attention to those sort of stories,,, but researches know they need to show progress to have public support and funding and there is a very good chance that what is reality of the problems of mental being affected more than helped by the actual profession.. This discovery is as big as it gets and the problem is the biggest and the problem will continue at this increased pace to numbers where mental illness will outnumber others.. To fix the problem will require an understanding of emotions , then train a whole sector, then the people with mental illness the introduce relevant recovery, then is not really possible unless a lot of things work in your favour, then onto changing public perception, on to educating children and many more things just to get to the stage where the big problem will still be there and much larger by then and that is how to reduce numbers and stop the cycle where mentl illness starts from your childhood with out encrouching on the actual people that cause the problem who will never believe the problem in the first place is such a long line of things to happen that go correct that is not really achievable that more than likely will end up rejecting tdue to the enormity of the problem and go back to research that can never find the problem. Human nature is to survive and we will never stop trying and our minds will never stop processing, but i can guarantee more than anything ever that no one can see it possible how mental illness can even slow  down.. Once it is worked out and i dont believe  for one second even know i caan prove the whole  lot that in my life time it will ever be accepted, but i will just give it the best go i can  and try for media attention and stay away from defending anything while i know nothing can be proven to be incorrect..  When you know how emotions work which is very easy to understand once you get there, you understand why everything occurs.. Mental illness is hard core suffering and most of it about servere child abuse that people dont want to k now about and hthere emotions are tunned to a system to protect children and one they trust, this is far from that being reality and there are problems all down the way right up to the trained professionals having to deal with a life they tried to help the mentally ill that had the reult of mass increses and a hardened near unbreakable knowledge of causes that are not possible . The caring parent who could of fixed there own children if they were given any guidance by the actual professions is big time issue that will come out by the truck load if anyone starts to learn about emotions. Till that happens its life as usual and a problem that wont die.. Personaltiy disorder cant be altered change or anything, They are a humans last line of defense  halt going into the extrem suffering phase of mental pain and  they dont have weaknesses untill theree understood.. At the moment we are at the stage of some unlucky occurance of such a terrible illness with no idea of its purpose that has to be turned around completly changing peoples minds on 100s of things when its nearly impossible to change 1 to a position of, mental illness occurs when emotions are at a certain risk and thedre has been prolonged suffering for it to occur, prolonged suffering caused is the  home of innocent children often from extreme abuse, even cruelty as the major cause, followed by other major causes like parents with mental illness that are unaware that there illness will tend to be learnt from from there children that will increase the chance of them getting mentally ill into the certaqin range, with toxic parents also cause huge amountsz opf mental illness, alongw with the ususal social problems that cause mental ilnness as well as society changes that increase anxiety and depression when people arent aware how changes willm impact emotions and.. And we are barely at the stage where we think mentally ill people are a bit crazy.. How about the truth that the systm is completly fuck and there is only a mirco chance of it being even addressed as a starting point that will have everyone freaking . It is basically now a problem that is nearly to big to document, and all my intension is to try to make it atleast understandable to how the actual mind works and get it out there far enough for it to bit in and hope ;like crazy that it is learned enough for people to relise that you cant just have an industry not even getting the problem and then stick to it.. I can tactually see how things can turn around but at the same time i have belief in the main instict of human survival will alway take over… But guess what personality disorders also have this characteristic and they cant be altered like the human mind can. Once you have a disorder which all mental illness are then you survival instinct is from ther dusorder and will reject help, its all vworks very simple and straight forward, but its very hard to think in cdertain ways.. its borderline impossible, A person tries to understand how a disorder works and can only do that with the knowledge they possess and none of that help to understand mental illness, they get a totally rational anszwer as there rational, while a disorder is rational for a suffering mind basically or from abuse even that people cant imagine what its like… I can tell you now, that im as rational as it gets and have a real feel for this an but disorders are hard to get your head around and really only ever understood by those who lived with them for many years. Any one who says otherwise, even psychiatrist i know they dont, i have actually never seen anyone other than abused get to any level of understanding of personality disorder.. My actual stance for the harder disorders for a normal peron to understand that cause extreme anounts of mental illness mainly narcissism and a lessmuch less extent psychopathy is that i would try and would have to develop like a learning method  were interctive so your you can feel it emotionally some how… its an emotional abuse basically and emotions cant understand that from learning basically.. Psychiatry covers these disorders and everyone of them can recite the disorder, i have n. and they emotionally believe they are the only ones that know mental health , and this has nothing to do with the general problem, im talking in a perfect world where everyh thing was done right and understood, virtually none would get how psycho and narcissist work as minds dont have ways to process like the disorders act, its not logical if you casn.. it takes years to do it.I got to talk about now the biggest discovery ever made or that will ever be made that will probably never get to the big table , but i know i triedmy best and my emotions cant be lied to so i got no issues about what i done but here isit… Welcome to the world of how the mind really works, and its different… Was it hard to work out… yes it was impossible .. Nothing can be this hard to work out and this is just the real basics, i can documents book loads and still be in the basic range, its a understanding of the basic that the allows you to know book loads of things, i can write and solve problems now that i havent even got to yet, as i understand it, and onece you understand it you can get to most of what the human mind reacts to.. Worrying about lesser things like hormones and drugs and bBirth defects and lots of this will just cloud what at least 95%of mental health covers with the basics, i will right a few articlre that show everything is true, but there is a lot to cover.. Just remember there is one person with unlimitedd knowledge and showing detail of how the mind works with no gain try yo be had personally against millions who give no detail of why anyabout anything and dont know the cause and cure and cloud the waters so there so murky that no one can see as the two options of choice im providing
I define the mind as where a person processes there thoughts. Where all thinking is done, where all your emotions are, where you see these images of your past and where your life is, its where your mental strength is and your level of caring love and everything that makes you who you are is our mind and in processing everything from life expererience and what is learned is accessable at any point to be process by the mind. The whole lot of mental health is all in the mind, including how we process the thoughts, i know, and we all have ever known is that its our brain and it maybe, but is very irrelantin term of mental health. It can be argued but no one has any idea, other than complete guess of where the mind even is. Yes it feels like its around the head somewhere and for myself it feels out of my body near my head that i see things from the past mostly as images that i get feeling and can even feel the moment to a much lesser feeling, but i dont consider it possible that the mind is this out of body occurance. I even believed it for my whole life and never given it much thought, but reality is for that to be actually happening would be straight into the world of making that conclusion with zero indication or how it could be possible, while everything points straight to our mind being part of our body. I think it is the whole of our self, and either way it doesnt matter. What is available in our mind comes from any life experience ,all the sensory things like seeing and hearing smell and even what we feel all oveer our body.. If somehow it all collects into a certain compartment in our brain and can then be acessed amd we cant find it is not something i personally can relate to . I feel i might be the clearest minded person even on the planet and have nothing cluttering my mind, no illness, anxiety, stress, no anger,very calm and i dont get any feeling that my head is processing, and i had to process this in the most extreme way, and it feels like brand new if anything.. It feels like and thats what we have learned so i dont see how you could think anything els, hWhat ever is best to undeerstand the actual issue is the only concern. I think the mind in non tangible and hence will never be observed and our brain can send out signal to where ever, but i dont want to bring something that may have a slight chance of having any bearing into the mental health side of  things, Hormones as wel have a small impact, but not enough to be a focus until extreme understanding of the real issures, Which are Emotions or what we know are our emotions
I define the mind as where a person processes there thoughts. Where all thinking is done, where all your emotions are, where you see these images of your past and where your life is, its where your mental strength is and your level of caring love and everything that makes you who you are is our mind and in processing everything from life expererience and what is learned is accessable at any point to be process by the mind. The whole lot of mental health is all in the mind, including how we process the thoughts, i know, and we all have ever known is that its our brain and it maybe, but is very irrelantin term of mental health. It can be argued but no one has any idea, other than complete guess of where the mind even is. Yes it feels like its around the head somewhere and for myself it feels out of my body near my head that i see things from the past mostly as images that i get feeling and can even feel the moment to a much lesser feeling, but i dont consider it possible that the mind is this out of body occurance. I even believed it for my whole life and never given it much thought, but reality is for that to be actually happening would be straight into the world of making that conclusion with zero indication or how it could be possible, while everything points straight to our mind being part of our body. I think it is the whole of our self, and either way it doesnt matter. What is available in our mind comes from any life experience ,all the sensory things like seeing and hearing smell and even what we feel all oveer our body.. If somehow it all collects into a certain compartment in our brain and can then be acessed amd we cant find it is not something i personally can relate to . I feel i might be the clearest minded person even on the planet and have nothing cluttering my mind, no illness, anxiety, stress, no anger,very calm and i dont get any feeling that my head is processing, and i had to process this in the most extreme way, and it feels like brand new if anything.. It feels like and thats what we have learned so i dont see how you could think anything els, hWhat ever is best to undeerstand the actual issue is the only concern. I think the mind in non tangible and hence will never be observed and our brain can send out signal to where ever, but i dont want to bring something that may have a slight chance of having any bearing into the mental health side of  things, Hormones as wel have a small impact, but not enough to be a focus until extreme understanding of the real issures, Which are Emotions or what we know are our emotions
Whilst i feel very emotionless to whats consider the normal, my emotions and everything about me does match up with my life.. I was getting my first kind of understanding of my emotions 2 years ago, and how i am was my life experience.. Im very emotionless, i feel very mental and emotionally strong though, the opposite of what mental illness or personality disorder occur when emotions are at risk… Defining emotions i would say are again not a tangible thing and they are all through our body, they are used in our decision makingthat give influence to our thoughts and heavily push us to what we think about and how our life turns out, What we do our reactions, hundreds of things are our emotions that give an overall feeling of happyness, that can then be broken down to all the anger and self-esteem, confidence, anxiousness, dependency, even the things that may be of interest to just you may be emotions that over time you developed and now they are part of your decisison making..
What ever they are, they for certain start of blank and develop through personal experience and have no genetic characteristic or predetermined ways. They are you and nothing to do with any one else. They are higly adaptable in all ways and will be heavily influence from the earliest of ages from who ever is doing the teaching. they can only learn from what they experience, any other way is not possible, there development and adaption is many times greater than of an adult, and while they work the same, a man and women do have different emotions due to what the hormonal make up of there bodies does and for women during the time they devlop into women going through another phase of rapid emotional development. Huge differences in life experience account for most of whats noticable, but most emotions of a boy aand girl with similar life experiences will have a lot of similarities. im the only one of 5 kids who isnt there blood, and i cant see any differences between any of us in a lot of emotions, even identical with how we are with our kids, none of us would hurt another and try to be understanding even though often we are wrong, we had a very active childhood and thats what we passed on and never has any of us even thought about doing the wrong thing. that early development that it the strongest and gives the base was very similar for all of us and that will never change.. Try to understand that we are talking about something that really just adapts and influence  everything depending how you were at that time
My focus is mental health but it covers all types of mental strength. Mental illness is more like 5% of the what emotions truely cover in the sc ope, a lot of things or psychology about the human mind that is not ill is fairly correct.. Any thing of positive nature or new learning experience and clear mind is all very correctpositivity, but when you know how emotions work and respond and lots of other things, the whole area of psychology is at a very basic level. Especially with things about raising children, addiction, and everything really, i have never done any type of self help, but just how i am natural and all the ways for someone to be mentally strong are second nature for as long time, especially after the age of thirty where i went from thinking i was good with no effort into working my arse of and not thinking about my self is who i am now…. But getting a feel for emotions is hard cause you are influence by how you are now, but thats not wahat you need to understand.. Its about you coming from nothing and developing over millions of little things that happen in your life and each thing being inflenced and processed by you emotions that were developed purely to suit your life… Understanding it takes like seven years for a kid to not fall apart cause he got beat in something, mental weakness at level that are nothing of an adult and highly infleuced with no other ways  tho go other than the to learn of you and if you dont teach they will learn from observing you, not being there when expected is like there been abanded and it takes reinforcement after reinformen t after encouragement for years to get them self estemm, something you may not see as an issue, can mean serious suffering for a kid, and just because you know how to process a certain problem doesnt mean they dont, but they dont realise it as they are them, load of kids go into ADHD around 3.5 or 4 and for good parent its a peace of piss to fix em, but also people would know what not to do that hurts there children emotionally… Millions of children are getting adhd and its not one of the childs fault, and no parent is accepting responsibility, no one was ever born like that… I got lucky and fixed my boy, but mental health knows nothing about it and cant help any one.. Its not even a problem if you know what to do, but you might be a 30 yr old with what ever emotions you currently have and see a kid who is acgting up needs to be told to not do that, when what he might need is just some extra learning so he knows not to do that… ADHD works virtually as the name suggest and early on a kid will come straight out of it and then getgs harder to extreme as life goes on and most people with adhd head down the mental illness road with then depression and not many have this one disorder like people assume. People have got to know that mental illness is most about child abuse and its what it does emotionlly. virtually no one has mental illness if they had a good life, i never met one yet and i know 1000s,, there is though heaps of very mentally ill people who are not in the abuse category at all .. Family break upis big time for a child who takes it in mentally wrong and nothing for someone who gets through it the wrong way, some kids have hard core seperation anxiety and panic  with there whole life destroyed from  a parent be to careful and attentive, heaps of  little things to you, but to me a kid at this stage with emotions at that stegth goes through that, i can give you a certain answer of what the reult will be, emotions react the same depending on there strength and certain things.. A small incedent where a parent needs to help a child  deal with it emotionally cause they dont have some emotion developed yet might be just 5 mins of chatting that can leadc to a life time of mental illness, and no one will ever know , no psych will ever tell you and its often late by the time you get there…. a 13 year old girl is highly at risk to any sort of incedent but there is nothing she cant deal with if someone is aware she needs help through something, millions of people suffering for some so small, that you would of gone down the same way if you wered in that situation, emotions are exact how they will react.. But it will never cross someones mind that it could be a problem… My little brother was at the wrong age 4 when mum and dad split and they were a street apart, the rest of us were 18 and good to go and didnt do anything but all 5 kids reacted in there way, with my little brother being as good as fucked for 14 years until i got lucky in a chat and got moving again .. Not for a second i thought it stemed from the break up 14 years ago because it didnt bother me so i didnt think about that being the cause, He is the nicest bloke around to, and flopped at school completely then for ten years did nothing, no drug, no alchol, no abuse, good yerars to fall back on  and all he got was get a job for ten years off everyone and made it worse as it wasnt the problem..  For ten years thats all he got and his mum or my step mum pulled me aside and asked me if i would have a talk to him as he listens to me. She said can you tell him to get a job and thats how people understand emotions, Mum loves my little brother and would do anything for him, but 14 years after the event she had got as far as asking me to do the same and she was begging me from the bottom of her heart as like a last resortt and had exhauted all optons,, and i had none to help witjh, but just by coincidence i woke up middle of the night and he was up and got 100% lucky with some words and he had a go and it all fell into place after that.. Its the most important thing by a million country miles that emotions become undet stood… When you dont its a world of suffering, a place where its free to abuse children  and much worse for women.. Certain mental illness is such a strong indicator and with a couple of questions on top its a certainty..  If im chatting to a person just online who writes one little thing that is out of line to how emotions would react then  i know that bit is not true, and there response to me asking will back thaqt up, disorders are very exact in what they are capable of responding with.  No child abuser has ever admitted or looks like an abuser, but when you know about emotions and how a good mother would be with a child who may have got depressed to an abuser who presents her son with a mental illness is so far apart and a donkey could learn it when you just know what  how they work… psychs dont have a clue, where would they learn it from, most have never been abused and they seen just thr mental illness and the suffering anf pills fic that a bit… Another story what pills do, but just from understanding how emotions work, i could string a paragragh togeter to write a story now i know about fixing mental illness to being able to never  be able to document my knowledge if i started now ans never stopped, every little thing how we are is from our emotions and its endless the reactions. You get very quickly better at understanding them when you have the correct knowledge how they work.. Im talking the best psych in the world is nothing… almost only able to provide basic stuff for a person with no illness to better themselves is as good as the whole industry world wide gets.. It sound like wind, but i can challenge any one on any issue  and there is no doubt, as the second you step away from yhow emotions actually work then its always  wrong and can prove in hundreds of ways it is.. That is how valuable this knowledge is and then times it by a 1000, as its not possible to document it allMy focus is mental health but it covers all types of mental strength. Mental illness is more like 5% of the what emotions truely cover in the sc ope, a lot of things or psychology about the human mind that is not ill is fairly correct.. Any thing of positive nature or new learning experience and clear mind is all very correctpositivity, but when you know how emotions work and respond and lots of other things, the whole area of psychology is at a very basic level. Especially with things about raising children, addiction, and everything really, i have never done any type of self help, but just how i am natural and all the ways for someone to be mentally strong are second nature for as long time, especially after the age of thirty where i went from thinking i was good with no effort into working my arse of and not thinking about my self is who i am now…. But getting a feel for emotions is hard cause you are influence by how you are now, but thats not wahat you need to understand.. Its about you coming from nothing and developing over millions of little things that happen in your life and each thing being inflenced and processed by you emotions that were developed purely to suit your life… Understanding it takes like seven years for a kid to not fall apart cause he got beat in something, mental weakness at level that are nothing of an adult and highly infleuced with no other ways  tho go other than the to learn of you and if you dont teach they will learn from observing you, not being there when expected is like there been abanded and it takes reinforcement after reinformen t after encouragement for years to get them self estemm, something you may not see as an issue, can mean serious suffering for a kid, and just because you know how to process a certain problem doesnt mean they dont, but they dont realise it as they are them, load of kids go into ADHD around 3.5 or 4 and for good parent its a peace of piss to fix em, but also people would know what not to do that hurts there children emotionally… Millions of children are getting adhd and its not one of the childs fault, and no parent is accepting responsibility, no one was ever born like that… I got lucky and fixed my boy, but mental health knows nothing about it and cant help any one.. Its not even a problem if you know what to do, but you might be a 30 yr old with what ever emotions you currently have and see a kid who is acgting up needs to be told to not do that, when what he might need is just some extra learning so he knows not to do that… ADHD works virtually as the name suggest and early on a kid will come straight out of it and then getgs harder to extreme as life goes on and most people with adhd head down the mental illness road with then depression and not many have this one disorder like people assume. People have got to know that mental illness is most about child abuse and its what it does emotionlly. virtually no one has mental illness if they had a good life, i never met one yet and i know 1000s,, there is though heaps of very mentally ill people who are not in the abuse category at all .. Family break upis big time for a child who takes it in mentally wrong and nothing for someone who gets through it the wrong way, some kids have hard core seperation anxiety and panic  with there whole life destroyed from  a parent be to careful and attentive, heaps of  little things to you, but to me a kid at this stage with emotions at that stegth goes through that, i can give you a certain answer of what the reult will be, emotions react the same depending on there strength and certain things.. A small incedent where a parent needs to help a child  deal with it emotionally cause they dont have some emotion developed yet might be just 5 mins of chatting that can leadc to a life time of mental illness, and no one will ever know , no psych will ever tell you and its often late by the time you get there…. a 13 year old girl is highly at risk to any sort of incedent but there is nothing she cant deal with if someone is aware she needs help through something, millions of people suffering for some so small, that you would of gone down the same way if you wered in that situation, emotions are exact how they will react.. But it will never cross someones mind that it could be a problem… My little brother was at the wrong age 4 when mum and dad split and they were a street apart, the rest of us were 18 and good to go and didnt do anything but all 5 kids reacted in there way, with my little brother being as good as fucked for 14 years until i got lucky in a chat and got moving again .. Not for a second i thought it stemed from the break up 14 years ago because it didnt bother me so i didnt think about that being the cause, He is the nicest bloke around to, and flopped at school completely then for ten years did nothing, no drug, no alchol, no abuse, good yerars to fall back on  and all he got was get a job for ten years off everyone and made it worse as it wasnt the problem..  For ten years thats all he got and his mum or my step mum pulled me aside and asked me if i would have a talk to him as he listens to me. She said can you tell him to get a job and thats how people understand emotions, Mum loves my little brother and would do anything for him, but 14 years after the event she had got as far as asking me to do the same and she was begging me from the bottom of her heart as like a last resortt and had exhauted all optons,, and i had none to help witjh, but just by coincidence i woke up middle of the night and he was up and got 100% lucky with some words and he had a go and it all fell into place after that.. Its the most important thing by a million country miles that emotions become undet stood… When you dont its a world of suffering, a place where its free to abuse children  and much worse for women.. Certain mental illness is such a strong indicator and with a couple of questions on top its a certainty..  If im chatting to a person just online who writes one little thing that is out of line to how emotions would react then  i know that bit is not true, and there response to me asking will back thaqt up, disorders are very exact in what they are capable of responding with.  No child abuser has ever admitted or looks like an abuser, but when you know about emotions and how a good mother would be with a child who may have got depressed to an abuser who presents her son with a mental illness is so far apart and a donkey could learn it when you just know what  how they work… psychs dont have a clue, where would they learn it from, most have never been abused and they seen just thr mental illness and the suffering anf pills fic that a bit… Another story what pills do, but just from understanding how emotions work, i could string a paragragh togeter to write a story now i know about fixing mental illness to being able to never  be able to document my knowledge if i started now ans never stopped, every little thing how we are is from our emotions and its endless the reactions. You get very quickly better at understanding them when you have the correct knowledge how they work.. Im talking the best psych in the world is nothing… almost only able to provide basic stuff for a person with no illness to better themselves is as good as the whole industry world wide gets.. It sound like wind, but i can challenge any one on any issue  and there is no doubt, as the second you step away from yhow emotions actually work then its always  wrong and can prove in hundreds of ways it is.. That is how valuable this knowledge is and then times it by a 1000, as its not possible to document it all
Emotions are nearly everything when it comes to mental health. The next basic thing to understand is how the mind think.. It processes information. The mind does, it could be the brain, its not the issue and doesnt effect the outcome aand will write seperate on that, but how thr mind processws information in very much learned from experience, Some people process very logically, some have a lot off beliefs that enter the equation, some people process in positive manne and then there is one of the biggest problems that is fixable and that is people who process information with out a view to an answer, its very common and cause s all sorts that people pick up on ways to process there thought that will deny them an aswer, and everything is cycliclal in how they think… Then think how are emotions going to develop when all the get is what the brain processes and all mental illness in basic terms will be the mind attacking its own emotions with something that will hurt or damage or effect development of emotions.. Thats why abuse is so much worse thab the action, no one even gives a shit about the psychical side of it, its what your own head does with it that destroys everything, no kid has got the knowledge to process any form of abuse in there minds and not even close to having a chance, thw whole lot end up mentally ill and the ones who dont and will be a perfectluy logical reason.. To ignore it as the reason for mental illness and the only proven reason they have for mental illness is  criminal, but to reconize genetic and chemical imbalance as a cause that only ever is associated when it never been proven or seen in 50 years of searching from every research from every country is the most insane thing in history. Why it hits hardest with children in the fact it is much easier to recovery, even the teenage girls with depression and harm issue is much easier than adult mental illness, developing again set inyour way are worlds apart with in recovery chances….
The next thing that matters an might sound even obvious but never even documentedisn  that mental illness doesnt just happen, never has someone a mental illnes for noe reason, a disorder cant survive in a healthy mind and it nor even close, it will alway be a progression down ward where emotional developement is being effected… and depending on what the mind is hurting with its thought, what emotion is being attacked and cusing the development to be at risk will be the mentall illnes or personality disorder that steps in.. Its not a lottery its a certaintyWhen you understand the disorder as well and what it is trying to do it will be not to far off what the mind was doing to your emotions anyway, and the level of suffering will be at the mental illness point and increasing still, a your mind will never stop processing, so with out mental illnes its straight to the graveyard or suffering so intence that death is the only thought.. Mental illness for those with out any is beyond your worst nightmare, its nothing you could hope for a child and its nearky all about children with mental illness, the whole things is so shut down to what its really about  that everyones got these ideas that are nothing to the actual reality.. I wass in the same boat, i thought i new all about it too but when i open the door my delusional thought wasnt there
Disorders are hard to understand, even more so when you got one.. Mental ill peopel can not help themselves, or its extremely hard when you have a disorder.. Its a disorder and its to protect your emotions, the last line of defence there is to all humans.. Easch disorder like all things, species main thing is survival. How you going to help someone when enotionally they dont want that, and there are lots of backward thing going on that can be counted when you have this full understanding..
Going back to the main issue and that is just to show discovery of the human mind  and how it works is once a disorder attaches itself to those emotions then it provides protection to them.. Those emotions now get hit by the same thought and that is what a disorder can handle, They take the force of the thought and all the damage and changes that your normal emotion would usaully get so the decline emotionally  can stop.. You still feel bad all day cause your still feeling the effect from your thoughts but the damgeto your emotion stops… Every now and then there is now emotional development as there are still times when you have things happen that emotion can grow from but the disored in ths case is depression will have you thinking of a very narrow range of things that are all depressing to anyone else and no one unless they have the disorder awa well will reate to tjere thinking.. Without dropping to many bombs all at once psych meds dont effect the disorder, they can only effect things taht you need, side effects and permanent damage are the result, and there are nother options at the moment, the suffering is to much and even if they were told of the real reason how they work, they would still take them.. The pain is extreme for even for all of them, any thought of toughen up or things of that nature are qualities you dont have and why you got a mental illness, If you were strong mentally while going through this knid of mental pain, if anything the only effect  that would p[ossible have is that you would kill your self.. Its the worst life possible and it kids that cop it , and thats all this is about for me..  Its the biggest discovery ever by a long way , billion, unlimited amounts of money fame, whatever, and none of that even registers, my emotions dont care about that… its causes problems yes, so you want balance, but if you got mental health or good mentally its hard to worry about anything I will even put 100000 g if this aint the bigest and correct thing in history.. 1 million i will put up, it doesnt matter how mich My life, i will bety that against all the professionals and i already know the response, emotionally i know a lot how this will go, and there a lot of abusers, some wityh disorders that will cause a series of reactions, there will be no defending, that is what not to do when you are being abused, it will be constant attack, i will know when response moves away from abuse as it will start to have reason and proof, and the lasthats just not going to happen.. Get behind this support it, i only want complete change in the world.. sounds a bit much, but its a free for all on abuse out there and no recovery from it m, no stopping it, and the nice people will be the main targets, if you think abusive people dont gpo after the nice people  then your in a different world to the one i live in.. They go after the empaths and the weak mentally, Like all species and its one of our natural instinct and that is too attac h th weak… and it is a very good system until you have minds as advanced as ours and emotions that are not nice for some people, You end up with groups and societys going after the weak and no one step in ever unless its shown up against how we are emotionally and that is played on other wise our human insticts will ignore the issue.. iIts a very real thing.. But without thought the amount of carnage out there because of not working out this is so large, to even understate it will be able to hit the right people emotionally that  i cant see any other way but to fess up and change a system,,, i never even pushed an opinion on some one else my only thought is the logical one and that is to change world or its going to the called an instutition for our kids to live in

i know how the mind works, i now got to document it

I define the mind as where a person processes there thoughts. Where all thinking is done, where all your emotions are, where you see these images of your past and where your life is, its where your mental strength is and your level of caring love and everything that makes you who you are is our mind and in processing everything from life expererience and what is learned is accessable at any point to be process by the mind. The whole lot of mental health is all in the mind, including how we process the thoughts,

i know, and we all have ever known is that its our brain and it maybe, but is very irrelvant term of mental health. It can be argued but no one has any idea, other than complete guess of where the mind even is. Yes it feels like its around the head somewhere and for myself it feels out of my body near my head that i see things from the past mostly as images that i get feeling and can even feel the moment to a lesser feeling, but i dont consider it possible that the mind is this out of body occurance.

I even believed it for my whole life and never given it much thought, but reality is for that to be actually happening would be straight into the world of making that conclusion with zero indication or how it could be possible, while everything points straight to our mind being part of our body. I think it is the whole of our self, and either way it doesnt matter. What is available in our mind comes from any life experience ,all the sensory things like seeing and hearing smell and even what we feel all over our body..

If somehow it all collects into a certain compartment in our brain and can then be acessed and we cant find it is not something i personally can relate to . I feel i might be the clearest minded person even on the planet and have nothing cluttering my mind, no illness, anxiety, stress, no anger,very calm and i dont get any feeling that my head is processing, and i had to process this in the most extreme way, and it feels like brand new if anything.. It feels like and thats what we have learned so i dont see how you could think anything els, hWhat ever is best to undeerstand the actual issue is the only concern. I think the mind in non tangible and hence will never be observed and our brain can send out signal to where ever, but i dont want to bring something that may have a slight chance of having any bearing into the mental health side of  things, Hormones as wel have a small impact, but not enough to be a focus until extreme understanding of the real issures, Which are Emotions or what we know are our emotions

Whilst i feel very emotionless to whats consider the normal, my emotions and everything about me does match up with my life.. I was getting my first kind of understanding of my emotions 2 years ago, and how i am was my life experience.. Im very emotionless, i feel very mental and emotionally strong though, the opposite of what mental illness or personality disorder occur when emotions are at risk… Defining emotions i would say are again not a tangible thing and they are all through our body, they are used in our decision making that give influence to our thoughts and heavily push us to what we think about and how our life turns out, What we do our reactions, hundreds of things are our emotions that give an overall feeling of happyness, that can then be broken down to all the anger and self-esteem, confidence, anxiousness, dependency, even the things that may be of interest to just you may be emotions that over time you developed and now they are part of your decisison making..

What ever they are, they for certain start of blank and develop through personal experience and have no genetic characteristic or predetermined ways. They are you and nothing to do with any one else. They are highly adaptable in all ways and will be heavily influence from the earliest of ages from who ever is doing the teaching. they can only learn from what they experience, any other way is not possible, there development and adaption is many times greater than of an adult, and while they work the same, a man and women do have different emotions due to what the hormonal make up of there bodies does and for women during the time they develop into women going through another phase of rapid emotional development. Huge differences in life experience account for most of whats noticable, but most emotions of a boy and girl with similar life experiences will have a lot of similarities. im the only one of 5 kids who isnt there blood, and i cant see any differences between any of us in a lot of emotions, even identical with how we are with our kids, none of us would hurt another and try to be understanding even though often we are wrong, we had a very active childhood and thats what we passed on and never has any of us even thought about doing the wrong thing. that early development that it the strongest and gives the base was very similar for all of us and that will never change.. Try to understand that we are talking about something that really just adapts and influence  everything depending how you were at that time

 

My focus is mental health but it covers all types of mental strength. Mental illness is more like 5% of the what emotions truely cover in the scope, a lot of things or psychology about the human mind that is not ill is fairly correct.. Any thing of positive nature or new learning experience and clear mind is all very correctpositivity, but when you know how emotions work and respond and lots of other things, the whole area of psychology is at a very basic level. Especially with things about raising children, addiction, and everything really, i have never done any type of self help, but just how i am natural and all the ways for someone to be mentally strong are second nature for as long time, especially after the age of thirty where i went from thinking i was good with no effort into working my arse of and not thinking about my self is who i am now…. But getting a feel for emotions is hard cause you are influence by how you are now, but thats not wahat you need to understand.. Its about you coming from nothing and developing over millions of little things that happen in your life and each thing being inflenced and processed by you emotions that were developed purely to suit your life… Understanding it takes like seven years for a kid to not fall apart cause he got beat in something, mental weakness at level that are nothing of an adult and highly infleuced with no other ways  tho go other than the to learn of you and if you dont teach they will learn from observing you, not being there when expected is like there been abanded and it takes reinforcement after reinformen t after encouragement for years to get them self estemm, something you may not see as an issue, can mean serious suffering for a kid, and just because you know how to process a certain problem doesnt mean they dont, but they dont realise it as they are them, load of kids go into ADHD around 3.5 or 4 and for good parent its a peace of piss to fix em, but also people would know what not to do that hurts there children emotionally… Millions of children are getting adhd and its not one of the childs fault, and no parent is accepting responsibility, no one was ever born like that… I got lucky and fixed my boy, but mental health knows nothing about it and cant help any one.. Its not even a problem if you know what to do, but you might be a 30 yr old with what ever emotions you currently have and see a kid who is acgting up needs to be told to not do that, when what he might need is just some extra learning so he knows not to do that… ADHD works virtually as the name suggest and early on a kid will come straight out of it and then getgs harder to extreme as life goes on and most people with adhd head down the mental illness road with then depression and not many have this one disorder like people assume. People have got to know that mental illness is most about child abuse and its what it does emotionlly. virtually no one has mental illness if they had a good life, i never met one yet and i know 1000s,, there is though heaps of very mentally ill people who are not in the abuse category at all .. Family break upis big time for a child who takes it in mentally wrong and nothing for someone who gets through it the wrong way, some kids have hard core seperation anxiety and panic  with there whole life destroyed from  a parent be to careful and attentive, heaps of  little things to you, but to me a kid at this stage with emotions at that stegth goes through that, i can give you a certain answer of what the reult will be, emotions react the same depending on there strength and certain things.. A small incedent where a parent needs to help a child  deal with it emotionally cause they dont have some emotion developed yet might be just 5 mins of chatting that can leadc to a life time of mental illness, and no one will ever know , no psych will ever tell you and its often late by the time you get there…. a 13 year old girl is highly at risk to any sort of incedent but there is nothing she cant deal with if someone is aware she needs help through something, millions of people suffering for some so small, that you would of gone down the same way if you wered in that situation, emotions are exact how they will react.. But it will never cross someones mind that it could be a problem… My little brother was at the wrong age 4 when mum and dad split and they were a street apart, the rest of us were 18 and good to go and didnt do anything but all 5 kids reacted in there way, with my little brother being as good as fucked for 14 years until i got lucky in a chat and got moving again .. Not for a second i thought it stemed from the break up 14 years ago because it didnt bother me so i didnt think about that being the cause, He is the nicest bloke around to, and flopped at school completely then for ten years did nothing, no drug, no alchol, no abuse, good yerars to fall back on  and all he got was get a job for ten years off everyone and made it worse as it wasnt the problem..  For ten years thats all he got and his mum or my step mum pulled me aside and asked me if i would have a talk to him as he listens to me. She said can you tell him to get a job and thats how people understand emotions, Mum loves my little brother and would do anything for him, but 14 years after the event she had got as far as asking me to do the same and she was begging me from the bottom of her heart as like a last resortt and had exhauted all optons,, and i had none to help witjh, but just by coincidence i woke up middle of the night and he was up and got 100% lucky with some words and he had a go and it all fell into place after that.. Its the most important thing by a million country miles that emotions become undet stood… When you dont its a world of suffering, a place where its free to abuse children  and much worse for women.. Certain mental illness is such a strong indicator and with a couple of questions on top its a certainty..  If im chatting to a person just online who writes one little thing that is out of line to how emotions would react then  i know that bit is not true, and there response to me asking will back thaqt up, disorders are very exact in what they are capable of responding with.  No child abuser has ever admitted or looks like an abuser, but when you know about emotions and how a good mother would be with a child who may have got depressed to an abuser who presents her son with a mental illness is so far apart and a donkey could learn it when you just know what  how they work… psychs dont have a clue, where would they learn it from, most have never been abused and they seen just thr mental illness and the suffering anf pills fic that a bit… Another story what pills do, but just from understanding how emotions work, i could string a paragragh togeter to write a story now i know about fixing mental illness to being able to never  be able to document my knowledge if i started now ans never stopped, every little thing how we are is from our emotions and its endless the reactions. You get very quickly better at understanding them when you have the correct knowledge how they work.. Im talking the best psych in the world is nothing… almost only able to provide basic stuff for a person with no illness to better themselves is as good as the whole industry world wide gets.. It sound like wind, but i can challenge any one on any issue  and there is no doubt, as the second you step away from show emotions actually work then its always  wrong and can prove in hundreds of ways it is.. That is how valuable this knowledge is and then times it by a 1000, as its not possible to document it allMy focus is mental health but it covers all types of mental strength. Mental illness is more like 5% of the what emotions truely cover in the sc ope, a lot of things or psychology about the human mind that is not ill is fairly correct.. Any thing of positive nature or new learning experience and clear mind is all very correctpositivity, but when you know how emotions work and respond and lots of other things, the whole area of psychology is at a very basic level. Especially with things about raising children, addiction, and everything really, i have never done any type of self help, but just how i am natural and all the ways for someone to be mentally strong are second nature for as long time, especially after the age of thirty where i went from thinking i was good with no effort into working my arse of and not thinking about my self is who i am now…. But getting a feel for emotions is hard cause you are influence by how you are now, but thats not what you need to understand.. Its about you coming from nothing and developing over millions of little things that happen in your life and each thing being inflenced and processed by you emotions that were developed purely to suit your life… Understanding it takes like seven years for a kid to not fall apart cause he got beat in something, mental weakness at level that are nothing of an adult and highly infleuced with no other ways  tho go other than the to learn of you and if you dont teach they will learn from observing you, not being there when expected is like there been abanded and it takes reinforcement after reinformen t after encouragement for years to get them self estemm, something you may not see as an issue, can mean serious suffering for a kid, and just because you know how to process a certain problem doesnt mean they dont, but they dont realise it as they are them, load of kids go into ADHD around 3.5 or 4 and for good parent its a peace of piss to fix em, but also people would know what not to do that hurts there children emotionally… Millions of children are getting adhd and its not one of the childs fault, and no parent is accepting responsibility, no one was ever born like that… I got lucky and fixed my boy, but mental health knows nothing about it and cant help any one.. Its not even a problem if you know what to do, but you might be a 30 yr old with what ever emotions you currently have and see a kid who is acgting up needs to be told to not do that, when what he might need is just some extra learning so he knows not to do that… ADHD works virtually as the name suggest and early on a kid will come straight out of it and then getgs harder to extreme as life goes on and most people with adhd head down the mental illness road with then depression and not many have this one disorder like people assume. People have got to know that mental illness is most about child abuse and its what it does emotionlly. virtually no one has mental illness if they had a good life, i never met one yet and i know 1000s,, there is though heaps of very mentally ill people who are not in the abuse category at all .. Family break upis big time for a child who takes it in mentally wrong and nothing for someone who gets through it the wrong way, some kids have hard core seperation anxiety and panic  with there whole life destroyed from  a parent be to careful and attentive, heaps of  little things to you, but to me a kid at this stage with emotions at that stegth goes through that, i can give you a certain answer of what the reult will be, emotions react the same depending on there strength and certain things.. A small incedent where a parent needs to help a child  deal with it emotionally cause they dont have some emotion developed yet might be just 5 mins of chatting that can leadc to a life time of mental illness, and no one will ever know , no psych will ever tell you and its often late by the time you get there…. a 13 year old girl is highly at risk to any sort of incedent but there is nothing she cant deal with if someone is aware she needs help through something, millions of people suffering for some so small, that you would of gone down the same way if you wered in that situation, emotions are exact how they will react.. But it will never cross someones mind that it could be a problem… My little brother was at the wrong age 4 when mum and dad split and they were a street apart, the rest of us were 18 and good to go and didnt do anything but all 5 kids reacted in there way, with my little brother being as good as fucked for 14 years until i got lucky in a chat and got moving again .. Not for a second i thought it stemed from the break up 14 years ago because it didnt bother me so i didnt think about that being the cause, He is the nicest bloke around to, and flopped at school completely then for ten years did nothing, no drug, no alchol, no abuse, good yerars to fall back on  and all he got was get a job for ten years off everyone and made it worse as it wasnt the problem..  For ten years thats all he got and his mum or my step mum pulled me aside and asked me if i would have a talk to him as he listens to me. She said can you tell him to get a job and thats how people understand emotions, Mum loves my little brother and would do anything for him, but 14 years after the event she had got as far as asking me to do the same and she was begging me from the bottom of her heart as like a last resortt and had exhauted all optons,, and i had none to help witjh, but just by coincidence i woke up middle of the night and he was up and got 100% lucky with some words and he had a go and it all fell into place after that.. Its the most important thing by a million country miles that emotions become undet stood… When you dont its a world of suffering, a place where its free to abuse children  and much worse for women.. Certain mental illness is such a strong indicator and with a couple of questions on top its a certainty..  If im chatting to a person just online who writes one little thing that is out of line to how emotions would react then  i know that bit is not true, and there response to me asking will back thaqt up, disorders are very exact in what they are capable of responding with.  No child abuser has ever admitted or looks like an abuser, but when you know about emotions and how a good mother would be with a child who may have got depressed to an abuser who presents her son with a mental illness is so far apart and a donkey could learn it when you just know what  how they work… psychs dont have a clue, where would they learn it from, most have never been abused and they seen just thr mental illness and the suffering anf pills fic that a bit… Another story what pills do, but just from understanding how emotions work, i could string a paragragh togeter to write a story now i know about fixing mental illness to being able to never  be able to document my knowledge if i started now ans never stopped, every little thing how we are is from our emotions and its endless the reactions. You get very quickly better at understanding them when you have the correct knowledge how they work.. Im talking the best psych in the world is nothing… almost only able to provide basic stuff for a person with no illness to better themselves is as good as the whole industry world wide gets.. It sound like wind, but i can challenge any one on any issue  and there is no doubt, as the second you step away from yhow emotions actually work then its always  wrong and can prove in hundreds of ways it is.. That is how valuable this knowledge is and then times it by a 1000, as its not possible to document it all

Emotions are nearly everything when it comes to mental health. The next basic thing to understand is how the mind think.. It processes information. The mind does, it could be the brain, its not the issue and doesnt effect the outcome aand will write seperate on that, but how thr mind processws information in very much learned from experience, Some people process very logically, some have a lot off beliefs that enter the equation, some people process in positive manne and then there is one of the biggest problems that is fixable and that is people who process information with out a view to an answer, its very common and cause s all sorts that people pick up on ways to process there thought that will deny them an aswer, and everything is cycliclal in how they think… Then think how are emotions going to develop when all the get is what the brain processes and all mental illness in basic terms will be the mind attacking its own emotions with something that will hurt or damage or effect development of emotions.. Thats why abuse is so much worse thab the action, no one even gives a shit about the psychical side of it, its what your own head does with it that destroys everything, no kid has got the knowledge to process any form of abuse in there minds and not even close to having a chance, thw whole lot end up mentally ill and the ones who dont and will be a perfectluy logical reason.. To ignore it as the reason for mental illness and the only proven reason they have for mental illness is  criminal, but to reconize genetic and chemical imbalance as a cause that only ever is associated when it never been proven or seen in 50 years of searching from every research from every country is the most insane thing in history. Why it hits hardest with children in the fact it is much easier to recovery, even the teenage girls with depression and harm issue is much easier than adult mental illness, developing again set inyour way are worlds apart with in recovery chances….

The next thing that matters an might sound even obvious but never even documentedisn  that mental illness doesnt just happen, never has someone a mental illnes for noe reason, a disorder cant survive in a healthy mind and it nor even close, it will alway be a progression down ward where emotional developement is being effected… and depending on what the mind is hurting with its thought, what emotion is being attacked and cusing the development to be at risk will be the mentall illnes or personality disorder that steps in.. Its not a lottery its a certaintyWhen you understand the disorder as well and what it is trying to do it will be not to far off what the mind was doing to your emotions anyway, and the level of suffering will be at the mental illness point and increasing still, a your mind will never stop processing, so with out mental illnes its straight to the graveyard or suffering so intence that death is the only thought.. Mental illness for those with out any is beyond your worst nightmare, its nothing you could hope for a child and its nearky all about children with mental illness, the whole things is so shut down to what its really about  that everyones got these ideas that are nothing to the actual reality.. I wass in the same boat, i thought i new all about it too but when i open the door my delusional thought wasnt there

Disorders are hard to understand, even more so when you got one.. Mental ill peopel can not help themselves, or its extremely hard when you have a disorder.. Its a disorder and its to protect your emotions, the last line of defence there is to all humans.. Easch disorder like all things, species main thing is survival. How you going to help someone when enotionally they dont want that, and there are lots of backward thing going on that can be counted when you have this full understanding..

Going back to the main issue and that is just to show discovery of the human mind  and how it works is once a disorder attaches itself to those emotions then it provides protection to them.. Those emotions now get hit by the same thought and that is what a disorder can handle, They take the force of the thought and all the damage and changes that your normal emotion would usaully get so the decline emotionally  can stop.. You still feel bad all day cause your still feeling the effect from your thoughts but the damgeto your emotion stops… Every now and then there is now emotional development as there are still times when you have things happen that emotion can grow from but the disored in ths case is depression will have you thinking of a very narrow range of things that are all depressing to anyone else and no one unless they have the disorder awa well will reate to tjere thinking.. Without dropping to many bombs all at once psych meds dont effect the disorder, they can only effect things taht you need, side effects and permanent damage are the result, and there are nother options at the moment, the suffering is to much and even if they were told of the real reason how they work, they would still take them.. The pain is extreme for even for all of them, any thought of toughen up or things of that nature are qualities you dont have and why you got a mental illness, If you were strong mentally while going through this knid of mental pain, if anything the only effect  that would p[ossible have is that you would kill your self.. Its the worst life possible and it kids that cop it , and thats all this is about for me..  Its the biggest discovery ever by a long way , billion, unlimited amounts of money fame, whatever, and none of that even registers, my emotions dont care about that… its causes problems yes, so you want balance, but if you got mental health or good mentally its hard to worry about anything I will even put 100000 g if this aint the bigest and correct thing in history.. 1 million i will put up, it doesnt matter how mich My life, i will bety that against all the professionals and i already know the response, emotionally i know a lot how this will go, and there a lot of abusers, some wityh disorders that will cause a series of reactions, there will be no defending, that is what not to do when you are being abused, it will be constant attack, i will know when response moves away from abuse as it will start to have reason and proof, and the lasthats just not going to happen.. Get behind this support it, i only want complete change in the world.. sounds a bit much, but its a free for all on abuse out there and no recovery from it m, no stopping it, and the nice people will be the main targets, if you think abusive people dont gpo after the nice people  then your in a different world to the one i live in.. They go after the empaths and the weak mentally, Like all species and its one of our natural instinct and that is too attac h th weak… and it is a very good system until you have minds as advanced as ours and emotions that are not nice for some people, You end up with groups and societys going after the weak and no one step in ever unless its shown up against how we are emotionally and that is played on other wise our human insticts will ignore the issue.. iIts a very real thing.. But without thought the amount of carnage out there because of not working out this is so large, to even understate it will be able to hit the right people emotionally that  i cant see any other way but to fess up and change a system,,, i never even pushed an opinion on some one else my only thought is the logical one and that is to change world or its going to the called an instutition for our kids to live in